I'm Going Because of your Mother's wishes
JACK'S CONFESSION
Fikri who poured his body in his mind glazed over to imagine the woman he loved dinner with other men. "Would Rara fall into another man's arms again? from the way it is clear Jack not only considers Rara as a friend" mutant Fikri who realized Rara beautiful woman, independent do not want many men out there who hope to be able to match her.
Fikri realizes the mistakes made in his past that might make him not be accepted by Rara as his life companion.but if this time he has to see Rara with others again.is he able?
That thing kept passing through his mind.
"Maybe now I have to go back to the courage to approach her again.
The arrival of the nearby hape and immediately contact Rara
"Hallo Ra, where are you"
"Yes hello, I'm eating with Jack. What's wrong with Fik?"
"I want to talk to you? can we meet?"
"What should now? tomorrow morning before I go to the office, what?"
"Can't Ra, it has to be now"
"Okay, let's just say I'll go home and see you at the cafe near my house"
"Okay" Rara closed her phone
"Why Ra?" ask Jack
"That's when the Fikri arrived - meeting.he said there was something important to talk about"
" Fikri know we're eating together?"
"Yes he knew that it just happened to be right when you called him he was there again playing with El" said Rara
Jack had already guessed - guess what Fikri might talk about.
"Ra, may I ask you a question?" Jack looked at Rara's face
"You ask me what Jack is, how serious it looks like". Rara put her eyebrows together because of the confused attitude of Jack who suddenly became serious
"You're still hoping for Fikri?"
"Me?" Rara pointed at herself
"Yes, you. How do you feel now with Firki?" ask Jack again
"I didn't think of anything like that at all, the most important thing for me is my children" Rara replied casually
"Ra, can I expect you to be more than a friend?" jack firmly conveyed his heart
"What are you saying Jack?" Rara did not understand
"Actually from us close when I was in college, silent - silent I've kept a heart for you Ra, only I know. your heart was only for Fikri."
" Since when?" ask Rara
"Since the beginning we know.I don't want to tell you about my true feelings because I don't want to ruin our friendship. I thought you'd live happily with Fikri the man you've always loved but heard your story, Fikri, I'm honestly sorry I let you go back to Indonesia and meet that guy again."
"Jack, sorry but all this time I only considered you as a friend" explained Rara
"Jack, actually Fikri is not that bad. Yes it is true that Fikri has made my life suffer. at that time he was just a child who could not argue with his Mama. I know Fikri loved his Mama very much." said Rara who still keeps her heart for Fikri
"Can that be an excuse for her to leave a wound in your heart and abandon her child?" jack was not satisfied with Rara's answer
"Actually in this case it is also not entirely the fault of Fikri. I who arrived - suddenly left without explanation. she did not even know that at that time I was pregnant with her child" Bela Rara again
"But in the end he knew, right? then what does he do when he finds out where his son is?" did he do his duty as a father? does she regret her actions that made you have to give birth and take care of the child alone?" Jack begins to get upset with Rara's cliche defense
Hearing Jack's words that seemed to be dissatisfied with his answer made Rara speechless
"Ra, don't lie to yourself! obviously you still keep the feeling for him. until you do not feel hurt when it is clear - he hurt you many times.it is all because you are blinded by love.Conscious is Ra, Ra, don't want to be enslaved to love. Honestly I don't feel willing if you have to fall into his arms again.
Try to remember - remember, after that time no Adi married you and saved your good name and your family.kira - guess what is currently happening to your life and El? maybe you can accept, but El? is he capable of blasphemy people for not having a father?" jack again advised Rara
Again Rara just silently listened to what Jack said, because what Jack said was also true.
In my eyes, Fikri does not seem wrong when it is clear - the source of my suffering so far Fikri.
But somehow my little heart couldn't really hate him.
"Ra I'm sorry, but honestly my heart is not willing if you come back with her. You may reject me but I hope you don't go back to her. I don't want you to get hurt for the umpteenth time. please consider what I said yes Ra!" said Jack
"Yes Jack thank you for reminding me. and I'm sorry Jack has not been able to return your feelings. all this time I am comfortable with you. I do not want to damage our friendship" said Rara
"It's okay but whenever you need me, I'll always be there for you as much as I can" Jack said
"Thank's jack, I'm grateful to have a friend like you."Rara was happy
***
Dikafe near Rara's house, Fikri is agitated to see the clock in his hand.waiting for Rara's arrival who never arrived.
"Didn't Rara come here? what is this time Jack is still with Rara" Fikri's inner fidget
Fikri stared at the door, hoping to see the figure of Rara who appeared in front of the door but always nil. but the figure awaited has not yet shown his nose.
His heart began to fidget, not wanting to dissolve in his own imagination, Fikri immediately contacted Rara
"The number you're going to is off or out of range" the operator said
His heart began to fidget, afraid that this time he would lose the opportunity to be with Rara again.
He who has lost Rara because of his stupidity does not want to repeat it again.
"I beg Ra, don't accept the other men in your life, let me make amends for all my past mistakes.let me take responsibility for you and your children Ra" said Fikri
* Hi..reader..happy to greet you, read your comments with Fikri attitude and hope Fikri immediately with Rara, so make Author want to respond to hihihi... patience - patience first yes, Indeed the story must be like this first.
"I'm sorry, I haven't been able to Up much - a lot because the time isn't there yet
thank you readers who have faithfully read this episode
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