
"Oh, but at dawn it was just as I was out of the room, I saw that Rehan's motorcycle was already here just now, I also had to see Rehan's brother was cooking at the boarding house, brother, can you visit dawn? Isn't there 2 guards in front?" Ask Desi.
Oh my God, what is this question? I was angry in my heart
"Hm. . Yes, because Rehan's brother has not entered work again, so he came here he said he wanted to have breakfast with Des, do not papa kok visit anyways if Rehan's brother there must be a boarding door I open wide, hehe.." I reasoned
"Emm, yes also sis, oh yes tomorrow I want to move out of the room, because there is too corner there just so happens to be an empty one on the second floor, just across from the room sister." Desi
"Well, it just so happens to be our boarding room deck. Hehe.." I replied as if pleased.
Geez, this is a coincidence that will definitely be troublesome in the future, huhh.
After I finished drying my clothes, I first returned to the boarding room. I stepped limp uninspired after the chat earlier.
"Why you, baby?" Ask Mas Rehan who saw me come in.
I also told all my conversations with Desi in front, Rehan just smiled and told me not to worry too much, Rehan advised us to be more careful again.
I still can't get rid of this worry. If we could publicize our marriage, I wouldn't have had stressful days. My complaint in my heart
And because of that, I followed the KB program to delay my pregnancy, I did not want to get pregnant while this status was still hidden I was afraid if I was scorned and considered pregnant out of wedlock.
I also actually still enjoy my work, I am happy because I can send money to the village even though not much, but I am proud because it is the result of my hard work. If I don't work I can't be this free to give money to my parents, and I have to appreciate my husband's hard work and use it as I need it.
During the day, I also went to work while I advised Rehan not to go anywhere, unless there is an urgent need, so that no one caught me.
I work like always, I love being able to meet friends chatting, eat together, and confide in each other.
Although sometimes my work makes me tired and depressed because it is required to be on target, but I live as much as possible with a sincere heart, sometimes I think I want to stop working and become a housewife.
So tired because of the work that requires me to work 3 shifts, and when the night shift comes, I will live like a bat that wakes up at night and sleeps all day, and it's very, very unhealthy to make my body always limp.
Today I went home with Desi, because Rehan has not extended his contract, we served first. I buy a large portion in every snack I buy, I remember Rehan mas in kosan.
We went home together, chatted all the way and it didn't feel like we finally got to the boarding gate, Desi turned to the right and I went to the left because Desi's room was still in the old room number, maybe he'll move tomorrow.
As soon as I entered, I knocked on the door slowly, I missed Mas Rehan so much because I was used to every job to see him in the factory.
Mas Rehan opened the door with a smile, he was so enthusiastic about welcoming me, he offered me a warm drink. I felt like I was a husband that his wife welcomed after work. Hahaha but enjoy it.
We ate a plate together, sometimes because I was busy replying to the chat Wa made Rehan mas bribe me, yes. after getting married all the two, as if not see it for a while makes it feel like something is missing, even shower we sometimes do it together to save time, at first I was embarrassed but now it is used.hehe...
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About KB:
This is as the word of Allah SWT in Al-Isra verse 31 which reads as follows:
وَلَا تَقْتُ لُوا أَوْلَا دَكُمْ خَشْي َةَ إِمْلَاق ٍ ۖ نَحْنُ ن َرْزُقُهُمْ وَإِيَّاكُمْ ۚ إِنَّ قَت ْلَهُمْ كَان َ خِطْئًا كَ بِيرًا
Means: “ And do not kill your children for fear of poverty. It is We who will provide for them and for you. Killing them is a great sin. (QS. Al-iszra: 31).
Whereas on the other hand, Islamic KB law regulates many things about human life. Even Islam is not spared in arranging about KB. The use of KB is certainly already considering many things. So that the program can be implemented for certain reasons.
Another reason that allows to run the KB program is when the wife intends to provide pregnancy distance. In the sense of not being too close to the previous child. For example, by giving a distance of several years after giving birth.
Well, in the moment after giving birth, the wife needs time to be able to rest and recover her body, focus on taking care of her baby, breastfeeding, and so on. Only when everything is ready, both physically and mentally, can the KB program be stopped.
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Seriate...