I'm Going Because of your Mother's wishes
HOPEFULNESS
Rara who was already outside the cafe, but still reluctant to enter.he remembered what Jack had just said, actually what Jack said was not wrong.
Rara could have guessed why Firki wanted to meet her tonight.
And this is what makes Rara undo her intention to meet with Fikri.
Rara looked at Fikri from outside, looking at Fikri who was sitting alone with her tired face.
the cafe has also begun to quiet, it seems that cafe visitors have started to come out one by one and it looks like the cafe waiter is heading to the place where Fikri sits. it seems like the cafe waiter asked Fikri to leave the cafe immediately because the cafe was about to close.
Rara who saw Fikri out with her lethargic face immediately rushed to start her car engine and drove her car at a steady speed.
His mind began to digest the words Jack had spoken.
Rara admitted the end of this seems to be a shaky return with a gentle attitude Fikri and see the children who look happy every time together with Fikri, Fikri, like seeing a glimmer of hope for their relationship that once ran aground.
The taste is still there, yes.the taste that has been stored as if it reappeared and is unable to be covered. There is a comfortable and calm feeling every time you see Fikri.
"No Rara, you can't be like this. focus on work and children.what's on your mind Ra, don't let that love come again" rara muttered to herself.
***
Outside the cafe Fikri was still waiting for Rara and tried to contact her but the number contacted was not active. After waiting long enough, Fikri decided to go home. dropped himself in his bed. staring at the sky - the sky of his room. his eyes glared at the thought of what would happen to him if Rara fell into another man's arms again.
"No, no Ra, it's never gonna happen. I won't be able to see you with other men again. this time I will fight so that we can get back together and have a whole family.
Fikri has made up his mind to return to pursue Rara's love, even though he knows it will not be easy, but Fikri will not give up. this time Fikri will try to convince Rara that she will never hurt him again.
***
The next day Fikri decides to visit Rara to her office
Dret...
Incoming call from Dika's secretary.
"Hallo Dik"
"Bos where? half an hour to start the meeting" said Dika
"Cancel everything, there's more important things I have to take care of"
"But Boss, this meeting is very important"
"Deliver my apology and please replace me in the lead of the meeting"
"Okay boss, I understand"
Dika immediately found a meeting and said that he was the one who today will open a meeting in place of his Boss.
***
Tok.dok..
"Come in"
"Mom, sorry there's a guest on behalf of Mr. Fikri waiting for mom in the lobby"
"Send me in my room only yes" Rara who is still busy signing the files
"Good Mom"
Shortly after, Fikri entered Rara's office.
"What's wrong, Fik?"
"Why didn't last night come?"
"Sorry Fik, last night I forgot to tell you that the kids asked me to come home soon" Rara tried to lie
"You came in the morning to ask that question?"
"No, I'm here to tell you that I want to try to get back with you, Ra, if you let me give you a complete family for El and Raya"
"Uhuk.uhuk.." Fikri's words made Rara choke.
"Are you crazy, morning - morning talk like that?"
"Yes I'm crazy Ra, I'm crazy to imagine you with other men again.please Ra, love me a chance to make up for all my mistakes."
"I'm sorry I arrived, I have no plans to get married again.You know, my life is just for kids and take care of this company."
"Ra, you still love me, don't you?"
The question that was thrown from Fikri's mouth made Rara stunned and did not know what to answer.His little heart still wanted Fikri but circumstances made her afraid to accept Fikri back in her life.
"Ra, why don't you answer, I know Ra, you still love me. There's been too much that we've been through. I don't want to repeat my mistake Ra" Fikri walked up to Rara who was still sitting in her chair.
Fikri turned the chair closer to Rara, getting closer and closer so that Rara could feel Fikri's breath.
Unknowingly Rara who had long harbored that feeling for Fikri closed her eyes.
Fikri who saw Rara closed her eyes smiled small and..
Cup..
A kiss on Rara's lips for a moment like hypnotized Rara, enjoying the kiss and even returning a kiss from Fikri
Until Rara regained consciousness and pushed Fikri's body backwards.
"It's good that you go Fik" said Rara, looking nervous
"You love me Ra, I'm sure you love me" Fikri looked confident
"No Fik, I don't love you"
"When do you want to lie to yourself? I know we love each other." Fikri re-attached himself
"Stop there, don't get close.You should leave now" said Rara
"Well I'll go now, but I beg El to think well - well Ra. yes I admit I was wrong. I have no right to El. but I want to be able to make up for all that. I want to give a whole family to El" Fikri tried to convince Rara.
**
Unconsciously Rara held her lips.The shadow reappeared in her brain
"Arrgggg.why can I be so stupid. Rara why can you do with Fikri" muttered Rara rubbed her face with both hands feeling stupid
Fikri's car had a triumphant smile, and he was convinced that Rara still loved him.
"I know Ra, you still love me" Rara murmured smiling
Fikri went straight to El's school, seeing from outside the school pager that El was playing basketball with his friends.
"Wait for El dear, we can definitely be together every day.we wait for your Mommy to forgive Daddy yes" murmured Fikri with a smile
"Deddy? I'd love to hear El call me Daddy." murmured again.
"Uncle.." cried El who was aware of the existence of Fikri and Fikri waved his hand.
"The more you look like me El, the more you inherit my love. Your mommy takes good care of you.iya Rara is indeed an extraordinary woman.Inner Fikri unwittingly her lips smile
Fikri's heart was happy, feeling there was a glimmer of hope for her to return with Rara.
Things that had never been seen again in his mind, but it turns out God gave him a chance to rethink Rara and give him a chance to redeem his mistakes in the past.
^Happy reading^
