I'm your Director

Forgetting Your Own Home

Chapter 23

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Time shows at two o'clock in the afternoon. Kanjeng Mami and Estu are not home yet. Kinasih bored it. Although there have been activities with other servants since.

"Ngapain dumbfounded? Let's say it behind," invited Marni who has held a yoke and seasoning on it, which has not been smooth.

"Can we just go relax?" tanya Kinasih who was sitting by the kitchen door towards the back garden.

"Have. Who forbids it? Our work is done. Come on!"

Kinasih just come along, especially his hands are also pulled to immediately to the back garden in a gazebo that is quite spacious. There were three other servants there.

Kinasih was astonished, because the workers here were like there was no burden. They are like at home, they are kidding, they are eating, they are free.

"Later if Kanjeng Mami comes home, Mas Bagas, and others want to eat how?" ask Kinasih again.

"Eat it stay to eat. We will prepare, but this is not the time yet" replied one of the other servants there.

"Keep if we get caught relaxing like this?" Kinasih was still frightened.

"Yes no papa, they will not control in this big house. They need we're not going anywhere. You see that one hanging on the pole."

Kinasih looked at what Marni was showing.

"WHP?"

"No, rather HT, it's a communication device used in this house. There are in some corners, if HP is more sophisticated. Do you know HP?"

"Yes if my HP knows, so I asked it like HP, but...,"

"Udah do not think, help peel this," said Lili Interrupting the chat Kinasih and Marni.

They are cool to eat rujak, occasionally come Pak sumpam, driver who is not on duty, garden manager, they bring one bowl of rujak themselves. Then back to their respective workplaces.

Kinasih felt this was not as imagined, not as afraid as how to deal with the real rich who usually underestimate the poor, cruel, arrogant, cunning.

However, with himself being a servant it is already quite scary anyway. It could be a little wrong later, playing fire, torture. Such is the character of Kinasih, always overthinking.

Why also Estu did not frankly that Kinasih was his wife. Once berbersit such things by Kinasih, the family also seems to be good, they are like people who can be invited to negotiate. Why not try to talk about it.

Maybe one day Kinasih will talk to Estu, to tell her the truth.

Although there are things that are feared by Kinasih, namely Kanjeng Mami who has the face of judges.

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Estu and Kanjeng Mami had already reached home, getting off the car. Kanjeng Mami laughed as she walked holding Estu's arm, like something was uplifting.

But not with Estu, her face was grim. I don't know why. Is it too hard to remember his past? Or was he reminded of the Kinasih he had not been in since morning?

"Ahaha, you were so funny. Just like when I was a kid. Again eat, uh .. the pentol fell, hahaha." Mami Desi said with a laugh.

Mami Desi was still discussing the incident when Estu and herself ate.

That's why I keep laughing. When it was eating meatballs and the pentol fell, it was immediately eating ice cream, just once Estu was a child.

Each incident is linked by Mami Desi from Estu's past. Mami Desi thought it was the beginning of memory recovery, when it was just a coincidence.

Estu was eating meatballs, why did her pentol fall? Because it's too slippery to cut with a spoon. They ate not at the table, but a bowl on hand. So it's quite difficult to cut - cut. His name is also buy meatballs in Mang-mang passing by.

Then Estu pesesesan, the meatballs even happened to forget to bring drinking water. Then there's the traveling ice cream dealer, just go and buy Estu because instead of not drinking at all.

At that time Mami Desi looked at Estu's behavior with a happy smile, Estu's memory will quickly recover by looking at a scene that is very similar when her son was Kindergarten.

"You eat medicine first, just rest," said Kanjeng Mami who had taken Estu to his room.

"Why? Still missing, huh? Duh.. his son Mami," Kanjeng Mami hugged Estu tightly, anxious.

It turns out that Estu is very sweet for Kanjeng Mami, just as he used to be always spoiled for her. Estu asked Mami Desi where to let her calm down to meet Kinasih.

"Mommy as usual at two must rest, take care of health. Later at three Mami will wake up," explained Kanjeng Mami while undressing Estu shirt, to be replaced with ordinary clothes.

"Want a shower or not? Mama, no problem. The important thing is to change clothes because you are from the outside. Dust, dirty."

Estu just obey what his mother said, so that Mami Desi immediately rested. Estu was still groping how her Mammya character was long before she lost her memory.

If only Estu knew the character of her ruling in that house, she would have been able to do what she wanted without having to obey Mami Desi.

This time Estu was indeed obedient because she felt like she was someone else, felt she had to appreciate the host or the most poured there was Mami Desi and of course Papi Hestama. However, despite Estu's almost a day in the house, she had not met Papi Hestama and it was unthinkable for Estu, as she was busy with her Mama.

Because Estu also does not remember anything, she feels there are no other family members, so Papi Hestama did not Estu ask, he just did not know who he was.

"Yes, she's asleep, Mommy's in the room again." Kecup Kanjeng Mami on Estu's forehead.

Estu, who had been lying down with the blanket up to her chest, soon woke up again. Slowly get out of bed, looking left and right. Once at the door, it seemed safe.

Then Estu searched the entire room for Kinasih's existence. In no room was there, in front, in the kitchen and now he saw the door that was near the kitchen open. Estu walked there, but from a distance already seen some women were chatting.

A door with a large glass wall, to see the view from the kitchen through to the backyard.

Estu looked around, as if she had just been in this house. Maybe because he was in the village before, so seeing a house this big was quite amazing. Also with the luxury of this palace bath house.

Wouldn't these glass walls break? Had been thought like that by Estu, even though the house was she who wanted the model, so it seemed wider and brighter but not sultry.

"Ekhm!" Estu cleared her throat after getting close enough to the women who were joking, there were about six or so people there.

"Eh sir!" as they stand.

Some are still holding the fruit, some are poking sambel rujak directly inserted mouth without chewing, because hurriedly stand up. Someone wanted to poke but was immediately dropped because they saw Estu coming.

Estu only smiled as they greeted her, not knowing Estu's old habits in front of the waiter. Why do the servants seem so distressed to him

"Love," said Estu.

"I-Yes Mas, Uh, T-mister." Kinasih confused what to call, all wrong. He answered nervously and stuttered.

Estu approached Kinasih and held his hand, then took him away. Kinasih had turned to the servants he was confused, not even happy to be invited by Estu like that.

Kinasih was afraid that they would think of anything. Isn't this a show? That Kinasih was a servant, but even Estu did not keep her charade.

Kinasih's estimation was correct, after his departure, the servants looked at each other. They were astonished, his usual master had never gone to some room if not forced, now set foot in the back garden.

Estu from the room usually, directly to the office, dining table for breakfast, swimming is rare. Mostly to the gym. Estu never wanted to find anyone to go through the whole room.

And again, Estu most did not want to be touched let alone touch others. Yet this?

The servants know, Estu is losing her memory. However, this memory loss seemed to bring about a huge change for Estu. Changes that make Estu look simpler and willing to blend in.

"Show me your room" said Estu, and she and Kinasih were still walking.

"You what?" ask Kinasih

"I want to know so I can meet you. There are too many rooms."

"This is your house?"

"But I forgot."

Seriate.