I'm your Director

I'm your Director
Not Having a Role



Chapter 30


The dinner drama was still continuing, several times when Kinasih would bring side dishes along with Estu carrying side dishes as well, until their hands clashed and it made Keken quite disturbed. Looks like Estu and Kinasih are like a compact couple. Befit.


There was no conversation while eating, which looks just nervous Kinasih and some carelessness Estu. When estu dropped the spoon, while carrying one piece of fried chicken, but it turned out to bring the sticky one to fall one moment almost to the plate.


What a fucked up dinner. However, it is understood by Papi Hestama because Estu has not been able to readjust in their home.


As well as for Kinasih it is a dinner that is less delicious, although the dishes are very good on the tongue, but the atmosphere is full of tension, to the concentration to enjoy the food, so reduced.


Kinasih looked at the few people who were done, it seemed like they finished eating should also go together. Judging from Keken, Kanjeng Mami is finished, but they still sit waiting for the others. Until Kinasih immediately finished his meal, it was not good if it was waited like that.


"Okay, it looks like it's all done. Let's go to the family room." Papi Hestama gave the command so that they immediately follow what he said.


All the family members left the dining chair, Kinasih who would walk after Papi, Mami and Keken who were already in front, was instead pulled first by Estu. He did not want Kinasih to walk far apart. However, silly Bagas he ambushed walking in the middle between Estu and Kinasih.


"Sister!" reprimand Estu shocked. Because Bagas was suddenly in the middle of them.


"Remember, don't get too close if you don't want to be caught by Mami and Papi." Bagas makes ultimatums.


Though Bagas only joked if until Mami and Papinya know the relationship between Estu and Kinasih, instead he will install the body to explain if Papi and Mami oppose.


Now they all sit in the family room.


The conversation started by Papi Hestama with the opening of gratitude, their families have re-assembled. Then the purpose of the family meeting continued. One of them is because of the arrival of Estu who has returned safely.


Then about the existence of Kinasih in Wastu Hestama will be like, everything needs to be negotiated.


Then also about the future plan to restore Estu's position in the company, as a leader in one of the branches of import export companies procurement of spices.


So like that, the first plan that Papi will carry out is a party. Maybe three days or a week to welcome the arrival and the Thanksgiving event for Estu.


"Will we have a wedding?" asked Papi Hestama, the last sentence made Kinasih as if stung by a high-voltage stun.


Suddenly Kinasih was stunned, his heart was immediately too fast. Kinasih had imagined oscillating unclear existence. Who will defend him?


What should be done to maintain her position and keep Estu as her husband?


Bagas glanced at Kinasih, clearly agitated on the face of the woman who looked very beautiful tonight.


"Mommy agrees Pi. Better tomorrow or the day after tomorrow we talk about this with the Keken family."


Sayings Kanjeng Mami, add a sizzle to each skin pores Kinasih. It was as if he was goosebumps hearing the words he least wanted to hear.


"Where? The others agree?" ask Kanjeng Papi..


"I agree, Pi. But...,"


Lemas already, want to collapse it feels like Kinasih heard the decision. So Bagas who he thinks can be asked for help later when finished gathering family, is no longer possible. Because it turns out Bagas also agreed with the plan.


"But what?" papi Hestama.


Bagas then explains that Estu has just rejoined them. His memory has not recovered. As everyone saw that Estu felt awkward back with Keken.


"Betul also said you," said Knjeng Papi after hearing an explanation from Bagas.


"Then Estu, you adjust immediately" said Kanjeng Mami.


"Yes. At least even though Estu still did not remember her identity, she had to adjust. Not as Estu once did." Bagas added.


"Right your brother Estu said," Papi said and continued. "So from tomorrow you go to the office accompanied by Mr. Suryo, Papi's confidant."


"Bagas agrees Pi."


"Where's Keken? Anybody want to ask?" Papi Hestama's.


"No fire. Keken follow how good."


"If you were Estu?"


"I'm also Pi, wanting to observe first and try to adjust. Maybe with that slowly I will get used to it while recovering the memories gradually."


Finally Papi hestama decided that Estu's problem was over and now it was Kinasih's turn.


Actually, even though Papi can pay workers any number of people, but can not arbitrarily add workers without a clear purpose. Because all the work can be handled by existing servants.


Again Kinasih felt his heart beating faster, as if he was not needed there, no role at all.


"But Pi, he...." Estu as a husband moved his heart to defend his wife.


However, not yet finished she spoke, her speech had already been cut by Mami Hestama.


"Listen to your Papa, Estu."


Mami Desi knew now, Estu could be controlled like an innocent youngest child.


Hence Mami dared to interrupt Estu's chat. Why are Papi Hestama, Bagas and Keken silent when Estu will light up? Because they still remember the old Estu, whose words cannot be disputed at all.


But Kanjeng Mami spent the whole day with Estu, she felt her little Estu had returned. Estu is submissive, not much debate and it is used by Kanjeng Mami for Estu always obey what he said.


"Why Estu? Continue," Papi Hestama ordered.


"No Pi. Please Papi first finish," Estu said politely. He felt like he was wrong to cut the words of the parents.


"So just wanted to ask. What do you think of Kinasih? Where to be placed? Or return to the village with us give a gift as a sign of gratitude, that has been taking good care of Estu all this time."


Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, again Kinasih felt like someone worthless there. Family is not, part of the employee is not, as a helper is also not so meaningful there. If it would only be a surprise like this, why would Kinasih have to listen and be there? Why did he not just accept the decision?


Kinasih kept thinking to calm himself down so that he would not lose control and collapse there. Actually, his body was like a person shivering in the cold, not knowing the footing when he heard the words of Papi Hestama who did not support him at all.


Perhaps the purpose of Papi is also not not unsupportive, because Papi just said according to logic alone should be what treat Kinasih. Just think of Kinasih these few days as the guest of honor there.


 Seriate.