I'm Going Because of your Mother's wishes
RESUMING
Adi's body has reached the residence of Bu Mira, all the families are already there.Mu Mira's house is filled with crying surara.
El who felt lost his father cried in the arms of Bu Indah. Mira's impervious mother endured the pain of losing Adi fainted and was brought to her room. Raya who is still too small just silently look at his Daddy's corpse.
"Why did you leave me and children like this" murmured Rara lirih
"Rara, you have to be strong for the sake of your children" said pal Dody
Everyone's funeral was home, but Rara who felt lost felt anxious to leave her husband.
"Rara let's go home, son, you can't be like this. the children need us" said Bu Indah trying to frown Rara
"Yes Ma, you guys go home first yes. let Rara here first with Adi. later surely Rara comes home Ma, Rara just wants to accompany Adi in a moment" said Rara
"Alright, we go home first but promise yes son, do not long have to go home soon" said Bu Imah leaving Rara alone in Adi's tomb.
"I'm sorry, why am I so stupid.You are so sincere in love with me but stupidly I never reciprocate your love.I'm wrong Adi, I'm wrong.I'm sorry Adi. I'm sorry why it's been so hard for me to accept your love." Rara's tears broke in Adi's words
"Did you leave me because you were angry with me? wouldn't you leave if I loved you? is this how God punishes me for wasting your best husband?" weeping Rara in front of Adi's grave
Rara was no longer able to endure her sadness, the guilt that always enveloped her.
One will never know what it is like to lose before that person leaves us.
Regrets that always come too late, may be the right words. when the person is still near us the love does not look so real but when the person is no longer there beside us, this is where we just feel how much love that person gives to us.
"Adi, I know you've never been willing to see me grieve. For the rest of your life, you've always made sure I'm happy.never you let me grieve. I know Adi, you know, you won't like to see me like this, but for the day let me cry Adi, and after this I promise I will always be happy for you. I am grateful and happy to meet you, you are one - one person who never makes me sad. thanks Adi. You will always be in my heart" rara said and stepped away trying hard and trying to smile with flowing tears
***
"El, what else, baby?" Rara approached El who looked pensively staring at Adi's photo
"Mom, El kangan Daddy" said El staring at Rara
"Darling, Mommy knows you must miss Daddy a lot, and so does Mommy. Mommy also misses Daddy a lot, but El remember right, Daddy is most sad when he sees us sad. And Daddy will be happy if he sees us happy. Now Mommy asks, El dear Daddy?" tanya Rara held both cheeks of El
"Em, what a pity Mom" replied El nodded
"If El dear Daddy, means El should not be sad. if El want Daddy happy El do not be sad again yes.we are strong, we must be strong. do not disappoint Daddy okay!" rara said to give El the understanding not to dissolve in sadness
"Yes Mom, El won't be sad anymore. El wants Daddy to be happy" said El trying to smile
"Your pinter son El" Rara rubbed El's hair
Downstairs in the fussy day Raya ends up sleeping in Mommy and Daddy's room.
Seeing Raya still sleeping, Rara went to Mira's room
"Ma" said Rara calling Ms. Mira who still looks pale on her bed
"Ra" replied Mira
"Mama's eating? Rara bribe ya Ma" said Rara took a bowl of porridge beside the bed Bu Mira.
"But Mama must force to eat Ma, Adi will not like to see Mama like this. eat yes Ma!" rara tries to persuade Ms. Mira to eat
"Ra, Mama no longer have the spirit to live. Adi Mama's son one - one of them has left Mama, then why is Mama alive again?" said Mira's crying
"Ma, why is Mama talking like that? what about Rara, El and Raya? we all need Mama. Don't tell me Mama doesn't have anyone! Mama has us. we love Mama" said Rara wiped tears Mira
"Oh yes Ra, you still think Mama is your parents even though Adi is no longer there" said Ms Mira
"What did mom say? Mama is indeed Mama Rara. dear Rara to Mama is as big as Rara's love to Mama is beautiful and papa." said Rara and Mira's mother crying in Rara's arms
***
Fikri who had just returned from a foreign service trip was shocked when he got news Adi died while exploring a development project in Kalimantan
"Why don't you tell me Dik" said Fikri annoyed at Dika
"Sorry Boss, at that time the Boss was out of the country. I think I tell you when it was also free. because the Boss will not be able to attend the funeral of Mr. Adi and the Boss event there is also impossible to cancel" said Dika
"Then how's Rara doing? do you know what it is?" ask Fikri
"Bu Rara seems to be stronger than we expected. sebaragar Bu Rara who stopped all the work of Mr. Adi" said Dika
"Rara is like that, never want to show her sadness.outside it looks strong but her heart is very fragile" said Fikri who has understood the character of Rara
"Exit my schedule today, I'll see Rara" Fikri said
"But Boss, this afternoon Boss has a promise to discuss cooperation with Seno sir" Dika reminded
"Cancel it" Fikri gave the order
"But Boss , making an appointment with him is not easy. It has been two months we set a schedule to be able to meet with Mr. Seno" said Dika
"I said cancel" said Fikri briefly
"Good Boss" said Dika who was no longer able to refute his boss.
Fikri who was very worried immediately went to his car and drove his car.The first place to go was El school
Firki waits for El to drop out of school, and soon Rara comes to pick El up.
"Rara" called Firki who had immediately got out of the car as soon as he saw Rara
"Fikri, you're here. Want to see El?" ask Rara
"Yes, but I want to see you, too. Rara, I'm sorry.I just heard news about Adi because he just returned from abroad" said Firki
"It's okay, it's a destiny we have to live" Rara said
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