
Hi-hai, thank you for kalean who still keeps reading.
May you always like...
Please also support this work.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Happy reading....
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Jakarta, Indonesia
On the edge of a tourist beach....
“True Kak Kafeel's feelings for Val, what do they look like?.”
It was Val who asked Kafeel with a smile, but the seriousness of the question was quite read on Val's face.
Where Val wants if Kafeel answers honestly and seriously at the moment. “Val wants to know, very curious...” says Val.
Kafeel did not answer.
“Val is seriously asking Kak Kafeel now,” Val continued.
But ever since Val asked him, Kafeel had already focused his eyes on Val.
“If you can know, why Val suddenly talks seriously like this?...” said Kafeel.
“Because Val really loves Kak Kafeel.”
Val says.
Not for how many times Val said that to Kafeel, but this time Val said it without looking slengean, it looks really serious.
Radiated from the glare of Val's eyes that stared at Kafeel in the shade shrouded in tenderness, but also, there was anxiety in the look of Val's eyes that were staring at Kafeel.
“Val know what love is?”
Kafeel asked, with his eyes also staring meaningfully at Val. Wherewithout waiting for long, Val nodded at the response to Kafeel's question to him just now.
“Love is an emotion of strong affection and personal attraction. Love can also be interpreted as a feeling in a person due to its forming factors. In the context of philosophy, love is a good trait that inherits all kindness, feelings of compassion and compassion.”.
Val spoke straightforwardly, and Kafeel gave a smile, then an amused smile.
“Kakak like being in college and listening to lecturers giving lecture materials,” joked Kafeel..
“Hehe.
Val cengenesan's.
“But correct answer Val?...”
Kafeel returned to smile.
“Well, actually, if you can be honest, you really don't know the literal definition of love...”.
Then Kafeel spoke.
“Sister never thought about it.” Kafeel continued.
Kafeel looked at Val, with his lips folded.
“Sorry...” said Kafeel with a sorry look.
But Val kept showing a smile. “So Kak Kafeel still assume if what Val feels on Kak Kafeel this, just messing around?..”
Kafeel did not answer Val's question. Kafeel thinned his lips.
“Honest Val, Sister does not know how to answer Val's question just now..”.
Kafeel paused, then turned his face away from Val for a moment.
“Until this second, Brother did not take seriously what Val often said to Sister...”.
“......”
“Sorry...”.
Kafeel momentarily bowed while apologizing once more to Val.
Val watched the man in his heart.
There was a sense of disappointment in Val's heart actually, but Val kept pulling the corners of his lips.
Although thin only.
“But not Brother does not believe in love --”
Kafeel's speech was interrupted, because there were two servants with two glasses of cold drinks of different types. Also bring two servings of snacks order Val and Kafeel, here is a small table that is not too high.
“Thank you.”
Val and Kafeel both spoke to the two servants, after they presented their second order, on a table the two servants had brought along to put Val and Kafeel's food and drink.
“Sama-sama, Brother.”
The two maids replied to Val and Kafeel's thanks.
After that, the two waiters left Val and Kafeel, after asking if both of their exclusive restaurant customers today had additional orders or not.
♥♥♥♥
“So Kak Kafeel believes in love? ..” Val asked after he finished sucking half of the contents in his drink glass, and again put the glass on the table that had been placed by the waiter of the restaurant.
Kafeel who had just put down the glass whose contents he had sucked up a little bit, nodded.
“Sister believe,” replied Kafeel.
Kafeel looked up and looked at Val again.
“Kakak believes that love exists. After all, I have seen the evidence for the embodiment of love..”, said Kafeel. “No need to go far, Varen and Andrea proof. Also your Dad and Mom.”
Then Kafeel turned his face and gaze away from Val. Looking at the sea that was sprawled away from his place and Val sat down.
“Only..”.
Kafeel hung up his sentence.
“Hhh..” Kafeel sighed later. “Entah Val, Sister confused explain it ..”
Then Kafeel looked again at Val.
“But the point Kak Kafeel does not believe the feelings of Val to Kakang?”
Val snatched to talk.
“Kak Kafeel does not believe Val who really loves Brother. Because Kak Kafeel considers if Val is just a naive little girl for what is called love.”
Kafeel shook his head. “It's not like that Val. Only.”
Again, Kafeel hung his words.
“Only, what yes?. Hard sister explained it to Val.”
“It's difficult, because for Kak Kafeel, Val's feelings that Val often conveyed and showed it were like a joke for Kak—“ Val said, but his words were cut off.
“No!” sergeant Kafeel quickly. “So never thought Val's feelings for Big Brother were a joke.” Reciprocity.
“......”
“That makes Brother distrustful, precisely, why can Val feel if Val is in love with Sister?”
Kafeel.
“Val, always think of Kak Kafeel since the first time Val saw brother. It might be a joke if there is a girl who says if she is in love with a mature man. But indeed that is the real Val taste, Kak ..”
“......”
“Val will feel happy and nervous simultaneously when meeting and adjacent to Kak Kafeel. Yes as it is now for example.”
Kafeel pulled the corner of his lips while still staring at Val, hearing the young girl's words near him.
“Val's heart will suddenly thump, even if it's just talking to Kak Kafeel.”
Val is back.
“Padahan Val has no history of heart disease.”
Kafeel spontaneously snorted amusedly.
“That's a pity his sister Alvarend!.”
Kafeel pinches one cheek of Val.
Val smile. “Val often looks adorable for Kak Kafeel huh?.”
“Always---“
“But Val who for Kak Kafeel has always been adorable, in fact for years we know each other, only to the extent yes? .. Just a sense of anxiety. Ga more. Yes, Brother?.”
Val expressed his opinion.
Val's sweet smile, now a smile that shows fondness.
“Because Kak Kafeel's eyes, Val is just a naive little girl about love—“
“It's not like that Val. Brother doesn't think like that about Val's feelings for Brother.” cut Kafeel.
Kafeel's hands again touched Val's head. Gave a soft caress there.
“Never the slightest bit of Big Brother underestimated Val's feelings for Big Brother .. not the slightest bit of Val --“
“But Kak Kafeel has never taken Val's feelings seriously over the years.” Val's dressing cuts Kafeel's speech.
“Sorry about that, Val. Sister –“
“True says Brother --“ cut Val again.
“Soal?”
Back Kafeel cut off Val's speech.
“If Val, shouldn't pursue something uncertain.”
Val smiled then. Thin, as thin as the hope Val feels to reach for Kafeel's current love.
Kafeel. He was looking at the meaning of Val's words just now. 'Why does my heart feel uncomfortable hearing Val's words just now?'
Kafeel.
“Im sorry Val ya Kak?”
“Sorry for?.”
Kafeel.
“For the comfort of Kak Kafeel who is disturbed by the existence of Val, and the attitude of Val who is like a caterpillar.”
“Kok Val says so?.” Kafeel response.
“Because Val feels like that now.. When we got here, Val had a moment to reflect.. Remembering, how Val's attitude during this time on Kak Kafeel.”
“......”
“And well, Val realized that.. In reality, this Val has been very disturbing Kak Kafeel.”
Val looked at Kafeel with a smile.
“Kan Kakar already said, if Big Brother does not feel disturbed in the slightest by Val's attitude to Sister during this--“
“Because Kak Kafeel is afraid to offend Val, right?” cut Val.
“Engga.”
Kafeel immediately dismissed Val's allegations.
“So I never thought so, Val.” Kafeel.
“......”
“Why until Val thinks if Big Brother feels like that with Val's attitude?.”
“Because.. What yes?.. Heemm.” Val said, asked himself, then muttered, hanging up an answer that he himself was confused about what kind of answer Val would give Kafeel.
Val turned his face away from Kafeel, then turned his eyes towards the ocean.
“Val—“
“Because Val felt—“
Val immediately spoke, along with Kafeel who was also about to speak.
“If Val overexerts Val's love on Kak Kafeel.” Val turned to Kafeel.
“And now Val realizes, if Val's attitude on Kak Kafeel is now so excessive.”
Val spoke while looking at his bare feet which he played on the sand, under his feet.
“Maybe actually Kak Kafeel disgusted—“
“Val, stop!”
Kafeel quickly cut Val's speech. Kafeel looked unhappy.
“Val listen to Brother's words carefully.”
Kafeel confronts Val to her.
“Have Brother said, if Brother never felt disturbed if Val close or attached to Val.”
Kafeel said as he shook his head slowly.
“Moreover disgust ...” connect Kafeel. “Where is that?...”
“Yaaa who knows Kak Kafeel turned out to think that way to Val. But Brother - - - -“
“Engga, Val.”
Kafeel quickly cuts off Val's speech.
“So never one bit, though, thinking like that about Val or Val's attitude towards Sister.”
Kafeel.
“Don't Val ever talk like that about yourself Val on Sister, okay?.”
Val smiled, then nodded in response to Kafeel's words in the form of a request.
“Iya Kak ...” says Val.
“So I'm angry, if Val talks like that again?”
Kafeel spoke again, and Val nodded again.
“Sorry yes, Brother.”
“Iya.”
Kafeel took his hand off Val's shoulder.
“Again, if you can know, why Val so discuss this?”
Kafeel tilted his body more to always face Val who was still stretching his legs by playing sand under his feet.
Val who had been a little down, now straightened his body.
“It's okay, Brother.” Answer Val. “Val just wanted to say that to Kak Kafeel.”
Val turned his head towards Kafeel without changing his seat, then revealed a smile to the man of Val's heart.
“Iya, but why did Val suddenly want to say that? ... Val is actually angry huh, because Big Brother seems to ignore Val once, when Val left the room Brother?..”
“Not really.”
“Totally?” ask Kafeel.
“True ....”
“If it wasn't for Val being angry about it, the reason Val spoke like that was what?..”
“Yeah, as Val said to Brother ..” Val said. “Val has only been contemplating about Val's attitude towards Big Brother all this time.
“Why should Val reflect on that? ..”
“Because as Brother told Val ..”
“......”
“If Val has to make sure, so that Val does not pursue the uncertain.”
“......”
“One thing that Val finds difficult to get..... Love Kak Kafel ..”
Val's voice was low, slightly soft, with his head now bowed.
“Val now feels, if Val's love for Kak Kafeel will never be reciprocated ..”
♥♥♥♥
You Can Ignore Me... And Consider Me None...
But I'm not gonna change my feelings for you
♥♥♥♥
“Val now feels, if Val's love for Kak Kafeel will never be reciprocated ..”
“Val----“
“Kak Kafeel, maybe it will only be a dream Val only next ...”
Kafeel's words were cut off again by Val.
“And for that it looks like Val has to create a demarcation--“ line
“Demarcation line?..”
Val and Kafeel cut each other's words.
“That's a loh, line--“
“So's not sure what the demarcation line is,” cut Kafeel again. “But for what? ... why create a demarcation line between us?”
“Agar Val starts to know the limitations, Brother ... In order for Val not to pursue the uncertain.”.
Val throws a smile at Kafeel, who is now beginning to seriously listen to Val's every word more than ever.
“And yes it is, so that Val no longer bothers ---“
“Val!, already Brother said, if Brother does not feel disturbed by your attitude.”
Kafeel cut back on Val's words, with a tone of voice that sounded a little irritated.
Somehow there is a dislike in the heart of Kafeel with Val who repeatedly said that the young girl felt that she had been bothering him all this time.
Kafel's heart now feels a little disturbed.
I don't know.
Only Kafeel felt, if every word Val had said a while ago, impressed as if Val wanted to stay away from him.
And Kafeel felt a little riled up.
Why doesn't it feel like he's happy if it's true? – Kafeel thinks.
“Sorry ..”
Kafeel who realized his voice was slightly raised earlier said.
Val was still smiling at Kafeel, shaking her head slowly.
“It’s okay, Brother ...”
Val said later.
“After Val returns to London later, Val will start limiting himself to Val not contacting Kak Kafeel.” often
“Why is that? ..” asked Kafeel, with his slightly squeaky eyes.
Val smiled again. “Val has started to fear, Brother.”
“Fear what?” ask Kafeel.
“Fear if later Val only bakungguk miss months-“
“No, Val!” sergeant Kafeel. “I'm not that tall...”.
“But for Val, indeed Kak Kafeel is that tall ..”
“Val ----“ Kafeel is about to speak again.
“Eating him Val fear...”.
“......”
“Val is afraid, if later the greater Val feelings and expectations on Kak Kafeel, and in the end, Kak Kafeel is just like the air that can only Val taste without being able to hold Val, Val will be very bad and hurt, maybe even hate Kak Kafeel later... Val doesn't want that to happen, sister..”.
“Val, I ---“
“Val love same Kak Kafeel as heartfelt.”
Kafeel's words were cut off again. And Kafeel didn't continue, because he heard a line of Val's love statement to him just now.
Indeed, Kafeel has often heard Val express love for him all this time. Which may not be influenced by Kafeel who thinks it is only Val's liking that is not serious.
But Val's love for her this time Kafeel feels different.
The look in Val's eyes, looking at him meaningfully, with seriousness wrapped around him.
“But now Val aware, if love should not have ...”
Val smiled beautifully at Kafeel.
“Val.... will try to strengthen Val's heart from now on... Perhaps, Val began to have to stop acting like this on Kak Kafeel.” Val's voice sounded low.
“......”
“Val is afraid of heartache, and Val does not want to hate..”.
“So mean Val? ...”
“Let go of Val's hope over Kak Kafeel's love..”.
Val ventured to move his hand to touch Kafeel's cheek.
Things that Val had always wanted to do, but never dared Val to realize.
During this time, despite sticking caterpillar fur, but Val only dare to be limited to holding tightly Kafeel's arm.
Or hug spoiled chest field Kafeel.
And that wasn't long.
That's all it is.
Never more than two of those things.
But especially at this moment, whatever was pushing him, Val's one hand was now on one side of Kafeel's cheek.
“Val love on Kak Kafeel, really.”
Val said, with his hand still perched on Kafeel's cheek.
“Not a teenage girl's liking feeling. But Val really loves Kak Kafeel ... And Val might be crazy about it, so Val's been acting this whole time Val's been acting on Big Brother. For that Val apologise .... And for that sorry, Val will try to release Val's feelings on Kak Kafeel.
Val spoke at length, looked at Kafeel and smiled later.
Kafeel.
The man's tongue was twisted.
“Kak Kafeel, Val release from Val snare from this moment ...”.
Val said, half-joking, to cover his shoulder, with his eyes that Val began to feel a little hot and began to feel wet.
Kafeel. His gaze was unbroken looking at Val, with his jaw visibly moving before it was seen tightening.
“Kak Kafeel can feel calm, because this caterpillar will no longer stick to Kak Kafeel ..”
Val chuckled slightly, and moved his hand to release Kafeel's cheek. But a moment later Val's hand that was holding Kafeel's cheek hung in the air.
Someone held Val's hand, which the owner wanted to pull.
Kafeel Hand.
“Cannot!”
Along with Kafel's half-screeching voice, it stared fixedly at Val, with its jaw seemingly hardened.
"I won't allow it!"
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
To be continue...
Ciehh started to smile.