Hiding Legal Status

CHAPTER 12 Has Changed

"Emm. actually, I want to be independent and build our little family, but if it's the best I'll come along, for work, I'll stop when I close the book, let the salary fit no hangers."

"Yes deck, we are also here after the date, it's a pity it's been paid the cost, thanks yes your deck is understanding," said Mas Rehan while peeping my forehead.

The day of the transfer arrived, I finally stayed at my in-laws' house, while the in-laws stayed at the shop so as not to be sapped.

I do not easily socialize with others, very lonely. Plus the long distance with the factory makes Rehan's mas more exhausted, not to mention here many of his playmates, until the time for me decreases.

I was so grateful to be trusted by God, when I was 2 months pregnant I suddenly felt nausea vomiting, for a full week I felt dizzy, did not want to eat and the body felt weak.

For a moment I remember,

"My mother must have fought like me today, thank you so much for giving birth to me and taking care of me, sometimes I ignore the mama's orders that just tell me to go to the stall, I feel guilty, really, what is pregnancy like now."

I don't feel my tears dripping, I want to hug my mom who's far away.

I was really tormented by my dizziness plus nausea for a week, if I could choose, I better feel a headache that I can still bear.

"Son.don't be naughty..! Help mother dong, want to eat yes.do not vomit again!," Persuaded me at that time while stroking my stomach.

Mas Rehan knew if I had nausea vomiting, but he would only ask me about my condition and offer to be escorted to the doctor.

I feel Rehan mas slightly changed, here I feel foreign, while for Rehan mas this is his birthplace, he said, she is familiar with everyone and sometimes spends time with her friend for futsal or eating live rice together.

Whether it's true, or just the feeling of a sensitive pregnant woman wanting to be noticed, sometimes I get jealous of my mother-in-law when Rehan has to wait for Ruko until the afternoon and leave me at home alone, astagfirullah´s.

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"Mas, where are you going?"

"You want to play futsal together, this is a holiday, okay? I'm tired of staying at home." Mas Rehan

"Yes, don't come home too late"

I actually want my heart to say don't go, but I don't want Rehan to be mad at me, if I talk saturated. I should be the most saturated person, all day at home, in a new environment, I should be, my husband is busy working and this is it, but I can only be patient.

It was dark, even the clock had shown at 10 pm, but Rehan had not returned. I was really worried about him, but if he purposely came home late due to preoccupation, it was outrageous.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Rehan

"Wa'alaikumsalam" I answered and greeted and kissed Rehan's hand.

"Oh yeah, I was going to play a round suddenly plus again, you've eaten?" Rehan

Just allow Rehan's mas to play, while I'm left alone. My complaint in my heart

"Here you are," Then I set foot into the room and tried to sleep, I left Rehan mas who was still in the living room.

"Why deck?" Rehan

"Why not."

"But the angry kayak is the same mas." Rehan

"Finally I just came home at this hour, he said it would not be long and not come home too late."

"Often the deck, this is a holiday, I'm tired of work, time can not futsal too, you do not set mas deh..!" Rehan was angry

Why is he angry. My complaint in my heart

I have not reprimanded him for 2 days, I prepared all his needs, food, work clothes etc. But without saying a single word from my mouth.

Indeed, if I am angry I will be silent, but unfortunately Rehan mas insensitive, he even went on strike instead of apologizing.

When night falls, we sleep on each other's backs, I'm always sleep deprived because of my thoughts, every night I just pretend to sleep and cry covertly, she said, while Rehan mas was already sound and a very loud snoring sound was heard.

Mas Rehan could-can he sleep without burden, while I tormented like this, huh. what all men like that, sucks.

To the point where I was tired, I gave up trying to ask questions and forgot about our quarrel.

Mas Rehan also seemed to be ordinary again, without any words of apology from his mouth, even though I only need one word "SORRY".

I also understand that if work is exhausting, I have never worked, I must feel it, only I want him not to be too busy with his world and forget his attention to me.

I let him mingle, play with his friends but you know the time anyway, I won't mind. Why do I feel selfish.

"Mother is sad, son, but mother is not alone, mother has you, later if you are born, you must always nemenin mother, do not let lonely mother like this son, mother really feel alone."

My cry broke out in the middle of the night, alone, and now I miss my parents and my sisters in town B.

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