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The Main Residence of The Adjieran Smith, Jakarta, Indonesia ....
“What's up, Mi?..”
Mika is connected to a video call with Arya on her phone.
“Ga what - what...” Mika replied, after she remembered Dad R's speech while in London, at the beginning of time Val got ‘luk’ from Kafeel.
“But your face is so swollen, Mi?--“
“Gue has seen this Indian film. Carried the atmosphere aja---“
“But instead of lo hate indian movies, Mi?.”
“Yaa emaang..”
“But how to watch?--“
“Yaa, because all at gathered when... Mami played that movie, so I don't want to follow the watch also-“
“Huum..” Arya mangosteen only. “Kirain sembab because nangisin I'm so kangen lo same me, Mi. Eh taunya instead nangisin oppa-oppa,” guyon Arya then, and Mika chuckles small. “Kangen ih,” says Arya. “Lo misses the same as me?”
Mika nodded. “Iya, I also miss lo, Ar.”
“Udah used to be so?”
“Iya, Ar,” responded to Arya who was about to stop their conversation in the video call.
“If it is possible, later I contact you again huh?..” said Arya. “Now want to contact ortu first..” he said again.
“Titip greetings to papa Rico and mama Cello... They are still in New Zealand?---“
“Iya, still.”
“Ya then. Say hello to both of them. Not yet able to contact them.”
Arya nodded after hearing Mika's words. “Iya ga nothing. Later I will greet you with their greetings, Mi,” said Arya. “Papa sama mama is also busy with business in Mou.”
“Oh yes, yes.”
“Let's set the time to there huh?”
“Iya, Ar.”
Mika replied with a smile.
Arya smiled too.
“Yes that's it, I closed it? Titip greetings all the others in the residence.”
Arya asked permission.
“Yes, Ar--“
“Both lo yes, until I return?”
Mika nodded in response to Arya's words. “Lo too, Ar. Take care of health---“
“Iya,” exchange Arya. “Lo is also the same, take care of health.”
Mika nodded again, smiling knots.
“And most importantly, keep your heart for me.”
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“How's Arya, May?” Val immediately asked Mika questions after one of her sisters came back to him after briefly distancing herself from Val when Mika had a video call with Arya earlier.
“Good, Val,” Mika replied. “He sends greetings to all of you,” he said later.
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“May,”
“Iya, Val?” Mika responds quickly to Val who calls quietly herself.
“What.... You told Brother Arya what happened to me?” Val asked Mika with some hesitation.
“No Val---“
“Thankful..”.
Val is relieved.
Then Val reviews the smile.
But he nodded later.
“Don't tell Arya first huh, May?”
“Yes, Val--“
“Because I feel ashamed..”
Mika pulled the corner of her lips for a moment, then her hand stretched out to gently rub Val's back.
“Iya, we understand your position, Val,” Mika said later.
“Although I knew that Brother Arya would not harass me for this, I still felt ashamed. In addition to feeling the great pain in my heart..”.
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“We understand, Val. Dad R has also asked it-to save everything that happens with you just between us, the nuclear family.” Mika. Then Val pulled the corner of her lips again.
“Dad R and you guys, must be more embarrassed than me. Because after all, the failure of my marriage and Kak Kafeel, is a disgrace.”.
“No, Val...” Mika. “We did not think that what happened to you was a disgrace. Precisely in my view, Dad R asks us all to keep this a secret first-is to keep your feelings.”
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“We love you Val. very-“
“Yes, May---“
“ Anyway, how-how, we are waiting for a decision from you,” said Mika. “Important, don't you dissolve too long in sadness huh Val? because we will also feel sad if we see you crying continuously.”
Val nodded and smiled faintly after hearing Mika's sincere words.
Mika grabbed Val's shoulder, while channeling her support to one of her sisters who chose to sit in the pool chair with her.
While their other brothers and sisters were playing water volleyball in the pool under the heavy rain. The later one by one rose to the surface, when Mika saw Val embrace who seemed to be bowed down in their view.
“You've got us, Val. The same feels the wound you feel..” Mika said while tightening her grip on Val whose eyes began to glaze over.
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What happened to Val in his love story, indeed his family never thought would happen.
However, there is still wisdom from everything that happens. And in this case, is the inner relationship between brothers.
Those who are near, will increase the strong closeness, as well as the bond.
For each of Val's brothers and sisters, will come shoulder to shoulder to comfort Val until the wound in Val's heart is completely healed.
Val's heart is no longer fragile.
“I want to eat sushi---“
“I also want to eat sushi--“
“Yeu!” aro's response to Ares is snatched after Val says his wish. “Please follow, bocil.”
Which Aro said was accompanied by a toyoran on Ares' head. Then I got a response from Val. “Don't like it like that, Aro.”
“Yes ni bocil, latah.”
“Ye, I also want to eat sushi from yesterday.”
“Sorry yes Ares, because of me so you can't enjoy sushi--“
“Eh hgga, not Kak Val, that's what Ares--“ means
“Iya is not what it means Val,” said Aro. “From yesterday he was talking about eating sushi, but abis madein Daddy Dewa even ogah-ogahan eatnya.”
“People I want to eat sushi at the mall, where we used to eat,” sambar Ares. “You guys want to go to Uncle Arman's action figure shop,”.
“Ya come on, let's go to the mall now?” Val immediately sparked the idea after hearing Ares' desire to go eat the type of food from the Sakura Country in their restaurant subscription.
Where the spark of Val's idea was of course immediately agreed with his brothers and sisters, except for the brothers who did not join them in the pool.
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“Tumben fast once you play in the pool?...”
There was Mom Ichel and four other Moms who were sitting on the terrace of their backyard in Jakarta.
“We want to Emol!---“
“Rain like this?---“
“It's just a drizzle containing Mom Ayaankk--“
“Also why if it rains we go to the Mall?”
Mika snatched to talk after Isha.
“Yes usually you like mager when it is raining like this?..”
“Special now, engga..”.
“Val follow?” ask Mom Ichel.
“Cute, Mom---“
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Raining,
Something Val usually likes.
Because under his bow, Val often danced.
Laughing, squashing a puddle in the grass with a heart that felt so happy.
Raining,
It was once so fun for Val.
But now, though,
The rain feels bad.
Because rain also means memories,
That's related to him by the pain-maker in Val's heart.
The rain in the puddle always Val fluttered with pleasure,
Heart scattered.
Creating pain that is difficult to describe.
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‘Now, Val's heart feels torn every time you see your sister's face..’ Val whispered in his heart. While he looked at one photo in a figura that is still intact. ‘But Val is not willing to also get rid of this sister's self-image.’ whispered Val again in his heart. ‘Ya Tu-haann... why is this fate that You gave me?---‘
Chokedest,
Val choked up somehow for how many times.
“Why can't Kak Kafeel take care of Brother?... why, sis?.... why is it so easy, sis seduced?..“
Then it breaks with a stuffing stuck with a photo of Kafeel in a figura in Val's arms, which feels another burst of wounds in his heart.
Disappointed and sad that bertubi Val think.
Because if it were, there would be no deep disappointment where there was no deep love.
I don't know who Val should blame, though,
He who is too late in feeling, or God who gave him a painful destiny?
“Val, want to return to London.”
The sentence Val said, after he came out of his room after changing clothes - then approached the parents who were sitting in the living room while enjoying a warm drink and a snack.
Seemed relaxed, but if noticed at a glance, the faces of the old men-The Dads especially.
Fathers who still look dashing at their present age, his face is painted visible if they keep a burden.
Not the image they are thinking about, but the burden of a father on a daughter whose heart has been broken by the idol man.
Between resignation and a sense of discouragement, but well, life must go on.
“When?..”
So on the basis of a life that must go on, in the name of wanting to make the heart of a broken princess, all the requests in question will be granted.
“Now?..”
“We will directly prepare.”
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“No Dad, not now--“
“We want to take a walk first.”
“Ya. Just tell me when you want to leave for London, then we will prepare it soon.”
“If... tomorrow, may?..”
“Why not?---“
“Thanks, Dad.”
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For those who are left behind while in love, the heart will be troubled.
Wh why?
Because the love that is attached so strongly cannot just disappear.
It can go away in a day or two.
Even hearts that are hurt because ‘died fit again unfortunately’, there are still eternal save love for the wound maker until the year.
In fact, there is no missing love for the scarf, for the victims ‘died fit again alas.’
Then someone made a vow of hatred for the scarf, and swore at everything.
But sometimes still, even though hate has been pledged or even announced, sometimes it will feel the love that ever existed - ever hurt it.
Which at the ends of the victims of love ‘died soon again alas’ it says, “Kubenci to love you..” Didn't they?
But what about those who have such deep love?
Then it was left alone, and quickly the love that left it was anchored to another port of love.
Fix, the pain must be immeasurable.
I want to forget, but I can't.
Because forgetting it takes time, I don't know how long.
Want to hate, but longing can not be denied, although despair can no longer be picked.
Unable, the title.
Forgetting him who once reigned beautifully on a throne called the Heart.
Especially hate.
Naive, fall.
Foolish, it must be called - which is said by those who have never felt it.
Who must have said, “Kayak no other guy aja.”
Or someone who feels sorry to say, “Between you are too loyal, or indeed you want to be friendly with the wound of his gift?”
I don't know, responding to that question, just be careful Val who is heavy-handed.
Perhaps, it was Val who was too loyal to his love. Even though love has given such a deep wound.
Or because Val was too sincere in love with Kafeel Adiwangsa, until despite his pain-though the subject is unspeakable, Val even befriended with the wounds Kafeel gave in his heart.
Whatever it is, as deep and as painful as it is - the wound of the betrayal of Kafeel Adiwangsa's love for Valera.
But up to this second Val can not refuse, if the miss is still there.
Val's miss for Kak Kafeelnya is still in place.
So despite the pain in Val's heart because of Kafeel Adiwangsa is still running through his heart,
“Before to PP, we to... Jagakarsa first, yes?.” gugu Val, while looking alternately at three people who were in one car with him.
“For what, Val?..”
Rery, who understood the meaning of where Val asked to be delivered to one area, then asked after he sighed a little.
“Only... Want to make sure once again, Rery... if I really am not dreaming.“.
“You will only feel again the wound in your heart, Val. No need, yes?..” persuade Mika. “Sorry, but all that, is reality, Val.” Mika was forced to say bitter things to Val.
“Iya, May. If it is reality.”
Val responds to Mika's words. Forcibly pulled the corner of his lips then.
“I want to be more sure.. if... Kak Kafeel.. is a jerk.”.
Val chuckles.
But his bitter silence was heard.
“Agar... i.. can hate it--“.
“Val--“
“Shortly, seberentaarr, just.. I.. want to see it.. right I.. will leave for London tomorrow.. so I. though.. Kak Kafeel already hurt my heart... i... I still... miss,nyaa..”.
What then could not hold Val to tear to fall back, then sobbed by covering his face with both hands. Where Mika again shed tears with Ann, while Rery berahah heavy.
The two people in the front passenger seat who were both personal bodyguards, were only speechless to cast a gaze in the other direction.
Because a little, they have served long enough in The Adjieran Smith family.
And seeing one young lady they seemed to be hurt and troubled, if their hearts were to break them.
“This stupid and naive me still misses him..” isak Val. “So... may, yes?.. sebentaar only... after arriving in London later... I... right, will no longer come to visit Kak Kafeel's house and meet Mother... also Lena... I.. want to say goodbye to them..”.
Val sobbed, then commented on the smile on his side.
“Despite, what Kak Kafeel did to me... Mommy and Lena have been good to me all this time.. also love me.. but after this.. I.. will not likely see them again..”.
Val said again.
“Kak Kafeel and... and his wife.... must have lived there, right?.. Besides my heart it is impossible to meet them often, I... also do not want to, become an actor..”.
“Val---“
“But right now.. I.. I am missing him.. miss Kak Kafeel... I want to meet... it's up to you to say I'm stupid and naive.”.
“We never rate you like that Val---“
“So may ya?... spread us there... Maybe I can slap Kak Kafeel, as a sign of farewell? While feeding it with the contents of the zoo?.” Val jokes.
But believe me, for those who are in one car with Val, Val's funny really makes their heart slice.
“Bby yes?.. I want to see the impostor of my heart....for the last time..” pinta Val. “Can I leave for London tomorrow?---“
“Ya. We go there,” said Rery who agreed to Val's request. “But if I get emotional on him, you don't stop me from hitting him huh, Val?”
“Iya, Rery..”
Val reviews smiles.
“Thank you, huh?---“
“Anything for my sister..”
Rery smiled back at Val.
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“It turns out you were right yes, May.. this is reality..”.
Val said, when the car he was riding it had reached the opposite of a house that would have been so familiar to Val and his family.
Where there are two people standing, it appears to be interacting on the inside after the fence of the house that Val was looking at. “Kak Kafeel... looks comfortable yes, with him?..”
Val commented again.
With his tears that began to be produced again, then raved while chuckling forcefully. As if laughing.
Which indeed, Val was laughing at himself in bitterness.
“Yes yes.. Kak Kafeel must be comfortable, with a woman who is pregnant with her child.. which.... it should be my place... I.. who should be, be there.”.
Val decays, and Mika immediately snaps.
While Rery and Ann and their two bodyguards, back again berahah.
Piteously.
And yes, at this time..what else can be felt besides that?
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To be continue...