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Jakarta, Indonesia,
‘Val?..’
‘Hi, Brother Kafeel!’
‘Ka-mu how are you?..’
‘Good, Brother.’
‘Val, i... I'm sorry, Val..’
‘Casual, Brother, have Val forgive.’
‘Is that so?..’
‘Iya, true!’
‘Val hate Sister, yes?..’
‘Samely no!’
‘Really?..’
‘Iya, true!’
‘Val, to –‘
‘Bye, Brother!’
‘Eh, Val, where are you going?’
‘Ke there..’.
‘Eh, red tulip garden?. since when is there a red tulip garden there?... Uh, Val!’
‘Bye, Brother!’
‘Val to where?..’
‘To where tulips – red tulips Val are located.’
‘Wait, Val! Brother follow!’
‘Sa-the Kak Kafeel –‘
‘Val wait!’
‘......’
‘Val?..’
‘......’
‘Val, where are you?..’
‘......’
‘VAALL!...’
“VAL!”
Is Kafeel Adiwangsa who woke up suddenly – arrived, after he fell asleep.
‘That dream again..’ Kafeel murmured with his breath rising and falling like a man running out. ‘Ga what is Val, Brother willingly haunted by lifelong guilt on Val in this way, because Brother has hurt Val.’ too much
Kafeel let out a long sigh later while bitterly smiling.
'But Big Brother always loved Val and could never lose that sense for Val ... Again forgive Brother, Val.'
Kafeel sat down again, then soaked his throat with bottled mineral water that was on the bedside nightstand where Kafeel is now.
'But unfortunately Big Brother can not apologize in front of Val with the truth ...'
Kafeel spent the water in the bottle, because Kafeel was thirsty for running.
Though only in his dream did Kafeel run, because chasing after Val who appeared for a while, greeted, answered as soon as possible, then turned away.
Always, whenever he saw Val in a dream that often repeated when he fell asleep some time later, it was always the order.
The end of – ends Val will know – knows disappear. Then when Kafeel finds his figure again and Kafeel pursues, Val will not be in his place.
‘What are you that always run away and disappear every time I approach, is a sign that Val already hates Big Brother so much huh, Val?.’
Kafeel grabbed his own hair while groaning in frustration, feeling pain in his left chest every time the dream he had just experienced repeated itself.
‘Sorry Brother who has hurt Val so much and can not realize Val's dream who wants to be among thousands of red tulips on our wedding day.’
Then Kafeel grabbed a picture of many figurines with the same object. Then Kafeel gently stroked his glass, before Kafeel was similarly tenderly kissed, but Kafeel also felt bitter in his heart.
“Red tulip garden..” Kafeel muttered later. “Why did my dream of meeting Val late – this, always starts and ends in that place -- which feels not Keukenhof, not also garden – park in London... Even the red tulip garden in my dream, I have never seen before.”.
Kafeel held the t-shirt he was wearing on his left chest.
“But Val, you are good – just fine, right?..”
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The Adjieran Smith Main House, Jakarta, Indonesia,
“Papah feels very agitated from semalem. So Papah bring two rakaat aja, let calm ni ati, same ask not to take ade ape – ape –“
“Sama Pah, Mamah also restless his innate aje from yesterday. Want some ape ye?”
“Wallahualam. Only God knows. The important kite udeh manyin istigfar ame prayer let all bae-bae aje.”
“Iye. Ta –“
“GA MUNGKIIN!! ..”
“Alloh!”
“That's not the voice of Prita huh, Pah?”
“Iye.”
“Let's see!”
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All the people inside KUJ suddenly ran quickly towards Mami Prita who after being heard shouting several times, was running away, now he is seen standing while clutching the clothes of Papi John who was seen listening to the person across the plane the wireless phone was talking.
“Prita, what is it???!!! ...
Mama Jihan who first came to where Papi John and Mami Prita were on the second floor just asked.
But Mami Prita seemed to ignore Mama Jihan who asked, because she only focused on the husband whose eyes had begun to turn red, with a face that seemed silent shock in place.
“I was wrong with ya, Piiihh –“
“We ... will be there soon, Chiel ..”
Papi John only glanced softly at Mami Prita when his wife was heard whining, but her tears had broken down to wet Mami Prita's face.
“Sister John, this ... what's wrong? ..” Mom Ichel approached Papi John with a face full of question marks, and all the family members who were in KUJ had approached Mami Prita and Papi John.
“PIIIHH!! –“
“Ya Allah Prita .. why??? ... John, what is this?..”
Everyone scouted Papi John who was fluttering in his place after he finished talking on the phone.
Papi John was in shock.
“PAPIIHHH!!! TELL ME IT'S NOT REALLY PIIIHHH!! I'M THE WRONG ONE, RIGHT PIIHHH??!!”
The expression of a pair of couples increasingly makes those who are with him curious at once was – was.
“JOHN!!” In the end, Daddy Jeff who impatiently screamed loudly calling the name of the Papih who looked like it was shock.
“Kita .. to London ... now also ..”
Only after being yelled at Daddy Jeff while shaken by his shoulder, Papi John then spoke.
The tone of Papi John's voice sounded slowly, more on a whimper-pun vibrating the voice of the Papih.
“Iya, but what's John?!..”
“Papiiihhh that's a real deal right, Piiihhh? –“
“What?! What's not real? What is it??!!!..”
“What happened in London??!!!..”
So everyone was looking for Papi John who then held Mami Prita who was crying loudly.
“Ga really, right Piihh? –“
“For God's sake, Brother John, tell me what's the matter?? –“
“Val ..” He replied, Papi John spoke. “Achiel says ... Val ... ended his life ..”
Then the sound of crying broke with the pill.
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The Great Mansion of The Adjieran Smith, Jakarta, Indonesia,
“One more time, Val apologize, yes, all?..”
“I'm so good to you guys..."
"Ma-aff... Val, coward..."
"Val, just couldn't bear the pain in Val's heart because of Kak Kafeel... No helping... You'll be troubled for longer because Val will never be okay... And see you guys bothered for a long time because of Val... Val, it'll be more painful later with Val's guilt on you... Val... Will not bear it..."
He who muttered a lot spoke to himself after lining up several envelopes filled with paper with ink scratches of his handwriting on a table whose chair he was sitting on, he said, then clenched tightly and firmly a figura that he had previously held and looked at when he muttered talking alone earlier.
His body trembled violently, yet his stuffing was not him, which was Val-letting his stuffing out into a roar.
As strong as Val's energy held back, his cry only became a restrained sobbing.
"Val, saying goodbye, huh?.." Val said again in a murmur, as he smiled looking at a small figura containing a photo of his entire extended family at one moment, after Val sank into his cries for a while, while holding the picture figura.
The next Val wiped gently and gently and full of feeling figura the photo, before he said ‘pamit’ on the object with white ivory-studded swarovski fringe that he was holding it.
Then a smile rose on Val's face as he wiped his tears, then kissed back the medium-sized photo-figura - which displayed his picture and his entire family, a copy of one of his family's large photos.
“Hh..”.
Val breathed out the breath he breathed heavily as he moved from his seat.
A smile returned Val ulas when he stood up, looking at the rest of his private room.
Then his feet, Val take it to the bathroom that taps on the bathtub pouring profusely fill one large container.
Val closed the bathroom door, then he locked it, before he went deeper into the private bathroom.
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“I'm sorry Ann, if the results of your research so wasted because of me.” Val said while staring at a clear bottle with fuschia colored liquid in it.
Val pulled the corner of her lips.
“I hope this works for me as it does for the hairy sleeping prince that sleeps so well.”
Val spoke again as he stood in front of his private bathtub that was almost full, still looking at the bottle containing the liquid fuschia that he had lifted into the air.
Later Val entered the bathtub, still wearing full clothes attached to his body.
“But if I don't, let me drown myself in the bottom of this bathtub right?.. ssshh...”
Val hissed with his head that he supported, when he had entered into his private bathtub.
“My head hurts more ..”
Val muttered again while holding his head on the back of the bathtub.
The mistake happened while I was in Dubai two months ago..
I accepted the marriage and marriage of Maura Cahyani bint Alam Yovan with the dowry in cash.
“So does my heart.”
After Val was momentarily silent, with his mind glaring to the day that really made his world collapse so perfectly.
Val wiped his tears, and then he looked in one direction.
“Hopefully this research liquid can make Val fall asleep more soundly than the feathered sleeping prince huh, sister?”
Then Val spoke, as if he were talking to someone else.
“Val misses you very much, but seeing Kak Kafeel's face even Val's heart hurts and Val is tormented by it. So only in this way Kak Kafeel will not bother Val anymore, and Val, will not make the family troubled any longer.. Big brother, that's what happened to Val.. It's so hurt Val, now it even appears directly in front of Val..”
Val paused his speech, then smiled warmly and chuckled a little at him and then a bitter smile appeared.
“So just like this, sister?.” said Val after a while, while opening the bottle cap that had been held earlier, then he put it on the side surface of the bathtub. “Quite to get here alone Brother tortures Val.”
Val took a deep breath, looking at the bottle that was already in front of his face.
Val turned his head again to the direction where his eyes saw the one object that was the cause of his severe faith.
“Bye, Brother Kaf. Val hope Big Brother is always happy, and will be even happier after the big brother is born.” Val said with a thick neck in his throat.
Val's tears then melted down again, waving weakly towards ‘Kafeel’ who was still at home standing before him while smiling handsomely.
“Val, will always love Brother..” Overt Val. And the next second, he immediately downed the liquid in Ann's bottle until there was nothing left. “Akh!” Val squealed spontaneously, when in just a matter of seconds, Val's head ached.
Making the bottle in Val's grip detach by itself, then Val gripped firmly on the edge of the bathtub to withstand the intense pain in his head.
His body slowly Val felt stiff, and his heartbeat weakened.
Pain in his head he felt for a while, but so great Val taste.
As powerful as the effect of the liquid results of Ann's research that even the maker has not found the exact results of his discovery.
But whatever it is, Val's really not a story.
Indeed, Val predicted the consequences of the liquid he had just consumed.
If just a few miles can make a hamster sleep soundly for almost a year, maybe consume in the amount of dozens of liters like this effect.
Val's eyes that had been difficult to close, he slowly felt meu with a vision that began to fade. The fading began to darken as his heart beat began to weaken.
Val's body trembled later, as it was cold he felt more than just breaking through the bone until Val felt limp as a whole. Automatic sagging of his body into the water that has filled the bathtub.
Between his glaring eyes and his fading gaze, Val felt his body as if it was floating. Soon, Val felt her eyes fade as her eyes mixed with the water in the bathtub.
Every second, Val felt water start to enter through his nose later. Until Val feels his body is full of water and his breathing is increasingly crowded, because his lungs have been submerged in water that enters his body.
Not Val fight, Val let.
Although torturous, but let it-because maybe only briefly--- What Val thought in his mind, before Val felt he could no longer hold his eyes closed.
Val's tears came out again and mixed with the water in the bathtub when her eyes had started to close.
Relieved, before Val's body twitched for a moment at the bottom of the bathtub. Then his heart stopped beating, and everything became completely dark.
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Dear my family blaem - blaem 😄😄,
I love you all that much, and I’m sorry. It's not that Val doesn't love you guys, it's not ...
But Val could no longer bear the unrelenting pain in his heart. Val is proud and happy to have you all along. Really, you're a great family.
Val is grateful to have you in Val's life. That's why Val can't stand to see you guys grieve because of Val. Promise, Val won't make you grieve long – long again. Well, maybe you'll be sad again after this. Val sure of it.
But just this once, huh? Just crying for Val again.
After that, always be happy. Okay? ...
Sa – the, all ... See you soon, huh?
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You all lovely, sweety and of course beautiful,
💞 Val 💞
Noted: I have a degree for sure after this letter you read even though I haven't graduated from college.
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So, like this Val wrote?
Big and a lot loves, warm hugs, kisses to all of you Val's darling.
See you again ...
Sa – the, all ...
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Who loves you, you,
- Valera Madelaine Aditama Ajieran Smith, the late one (deceased )-
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Romeo and Juliet are symbols of a love story that ends tragically.
The story is not real, but in this world many couples who fared the same as them.
Not exactly like Romeo and Juliet, but the end is the same. Trying to end life, because hearing the news if the beloved heart has ended his life first for the disappointment of love that does not arrive.
If it were like that, the situation is now.
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There he was found drenched in blood in his room, by holding a figura.
All because of his heart that was enveloped in guilt, then it became felt in the – stab dagger before it was violently torn when the news he heard in the ear.
“Since three months ago, I have been appointed to plant red tulips in a luxury house and take care of them to ensure that the – seedlings grow well. From what I've heard from one of the people who worked there, he said a block of closed gardens specially planted red tulips was a tribute to one family member who lived there. Yes I do not know for sure, but my perception of ‘persembahan’ is like the person already ‘ga ada’. If I'm not wrong, Val - his name ..”
A super-luxury London residence was attended by the man found bleeding in his room - where he broke through the barricades of a handful of guards by threatening himself.
“VAL!”
Frustrated screaming calling one name repeatedly while running down the once crowded dwelling, now like uninhabited.
Until breaking into a room that was once quite often he visited.
But the owner he did not find, but the room he still managed. Frustrated, he sits limp in a chair.
Talk to yourself, ask – ask yourself. “You dima - na, Vaall? ..” wailing and wailing. Before long the shrillness and lamentation became a hysteria in the stifling sobbing, when a piece of paper he found in the drawer on the table whose chair he was sitting in, in search of information.
Where then the information he found, made his body stiffen before his hands and body trembled violently.
The piece of paper he found was a string of farewell sentences to say goodbye.
The writing he memorized was right, exactly like the name that was written at the end of the letter.
- Valera Madelaine Aditama Ajieran Smith, the late one (deceased )-
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Back with a heart that no longer has its shape, following regret and guilt that many times than before. The great loss he felt, his heart was so strong that the pain spread so quickly.
Where after that, the decision to follow in the footsteps of the author of the letter he found was implied without doubt.
“ALLAH!!”
“A – AAA!!!----“
Hysterical cries rang out, following heartbreaking cries.
When the figure who felt a great loss in his heart was found lying drenched in blood in his room.
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“Master –“
“Ya?”
“Kafeel Adiwangsa, suicide ..”
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To be continue ......