I'm Going Because of your Mother's wishes
NOT TO BE HONEST
Arriving in the Netherlands, Fikri immediately headed for friendly Rara. But Rara and El were not at home because they were walking. Outside the house is very cold because it is there in winter, but it all does not dampen the slightest intention of Fikri to leave. this time he did not want to lose the woman he loved again especially if it is true according to what he imagined about El. Whatever he's gonna do to get back together with Rara.
How surprised Rara saw Fikri who was cold outside his house as if he was going to freeze
"Fikri" said Rara dah with her pale face Fikri smiled to see Rara and El had returned
"What are you doing here? The weather is very cold" Rara said
"Do you care about me Ra? Fikri happy
"It's just a humanitarian issue, Fik, don't think too much. Let's go in first" said Rara while opening the door of her house allowing Fikri to enter
"El you rest in the room and yes" said Rara drove El to the room and made hot tea for Fikri
It did not take long to finish the tea made and served to Fikri along with a little cake made by Rara because Rara sure Fikri had not eaten.
"Maksih ya Ra" said Fikri sipping his tea
"Aren't you crazy, right, Fik? standing in front of people's houses in this cold weather" said Rara who was actually worried about Fikri
"Ra..are you lying, right?" Fikri looked at Rara
"liying? about what?" Rara doesn't understand
"You're not married, are you??" Fikri was still staring at Rara with a glare
"What do you mean?" Rara rounded her eyes
"Ra please answer, What is El?" said Fikri and immediately cut Rara
"It looks like you're better, you should go home soon" Rara kicked out
"I don't want to go home, I want to know if it's possible?? El it?" said Rara cut again by Rara
"What?? El what do you mean? do not dare to think that it is not - no. now you go home and do not come back here again" said Rara emotion
"Okay fine, if I think wrong, but please tell me who's El's father? because I know you're not that kind of woman, there's no way you've got a child without marriage, except??" Fikri did not continue his talk
"Unless it's El my son, because I'm the only one doing it, right?" asked Fikri staring at Rara
"No, El is not your son, El is my son! now please go! Rara shouted
"Mom." said El out of the room because he heard a commotion outside
"Honey, why did it come out" asked Rara to approach El
"Uncle why? The confused El looked towards Fikri
"Uncle is okay - what a pity, uncle same Momy there is only a little work problem" said Fikri also noticed El
El approached Fikri and was immediately carried until El fell asleep in front of Fikri.
Rara was just silent it was impossible to tell Fikri to leave because she was afraid El was disappointed to see El so dear to Fikri.
Undisputed Fikri shed tears as well as Rara saw Fikri shed tears making her melt and want to say everything about herself and El, she said, but Rara was still afraid that it would have a bad impact on El.
Rara knows for sure, what Mama Fikri looks like. Rara did not want to take the risk about El's safety, but Rara also did not have the heart to see Fikri like that.
"Fik, El has gone to sleep, just lay it in his room" said Rara
"Let me carry first Ra" said Fikri who seemed to want to let go of longing with his son.
In Rara's room to knock her body down in the room, her tears broke as if she could no longer be contained. Tears that have been held for years not to cry.
Ever since she learned of her pregnancy three years ago, Rara decided not to cry anymore.
His heart ached to see Fikri and El.
"What should I do?" rara's murmur
In El's room, Fikri put El to sleep and hugged him. Observing El's small face plain, handsome and as if there was a magned itself to lure and ingib continued to be beside him.
"Are you really my son?" inner Fikri
"If you were my son, how sinful I am, to let you and your Mommy suffer themselves." batib Fikri again who kept looking at El, his gaze would not be separated from this little boy.
Seeing that El had fallen asleep, Fikri went to look for Rara. calling Rara but there was no reply. Fikri ventured to open Rara's room in front of the door and saw Rara sleeping with her tears on her cheeks that were still wet.
Fikri approached Rara looking at her face, revealing the hair covering part of her face.
"Ra.sorry me, so much suffering I caused. The suffering you went through all started from me. I don't even understand how to make up for all the mistakes I've made? how do I release you from the suffering I'm giving you??" fikri gumam
Fikri enveloped Rara's body and again closed the door to Rara's room.
Fikri laid his body in the living room staring at the sky, imagine if it was true that this woman he loved was okay? how was Rara pregnant nine months on her own, after Fikri pregnant woman Rata - on average must be weak body, many want.
"How can you live it all by yourself Ra?" unconsciously Fikri's tears trickled down
The next day Rara woke up and immediately rushed to El's room, in the living room she saw a sleeping Fikri curled up on her couch.
Rara who could not bear to wake Fikri, take a blanket and immediately go to the kitchen to make breakfast, finished cooking Rara immediately bathed El, changed her clothes, fed her new bath changed clothes preparation to the office. Fikri who had woken up was waiting for Rara in the guest room
"Ra...do you want to go to work?" ask Fikri
"Yes, I have made breakfast. after breakfast please go home soon. El's nanny arrived." said Rara who while preparing her needs to the office.
Suddenly Fikri grabbed Rara's hand and hugged her from behind
"Ra.I apologize to me, let me make you and El happy" said Fikri who embraced Rara tightly
"Let go Fik, I have to go to work immediately" said Rara Lirih
"Stop working Ra, let me work. We start all over again" Fikri spoiled
"Where it can be like that, I have children that I have to live, where maybe I do not work" said Rara
Fikri flipped over Rara's body and now they're facing each other
"Ra.married me" said Fikri.
"I can't Fikri" Rara smiled and immediately left Fikri to work.
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"If you are Fik, I want to be with you always" said Rara
"Why are you so stubborn, Ra??" Inner Ficry
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