I Can Be Happy Without You, Mom

Chapter 25 Learning to Be

"Mas Alif,"

Rania immediately helped her husband to lie back on the sofa, this time the woman could not bear to cry.

'God, what would his life be like without me? Should I drop the lawsuit, I'm very concerned to see it's Rania's inner being carried away.

"Akh. sick," cried Alif when Rania touched his wound.

"Here you are, do not be too pushy. Shut up here, I'll treat the wound, '" Rania said.

Alif was silent not to answer, he closed his eyes. His whole body was so sick, let alone his heart. He was very disappointed with Rania, after their long togetherness, it only took a while to forget.

"It will be a little painful, do not move first yes," said Rania.

Alif opened his eyes, he looked at Rania firmly.

"It's Nia, I can do it myself. Don't be too kind to me, so that I don't misunderstand. I know you can forget me very easily, but I'm sorry I can't be like that,"

Alif immediately took over Rania's job, he bandaged his own wounds. Rania's heart was sliced to hear the subtle innuendo of her husband. Actually deep down in her heart the deepest she still has affection for her husband, but as much as possible she does not feel because she does not want to shake her decision. This is his weakness, can not hurt others even if the person is not good to him.

"Mas, I'm really sorry, please don't make me feel guilty to you" Rania said.

"It's not your fault, it's purely my fault that can't keep your feelings. I'll try to accept all your decisions,"

Alif again lay down and closed his eyes after finishing dressing his wound, he ignored Rania who had not been able to see him. Rania is getting more and more guilty.

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In the afternoon.

Alif already feel healthy, he can already do activities as usual even though the wound still feels pain. But his attitude changed slightly, he was indifferent to Rania. He only spoke to his two children without heeding the presence of his wife.

"Where is Dad going? Why are all my clothes in that bag?" alisa asked sadly.

"Dad has to go, dad will stay with grandma. You guys are fine here yeah, don't bother mom. I'm sure I'll see you here a lot,"

Alif could not stem his tears anymore, he hugged the two with deep sadness. Rania felt so sad to see them crying. Is she too selfish, making her child a victim of her dissatisfaction with her husband?

"Dad.. hiks... hiks..."

Her two children seemed not to let her father go, even the Star who was not close to her father also sobbed and hugged her husband. There was an inner war in Rania's heart. His soul was turbulent, his heart was struggling. Really a complicated choice.

Rania went into the room to calm herself down, she continued to cry in silence. They managed to make themselves unstable. His emotions are very drained.

'Oh God, this scene is so painful' Rania's inner.

"Dad... Don't go," pinta Alisa.

The two cheeks of the girl had been flooded with tears, however her father was rarely with them, but in the last seconds Alif managed to carve sweet memories in the hearts of his two children.

"Can't darling, I have to go. Your mother is happier if there is no father in the house" Alif said.

Rania heard everything her husband said. Why is it now as if he is so evil? Rania felt cornered.

"Free boy, your mother doesn't love you anymore. I'd better leave soon, I'm sorry, yeah,"

Alif stepped away in the cry of her children. Sadness filled the house.

"Dad. hiks,hiks. Don't go..."

Rania could no longer hold tightness in her chest, she immediately ran out of the room.

"Enough Mas, stop!" rania's orders.

Alif immediately stopped his steps and turned his head towards Rania, his two children also looked at the woman in surprise.

"I beg you to stay here, for the sake of the children" Rania said.

"Sorry Rania I can't, I'll learn to take you off willingly" Alif said.

"Dad.." call Alisa.

"Sorry baby, I can't" Alif said.

"But why, Mom?" ask Rania.

"Aren't you happier if I'm not around, why would I stay if I had to witness false hope. I can't forget you easily, maybe leaving this house makes me sincerely let go,"

Alif continued to step away from them, the tagisan his two hearts were getting harder to make Rania's heart feel torn apart.

"Stop Mas! Stay here, I'll reconsider that divorce,"

Instantly a smile was offended on the lips of everyone except Rania. A mother's instincts make her have to make that decision, It turns out making children understand about the condition of their household is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. If other people will be firm and not care about anything else when the heart has been hurt, not with the soft-hearted Rania.

Children are his most precious treasure, he is willing to suffer as long as he sees them happy. Maybe he is still a match with Alif, he resigned and has given all to the Creator.

"Are you seriously going to give me a chance? I don't want to be too hopeful anymore, it hurts so much if it's far from reality" Alif said.

"Yes, I will consider it again. Please give me time to think, I don't want to make decisions in times of emotion" Rania replied.

"Thank you, Nia,"

Alif immediately hugged Rania, the woman did not refuse but also did not retaliate. Both of her children were happy and hugged both of them. There is nothing more meaningful to a mother than to see the happiness of her children.

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The night was getting late, the dim moonlight peeked out from behind the unclosed window. The sparkling stars scattered adorn the beautiful sky on a silent night. Two people who are united in the midwife of the household are engrossed in their own feelings.

Rania was lying next to her son, trying to close her still bright eyes. While her husband outside was also covered in deep anxiety. The very longing and the tempestuous desire for so long not doing the unification made his courage increase.

Alif began to approach his wife who was closed, his breathing was increasingly hunting. Without asking first he ****** his wife's lips as her hands squeeze the two chewy chunks of his wife's. Rania flinched, her two perfectly rounded eyes received a sudden attack.

"Mas please stop," Rania refused and kept her distance from her husband.