
As soon as I felt better that afternoon, I wanted a quick shower. Daddy took me upstairs. I told her I was better, but she insisted on holding me and helping me take a shower.
The shower keeps me fresh. Daddy left me briefly while I was dressed and returned to the room with a cup of warm chocolate in his hand. When he got out of the room, he told me that I should not go anywhere, so after getting dressed I just sat in bed waiting for him to come back from the kitchen. In addition to a cup of hot chocolate, Daddy also brought a plate of fresh apples and watermelon that he had cut into pieces and I just ate it.
"thank you. I'm very lucky" I said.
She smiled at me, and still patiently, she asked how I felt.
"I'm fine, really."
"Want to tell it now?"
"Oh, about that...."
"Please?"
Maybe it's time. I shook my head and told Daddy about everything, about Riko asking me to get to the front of the house, the way she looked at me during the school breakup, it also shows whatsapp messages full of bad intentions - - which only he himself knows, whether he will realize his bad intentions or just a prank to tease me? I don't know.
"Block the contact" Daddy ordered. "If she calls you again with another number, let me know."
I'm nodding. I have to tell you all my worries too, I thought. Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and said, "Before our photo scandal went viral at that time, Riko once asked me to accompany her for one night, with reciprocity that he will help me so that our photos do not spread. In fact..at that time blatantly he said that he hoped that I was a virgin. I think he's still obsessed with...." I put my shoulders down. "I'm scared" I said. "I fear that my life will truly be like reincarnation and experience the same. I'm...."
"Enough!" Daddy cut in a cold tone, then embraced me. I leaned against his chest, crying.
Goddamnit! I don't know why, I can't help it. Without me knowing this time I was being stupid. Besides, I made Daddy remember his past, with his guilt and helplessness to save his old sweetheart.
I feel so wrong. But I know, as a wife I have to tell my husband no matter what happens to me. As bad as it is and all the risks, including if it makes his heart torn by bad memories, also by his guilt in the past.
"I don't know what to say. I even had the same anxiety. And I thought after we got married, no, no. Don't worry, yeah. Nothing's gonna happen. The key is that you are never alone, so he will not do anything to you. I'll always take care of you, Kejora. I will guarantee your safety with my life. Relax, yeah. Everything's gonna be okay."
We hugged for quite a long time. Afterwards, Daddy told me to finish the fruits and my hot chocolate while he took a shower. "Don't go anywhere. Just shut up right there. Okay?"
"Yes" I said. "I'm not going anywhere." I smiled to reassure her that I was okay, and she closed the door behind her back.
Actually, today my monthly cycle is over, but my mood is very bad and my body is very tired. I didn't tell Daddy about it so he wouldn't even think about getting me to make love. My body needs rest. I want our lovemaking scene to start with a passionate feeling. And I think tomorrow is the time. Tonight I have to rest my body so that tomorrow I am fit and ready to make love: like a couple of newlyweds again.
Ah, gesrek! I smiled to myself. Must be fun, I thought. Already a week absent, of course Daddy will return passionate like a wild stallion. And I miss his power so much.
The next few seconds, I was pulling my foot out of bed when Daddy came out of the bathroom. She was well-groomed in her pajamas and was drying her hair with a small towel in her hand.
"Why what?" tanyakanya.
"You put this into-"
"Let me just."
"All right then. Thank you, Daddy."
He put a towel on the back of the wooden chair in front of my study table, then quickly lifted the tray of fruit and chocolate and put it on the table. "Sleep," he told me.
I crawled to my pillow and lay down, followed by Daddy covering me and looking at me for a while. "Good sleep" he said. She smiled and kissed my forehead and stroked my hair affectionately. "A beautiful dream, yes."
Yeah. I curled up on the bed, curled up and nodded. But I'm not sure I'm going to have a good dream.
Not during a bad feeling buzzing around in my brain.