I'm Going Because of your Mother's wishes

CANDID

*****

"Please tell Ra, the real reason you suddenly left is ten years ago" Fikri pinta said

"Have you not been married to Deka all this time? Rara asked back and looked at Fikri's eyes

"This ten years my mind and my heart still go with you, my days are dark, time is just gone for work, to just start over you, and wanting to prove that I can be more successful than the Adi family, and during my hunting days, when you left me, Dela comforted me and accompanied me. until mom decided that we were engaged but it was just a meaningless fiancee, said Fikri

And yesterday Dela asked me when I would hang her without certainty.

Because of my guilt that has hung her without certainty for ten years I finally decided to marry her even though my heart refused.

That's also because I've been very frustrated with the affection of you and Adi.

I never loved Dela until this second my heart is still yours.

Mendngar what Fikri said really made Rara's heart riled.

"Have I misjudged you all this time?" muttered Rara Lirih was confused by the story of Fikri which is not the same as what he saw a year ago.

Fikri frowned

"What do you think of me?" Fikri curious

"Ten years ago, your mother came to look for me at school.

then show me something that makes me have to get out of your life .

"Mama?" fikri lirih

"What did mom do?" ask Fikri who has not dared to guess - nerka about her mama

"Your mother came crying and begging me to leave you, your mother called for a Vidio." Rara did not continue her story and shed tears

"Vidio what's Ra?" Fikri looked at Rara

"Vidio you sleep with Dela" said Rara

"Vidio me and Dela?" said Fikri in shock rounding his eyes

"And then your mom said, if I love you, I should stay away from you. if I'm still around you. It's the same thing I ruined your life. because at that time your mother said, the Dela Family holds you accountable.if I am still here you would not want to marry Dela.

That's why I chose to leave, I don't want you in jail.

Your mom said the Dela family will process you legally if you're not responsible.

From then on I decided to go as far away as possible even though my heart hurt.I struggled to live alone in the land of people. but if you and Dela haven't been married I don't understand." Rara could not hold back her tears.

Hearing all that Fikri was so shocked to not expect the person he strongly believed could

doing all that.

"Is my mom really that kind of person?" muttered Fikri holding his head .

For Fikri mama ny like a wingless angel with no gaps in the slightest error.

"Ra, how could there be Vidio I'm Dela?I've never slept with Dela or any manapaun woman. This was Ra's first" explained Fikri

"Do you think I made up this story? stupidly I used to directly obey your mother, at that time I was too young to distinguish what was right and what was wrong, and what was wrong, I love you too much because what I do is the best for your happiness" said Rara with eyes glazed - glass

"I'm sorry Rara, I'm sorry I hurt you. I don't trust you. I'm just confused vidio I slept with Dela?" Fikri stopped his speech.

"Really Ra, I never slept with any woman, including Dela. Never Ra" explained Fikri

"Dela approached me after your departure." she added

"I really did see your vidio and Dela sleeping together in your room Fik" swiped Rara who was no longer strong to stem her tears.

"Yes, yes I believe you" Fikri approached, embraced and kissed Rara on the forehead

"Actually you are sorry is also free at this time Fik" said Rara

"ssstttt..don't be like this Ra, please, I'm sorry I'm Ra!" said Fikri told Rara to be quiet by covering her mouth with her index finger.

"After what you did to me today, how can I forgive you? look at me, I'm now stained." Rara's cries broke back.

"I'm sorry Ra, I'm so happy, just because I feel like you've done it with Adi. Ra I will take responsibility, I will definitely take responsibility" Fikri assured

"There's no way you can be responsible to me Fik, there's no way. You'll soon be married to Dela. Dela was my cousin, I couldn't possibly hurt her." Rara's crying became more and more

"And I also know Mama you will do whatever it takes to separate us, so it's useless you say you will be responsible.I know who you are, you will definitely be more capable of your mama." Rara cried again

Hearing Rara's words, Fikri's heart ached, but Fikri also realized she could not blame her Mama, because Fikri's heart to date Mama is not a person as accused Rara but Fikri also believes Rara is not the type of person who can lie.

"Aarrrggghhhh" cried Fikri inwardly.confused to believe who. two - both women he loved dearly.

*****

"Ma.mama.." call Fikri

"What's yelling - yelling like this? ask mom Lina

"Ten years ago did you really meet Rara?" fikri's tone of voice was high

"Rara, why are you talking about Rara in front of mom. Don't you say don't mention her name in this house" said Lina Marah

"Mama answer first Fikri question.did mama meet Rara and mama who asked Rara to leave?" Fikri

"What do you mean you say such a thing to Mama? this mama is your mama, the one who gave birth to you, raised you with great affection.Is it possible that mama could hurt you? mom Lina's eyes glazed - glass

Fikri always could not see her Mama sad, her heart was sad when she saw her mama sad.

"Ma, sorry Fikri ma, sorry Fikri. Fikri is wrong with mom" said Fikri hugging Bu Lina

Dikantor Fikri thought of the vidio that Rara meant, while he never touched Dela.

***

"Dik entered my room" said Fikri calling Dika his private secretary with a telphon

Tok.dok...

"Come in"

"Yesterday Rara told me about her departure leaving me, because mama gave me a vidio please find out ten years ago, Vidio me and Dela" said Fikri

"Okay sir" replied Dika