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Uncovering Your Own Secrets

Babz32

Kinasih called Deswita. Coincidentally he was also not so sleepy, even thinking because Estu's headache relapsed. While waiting for Deswita to respond to his message, Kinasih changed clothes and cleaned some parts of the limbs to prepare for sleep.

However, the contents of his head kept thinking about his survival. Does he have to get out of this house? Running his cake business in town. Who knows how to do. But also with her husband. What about Estu? But if it stays here as if it's pointless as well.

Shortly after changing clothes, Kinasih got a reply from his best friend in the village. Deswita hasn't contacted me yet. What should she do now? Finally decided to go to the kitchen just meet another waiter. Who knows if they haven't slept. However, Kinasih while carrying his phone was afraid of being contacted by Deswita.

***

"Where are you going, Maimk?" asked Kanjeng Papi while they were in the study.

"Perhaps in Estu Pa's room, it was last there."

"Try calling, we haven't talked about Kinasih. Don't let us disrespect the people in our homes."

"Papa thought the chatter was not to disturb the calmness of Estu's condition. Don't you realize when we talk about Kinasih? Estu felt a pain in her head. Maybe it was a problem or pressure on him. What do you think?" ask Papi. Before Bagas went to call his Mama.

"It could be Pi, maybe Estu felt bad because Kinasih helped her, but hearing the choice was just to give a gift, then Kinasih home or here is also not clear what his status as. So Estu feels guilty but may be powerless to give us a rejection, because Estu feels someone else is here."

Kanjeng papi mangosteen, heard the explanation from Bagas. It makes sense too.at least even if only in a short time, six months is enough to make Estu and the Kinasih family feel so close like their own family.

Kanjeng Papi also understood, Bagas's intention is not because someone has helped us and become burdened. We have to help that guy come back, forever. However, it is still too early to talk about the person who helped us to get back to where it was, while it is seen that ice still needs Kinasih.

"Makanya call your Mami, we have to finish it right away. Let us do our respective activities as usual tomorrow with focus and proper. Estu also has to go back to her company."

"Well Pi, " said Bagas. He exited the room and looked for Kanjeng Mami, for sure he was in Estu's room. Where else?

***

“Mbak Kinasih has not slept.” asked Marni who is still in order in the kitchen.

"Not yet, I can't." Kinasih replied as he approached Marni.

Kinasih saw the way Marni was washing dishes. Because it's not like we use soap and hands. However, using a washing machine that must first be disposed of food waste, then put in the machine with an orderly course.

"Kasih Ma'am Kinasih's. The name is also a new place, insomnia is not a strange thing."

While Kinaaih was still chatting with Marni, there was an incoming call and it was from Deswita. Kinasih patted Marni's arm signaling she asked permission to take the call first.

Kinasih sat on the chair that was there.

Deswita mince words asking Kinasih news, as well as Kinasih, he asked how his father, his cake shop and the people in the village, Alhamdulillah all Kinasih heard in good condition.

"From yesterday I knew, I wanted to call you. Worrying feels. Father's message also, must be sped up to contact you," said Kinasih from a phone call.

"Worry Why?" ask Kinasih, then, "I'll be great he continued.

"Udah gede also you baperan right? Afraid of nothing, there are problems in mind, keep running away. Haha." Deswita joked but what was said was true. Sensitive and overthinking.

"Not so many times either. Yes ... Even though the truth is, lately there are still problems continue.*

"What problems? But you still can, right? Do nothing with feelings. Think about your purpose for what. Don't always overthink. That's what I'm afraid of, other people don't do, but you think it's weird. It hurts itself."

"Yes," said Kinasih to his friend who is more mature than Kinasih, if about the character.

"Let's tell me, what's the problem?" pinta Kinasih's.

Then Kinasih told me about Keken Estu's future wife. Then the meeting that had just been done and about his position that was not yet clear there, as well as the limitations of Kinasih to always be beside Estu..

Don't forget Kinasih also told the people in Wastu Hestama. There is nothing evil actually, it sucks neither, it is all good and friendly. It is only possible because of their rules and habits in living life, making Kinasih feel still stiff and afraid of being wrong in adjusting.

"Well, that means it's staying in your room. I told you, don't be a father, don't overthinking."

"Yes.yeah." Kinasih, have already heard that advice. Is that sensitive to him, right? think Kinasih.

"How's Dad doing?" ask Kinasih.

"Good dad, he wants to go to Jakarta to see you."

"Huh? Better not, not this soon. The atmosphere is not conducive. Who knows I'm even coming home soon."

"Yes.pengennya anyway, but do not know. Whatever has a home. Confused me."

"I just pray you get a place there, or soon everyone knows that you're Estu's wife."

"Aamiin" said Kinasih.

Deswita also said that there was a call to Kinasih's phone, it was his father's number. Deswita tells about the parcel given by Mas Bagas, it turns out HP and a lot of money. They continued talking for about 30 minutes and then finished.

After Kinasih closed the call, he realized that there was Marni. He was talking about Estu.

Did Marni understand what Kinasih was talking to Deswita? The conversation was very clear. Marni must have listened clearly.

Kinasih looked towards Marni who was still busy. His heart felt dag dig dug. Afraid that tomorrow he will be called and asked for an explanation about his relationship with Estu.

Kinasih got up from his seat and approached Marni.

"Mbak Marni Sorry. I want to ask," said Kinasih carefully in saying it.

"What's wrong with Kinasih?"

"So I called a friend in the village. Em ... Miss Marni, what am I talking about? Know what we mean?"

"Bak Kinasih would like me to know or not?" Marni asked back to make Kinasih more stubborn. Marni also replied with a horse. Like intentionally wanting to prank Kinasih to panic more.

Kinasih's hand suddenly touched Marni's hand, she begged not to say anything to Kanjeng Mami or Kanjeng Papi. Kinasih continued to speak pleading, as he also kept his distance from Estu, despite his status in their village being married.

Kinasih was like a panicked person, he continued to bring Marni to beg her to keep the secret of what she had heard just now.

"Mbak .. calm Ma'am, calm down. What is it actually, Sister Kinasih? That's a fear, hihi." Marni laughed even more and made Kinasih afraid.

"Yes, obviously, scared. Marni diem. I beg ya mbak ya...."

"Yes, because I don't know anything. So quiet, but because Sister Kinasih just kept talking, yeah I know, hehe."

"Huh? I mean, I know real." Kinasih is panicking.

Well, that's how Kinasih, panikan, overthinking is a disease that will harm itself. Fortunately he spoke only to a Marni, the maid there is not cute if not his business and not dangerous, they are good at keeping secrets.

"And I said you know, because Sister Kinasih who said it herself, just said it at length."

"So Marni didn't know?"

"Yes .. a little guessing anyway, hehe. His name is also talking very fast there, the time is not strange," said Marni while pointing with eyes toward the seat, which Kinasih was sitting on the phone.

"But not so understanding and afraid of guessing wrong as well. The whimper is a little, but it's not clear what it means." Marni reiterated, so that Kinasih is not so panicked.

"But now Marni already knows? Huaa. please yes Ma'am, yes. Keep it a secret." Kinasih almost cried.

"OK, but there's a condition."

"What terms?"

"Ec ... What yes. Tomorrow is all."

"Mbak Marni don't dong, don't make me not calm. Later can't sleep, come on now, tell me what the conditions are?"

"Now it's too lazy, if you wake up late and be punished by Kanjeng Mami. I've slept first, later the conditions I'm getting heavier, if not obedient." Marni even deliberately teases Kinasih, she scares on condition that when it is nothing.

"Okay, sleep there. Don't oversleep anymore" said Marni patting Kinasih's cheeks as if to her own sister, feeling anxious.

Marnie went to her room. Kinasih was still in the kitchen.

"Oh yeah. Don't forget to turn the lights off" said Marni turned around for a moment just to say it to Kinasih.

Kinasih turned to Mardi and nodded, before long he also returned to his room after turning off the kitchen lights.

Kinasih really could not sleep because he thought about Marni's terms. This is because of his panic habits so his secret is revealed by his own mouth.

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