I Just Wanted To Read Re: Zero, But Now I'M A Protagonist Of Eroge

Chapter 33: Insecurity

"I want to tell you about my past."

Rem's expression as he said those words contained a hidden sadness. He would never know if he didn't look him in the eye.

"If you feel safe to talk to me about it, then I'll listen to you."

thanks for -

Rem gave me a small smile, I could almost see his eyes shedding tears. He slightly blushed when he saw that he was looking into his eyes, then shook his head and looked up again. This time, his eyes contained not only sadness, but also determination.

He then goes on to tell his story, about his childhood, about the oni village and the attack by the witch-worshippers.

Listening to them in real life has a different feeling than listening to them in Anime, probably because now I understand that they are not characters who have everything planned out, he said, they are people with feelings they can think of, especially for me. Because Rem fell in love with me.

Before I knew it, I went from talking about her past to her insecurities.

“I am incompetent, mediocre, and a demon rejected by my own race. That's why I can never match nee. I am very slow compared to him and I don't know how to achieve it other than running fast

Rem covered his face with his left hand, continuing his confession as if he was trying to let go

heavy.

nee does everything better. The real people are never wrong. Well-doubtful. Nee is always right in everything. Born. if it's him, then.

Rem's words came to a halt as I looked at myself.

What was in his eyes were not tears, but emptiness, humility, and despair.

I've always been his replacement. I was always down. Actually, I'm fine. I can't catch up to ni-sama no matter how hard I chase after her.—

Tears suddenly began to appear in Rem's eyes.

Why can I keep my horns? Why not born? Why was Nee born with one horn? Why would... Why do we have twins?-

Rem's lips trembled as he searched for the meaning of his own existence.

Tears flowed from her eyes, dripping down her cheeks, making Rem's pale skin glow with sadness.

I paused for a moment not to interrupt her conversation. Rem seemed unable to remain calm as he wiped the tears from his cheeks. He spoke quickly, trying to get back to what he had said before.

- M-sorry. I said very strange things. Please forget. This is the first time I've said such a strange thing to someone...

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Hearing my reply before he finished speaking, I looked at the blue-haired maid in surprise.

- What?-

“Rem, you are wrong about two things..” I paused for a moment to wait for Rem to notice my words, “. Don't ignore yourself, you are indispensable to everyone, because nee you have talent in some things that you don't have, you also have talent in other things that he doesn't have ... for example, you cook and do household chores better. If you ask me, I think you'll be a better wife than Ram, you're also kind and caring

[Congratulations, you have received +10 points of affection for heroine Rem]

- I'm so glad you don't have your sister's poisonous mouth ...

-*awa*-

Before I could continue, laughter interrupted me and I saw Rem laughing at my words. For God's sake, Rem, though it wasn't really my intention to make you laugh. At least wait until I'm done...

-*Batuk*. Rem, just because you weren't born talented doesn't mean you have to take your sister to heaven, but punish yourself like that. - I stopped for a while, - no one is perfect, no one is perfect, just because your sister is talented, doesn't mean Rama is always right.

Then he raised his hand and placed it on top of his head, slowly stroking his hair.

"But if there's one thing he's never wrong about, it's losing his horn to you."

- you know, I also have a little sister, actually two, and if I have to sacrifice an arm or an eye, even a body, in order for them to be okay, without regret ... Because the love I felt for my sisters reached such an extent that even if they asked me to marry them, I would accept it

After delivering his speech so excitedly, Rem only looked at me blankly, with his eyes rolled up and his neutral face.

I know you're a pervert.-

Oh, oh, oh Rem-sama, be a little compassionate that I am like my sister does not mean it is heretical... Emotional, arguably, not in the true sense of the word..

"But I don't care if you're a pervert, because no one's perfect, right?"

The smile Rem gave me as tears flowed from his eyes was so bright that I was blind for 5 minutes, it was that I had never seen such a beautiful smile before.

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(Omake)

We fought the Archbishop of Gluttony until we received word that Subaru had defeated Regulus.

The news that the Archbishop of Greed has been defeated has given us enough motivation to confront Roy Alphard.

LET'S BEAT THIS!-

Pov - Roy Alphard

I'll get killed if this keeps up, I need something. Damn, I'm hungry...

As I was thinking about what I could do, a "sun rage" came to my mind.just the thought of taking this blasphemy made me vomit and vomit. But in this situation...

it's bullshit! Die!-!

When activating the Solar Eclipse, I met the woman***** in front of me, her name is Felt, if I am not mistaken, after I killed everyone here, I ate her memories and feelings.

Quickly approaching her, I saw her frightened face, noticing it. As I approached her, something happened...

(Play Made in Heaven Queen)

(I took my journey with destiny)

Everything is in place, I can't move... If I can move, just very slowly... I heard a few steps behind me.

Roy Alphard's...

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This is impossible, the jerk who killed Regulus and the crazy Betelgeuse... Natsuki Subaru!

(Living with painful memories)

As I got closer, I could see my whole life passing before my eyes, I could do nothing, as if I was shackled by my memories.

(Love with all my heart)

"You want to steal Felt's memory, don't you?"

Hearing the cold tone in his voice, my body became cold, as if frozen in ice.

you will be the first to test my greed

The hero in front of me hit my body, I felt nothing .... what did he do?

I call it -.

(Made in Heaven, Made in Heaven)

CREATED IN HEAVEN!-

(That's the intended wall, yes)

Time seemed to return to normal before I could continue my journey to the blonde girl.

Strange force seemed to push me to the other side, I felt in every part I hit and caused a lot of pain as I felt my organs shaking from the impact.

The last thing I can say is...

(Made in Heaven, Made in Heaven)

so this is heaven...

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