I Can Be Happy Without You, Mom

Chapter 44 Alif and Desi

Rania froze at the man's statement. He did not expect at all if the solitude of the man until now was because of him. He was happy because it turned out that his assumption at that time if Rangga had forgotten him was not true. But now she is just a widow with two children, it does not feel appropriate to be with a respectable man like Rangga.

"Sorry Rangga, it's not that I'm insensitive, it's just that I don't dare to wish on you anymore. I used to wish you back, but now I'm just a widow with two children. There's no way I'd dare want more than a best friend with you,"

There is a bitter taste in Rania's heart when saying it. Honestly in the corner of his heart there was still a place for the man, but he realized he was not the old Rania.

"I don't care about your status, I love you for who you are" Rangga said.

"Please do not discuss this issue again until my iddah period is passed, Rangga," pinta Rania.

"Alright, I've been waiting for you for a dozen years, it doesn't matter if I have to wait a few more,"

Rangga returned his car which had stopped. The atmosphere became silent, no one spoke. All drifting with their own thoughts.

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Her night.

Alif dressed up neatly, he sprayed a little perfume all over his body. He put on hair oil and put his hair back, just like a young man who wants an apple to his girlfriend's house.

"What's the smell of a lift, where are you going?" ask father.

"You need to go with Desi, Dad," replied Alif.

"Remember Lif, don't make another woman an outlet for your disappointment in not successfully maintaining your marriage" Alif's father said.

"No, well, I want to move on. I can't possibly remember the past any longer, I also have to think about my future" Alif replied.

"Already sir, let Alif do what he wants. He is already big do not be lectured on," said Ms. Nani.

"I'm just worried about Alif, I don't want him to fail again" Alif's father said.

"Thank you, God, I will remember everything. Alif go first yeah,"

Alif then say goodbye and leave for Desi's house. Desi's parents still have a distant sibling relationship with Ms. Nani. Actually, they have known each other since long ago, but because both are also married, they rarely meet. It was only when Alif was in the process of divorce that Bu Nani asked her son to approach Desi.

"Assynolt,"

"Greetings waalaikum,"

Desi's parents invite Alif to come in because Desi is still getting ready.

"How are your parents, Lif?" ask Mr. Patience.

"Thank God be good, Uncle. They also send greetings to family uncles" replied Alif.

"Thank God then. Oh yes Lif, are you serious about Desi? Uncle actually traumatized her close to the man again, afraid she would be hurt again. But since I know your family so well, I let you know each other better,"

"Signalah if indeed Allah meridhoi Alif serious, Uncle. Actually I'm still in doubt, so we know each other first. I don't want to fail a second time either, Uncle," replied Alif.

"Uncle wishes you a match and will be together until the end of your life,"

"Amen,"

Their conversation came to a halt when Desy came out in her sexy clothes.

With a murmur Desi went back into his room. Although his age is identical to Rania, Desi is more spoiled and childish. This happened because he was an only child so his mother pampered him a lot.

"The sissy is a little spoiled and childish for being too spoiled by your aunt, so you have to be firm with her. Educate him properly if you guys will be a match," said Patience.

"Yes Uncle,"

Moments later, Desi came out in more polite clothes but still showed her curves. After saying goodbye they immediately left.

Just a few minutes passed, Desi tightened her body. Trying to erode the distance between himself and Alif. The bulge on his chest he tightened to the man's back, so that woke up Alif's down there. The man, who had been fasting for months, felt his possessions harden.

'Oh my God, why is this woman so aggressive? Is that so if it's close to a woman who's already a widow?' ask Alif in his mind.

"Des, where are we going?" ask Alif.

"As for Mas Alif, I'll obey" Desi replied.

Desi's hand began to descend to Alif's thigh, only a year of widows seemed to make him no longer bear to want to be stroked by a man. Alif increasingly blingsatan received such treatment, especially the woman's hand began to penetrate to the sidelines of her thighs.

Ciiitts...

Alif braked suddenly and stopped his motorbike at the side of the road. Desi instead of stopping even squeezing her relics that had completely hardened.

"Des, please stop that. We can't do that before we get married. I'm a widower, but I'm afraid of sin, too,"

Alif brushed off the woman's hand slowly, honestly as a man she wanted so badly but her logic was able to resuscitate her.

"Did I not pull you? That's why Mas Alif rejected me?" ask her with a sad face.

"It's not. You're beautiful and attractive, it's just that we didn't deserve to do that before..."

Um.. um...

Not finished Alif spoke, Desi greedily kissed the man's lips until it was difficult to breathe. Alif was completely trapped and could only resign.

"Des, stop. Don't make me lose my mind" Alif said.

"I know Mas Alif also wants me, the proof b*r*ng you have stood since. I want you too Mas,"

Desi approached until Alif hit his bike.

"Let's go to Mas's hotel, or Mas wants to do it here?"

With a seductive pose Desi seduced Alif.

"'Let's get on Des, let's just go home. Otherwise I will leave you here" threatened Alif.

The man then turned on his motorbike engine, for fear in living in such a deserted place finally Desi came up as well.

Desi who had lost her mind because and did not want to release Alif continued to do stimulation to Alif, making the man unable to control himself anymore. Especially when the streets are quiet bravely Desi unzipped Alif's pants and holds what should not be plural.

"Enough Des. If that's what you want, I'll do it. But don't ever blame me, because this is all your wish,"

Alif immediately restarts his motorbike. They did not go home, but turned towards the jasmine class hotel. Both have completely lost their minds. Long time not getting touch from the opposite sex seems to have obscured their minds covered in lust.