I'm Going Because of your Mother's wishes

FACING RARA'S IN-LAWS

The dining table was silent, all silent. Bu Mira who looked at Fikri with a sharp gaze. Fikri who felt very awkward was in the middle of them.

In Fikri's heart wondered, did Bu Mira invite her here to warn her to stay away from Rara and her children? or is Miss Mira disturbed by my closeness to El, which everyone else thinks is El Adi's son?

"Fikri silah is eaten" said Bu Mira disperse the banquet of Fikri.

"I-iya auntie" Fikri replied a little nervously.

Fikri who used to talk in front of important people and used to give direction to his new men felt like he could not talk. his tongue felt stiff.

A feeling of nervousness, fear of mastering himself in the middle of having to face the in-laws of the woman he loves.

Even this is worse than having to deal directly with Rara's parents.

"Where is aunt's cooking? delicious no?" mira asked as Fikri started putting food in her mouth

"Enak aunty, very good. after so long the departure of mama. this is the first time Fikri eats home-cooked food" said Fikri sadly

"Thank God that you like her" Mira said with a smile

Until here Fikri still did not understand the hospitality that Bu Mira showed him.

"El, the dry week of entertainment same uncle Fikri how? are you guys happy?"

Degs...

It was as if Fikri's heart wanted to pickpocket to hear Ms. Mira ask the children that question, because Fikri thought Rara's in-laws didn't know they were going together. Rara also never complained that her in-laws knew of their closeness.

"Yes Oma we are happy. uncle Fikri both. dear to Raya and sister El" replied Raya with her innocent face

Hearing the answer from Raya, Fikri increasingly worried that Bu Mira would misunderstand.yeah he mamang will fight for Rara and her children but tell the truth to Bu Mira for now felt less appropriate. because Adi's departure is none other than Bu Mira's son not too long ago.

It would be unethical if he was in a hurry to convey his desire to marry Rara.

"Em.so yes" said Ms. Mira with a meaningful smile.

"Fikri, let's eat a lot. don't hesitate" said Bu Mira again

"Yes aunty" replied Fikri briefly

Looks Fikri who is very awkward, so even Rara who is just silent does not understand the intention of her in-laws to invite the man who is a former lover of her daughter-in-law.

"Raya why be quiet gini? does your presence make you feel uncomfortable?" said Mira

"No ma, Mama why talk like that? Mama Rara's parents.why not feel good. Raya just do not understand the purpose of Mama inviting this Fikri why ya ma? if you want to ask us about our problems, we went with the entertainment security the other day. Rara can explain to Mama later" said Rara who is still filled with question marks in her brain.

"Mama just wants to meet directly with Fikri. does Fikri want to object to this aunt invitation?" Bu Mira looked towards Fikri

"No aunt, absolutely not. Fikri is happy to be invited to dinner with aunt and all here." replied Fikri

"Later after dinner meet aunty at work yes" said Bu Mira to Fikri

"Good aunt" without hesitation Fikri assented

***

Ms. Mira finished her meal first and went to the study first.

Shortly afterwards, Fikri finished his meal and then according to the request. Mira Ma'am. Fikri met Ms. Mira at work.

Tok.dok..

"Come in" replied Ms. Mira

"Please sit down" Mira said, allowing Fikri to sit down

While Rara with a pounding heart is unable to feel what is in the mind mertuany.

"El, Raya quickly spent her meal. After eating you enter the room, get ready to sleep ya." said Rara

"Bik Ratih, after meals please accompany the children to sleep! rara said to Bik Ratih

"None Good" replied Bik Ratih

For a moment, Mira and Fikri stared at each other.

"Do you know the purpose of the aunt inviting you here?" Mira opened her voice

"Ti-no aunt" said Fikri with a pounding heart

"How do you feel about Rara?" ask Mira

Degs...

Again the question of Ms. Mira makes the heart of Fikri not careless

"Do I have to be honest?" inner Fikri

"Tante, sorry sebumnya.n't mean Fikri does not appreciate the feelings of aunt as the mother of the deceased Adi. but if aunty asks such questions. Fikri apologized before but Fikri could not be denied from the past until now Fikri's feelings for Rara never changed. Fikri has always loved Rara" Fikri replied

"If you say you've always loved Rara but why do you always let Rara suffer all this time?" tanya Bu Mira as if to investigate the actions of Fikri

"Yes aunty, I admit I was. All this time I was not able to protect the woman I love. I was not able to understand Rara's feelings. I've made Rara suffer a lot." Fikri's teary eyes were unable to cover up the sadness and regret.

"What's the reason you let Rara be in pain all this time? you said you love Rara but your attitude doesn't show you love her" Ms Mira said

"At that time Mama Fikri was against our relationship, and as a child I couldn't fight Mama either, I admit I was wrong. from a small Mama struggled alone raising me without the presence of papa. papa who left us when I was a child. see the struggle Mama raised me all this time, making me not dare to fight against him" said Firki

"Then you have the heart to let Rara in pain alone fight to give birth to your child and raise her alone in the country of people? can you imagine what the fate of Rara and El would be like if my son Adi did not marry her? don't you think about how psychic El would have been if he had grown up without Dad beside him? how will schoolmates look at him? wasn't that all you thought about before?" said Bu Mira gave Fikri emphasis.

Fikri only fell silent, because what Bu Mira said was completely true.whether what was in his mind at that time.to bear to let Rara bear the burden of suffering alone. surely Fikri will not be that easy to release Rara. starting from her mother's incitement was the suffering of Rara the woman she loved so much happened.

Like rice that has become porridge, everything that has happened in life cannot be repeated again.

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