
Sorry, I Can't
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“I will not build the palace of my love, on the palace of my sister's love that has been destroyed.”
mikaela Finn Adjieran Smith—
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At one time,
The Great Mansion of The Adjieran Smith, London, England,
Hey Mrs Kafeel wannabe. Back to college back to the mansion. Your future husband is here.
There was Mika who smiled amusedly while typing a message to one of her sister's numbers, Val.
And smiled amusedly once again, when his chat immediately got a response from Val who contacted him directly via phone call to make sure.
“You're serious, May?!”
“Iyaa... When do I lie, try?----“
“Okay, I’m sleeding back.”
“Waduh!” Then Mika kicked her head. ‘Aigooo!!!! My fault! Haish! Forgot if the caterpillar will be a caterpillar that is irritating himself if he has heard Kak Kafeel is here!’
Mika cursed in her heart then.
‘I shouldn't have told Val Buru – about Kak Kaf here. Stupid yes it's the caterpillar for sure.’
Mika nodded again. Then he smiled again.
“Acute bucin base!.” Mika sneer with amused grunt. ‘Sort of you yourself are not acute bucin sufferers now, oh Mikaela Finn Adjieran Smith???..’
Then Mika sneered to herself.
Then smile to himself while paying attention to his phone, where his photo and Arya who became the main screen wallpaper of Mika's phone.
“Again busy ga yes, she?..”
Mika mutters.
Why else?
Not wanting to disturb Arya who Mika feels is at work after she glances at the clock on the wall of her room, but instead her hands have been hunted typing chat on Arya and she sent it too. Alibi Mika anyway, ‘Inseng aja..’
Also, ‘Gue join this again empty lecture schedule, no assignments..’.
But the heart of his other little heart sank,
‘Plus kangen too... Hehehe,’ while Mika cengengesan herself.
And when Mika was grimacing herself, her phone rang.
And those whiny lips, turned into a big smile.
When the person he sent the chat just now, called and invited him to a video call, as often.
“Cie, kangen nih ye???..”
A direct line of leds was heard from Mika's phone, following the appearance of the peddler who contacted Mika shortly after he sent a chat to the number in question.
“Ck.” Mika just immediately clucked with a slight grunt when the person who contacted her was.
Aryans,
Directly mocked when it has been connected to each other in a video call.
“Gue is also kangen, Neng Judes.”
Arya continued to speak.
Mika also explained her smile.
The picture of her heart that has begun to be happy, maybe even addicted if Arya has behaved and said sweet words sounded in Mika's ear.
“Buwn up?”
Arya asked later.
“That's good! I never wake up at six in the morning, okay?!-----“
“Mantep would-be wife Solehah,” said Arya, then Mika snorted amusedly.
“Lo ate, Ar? -----“
“Learn in a minute,” Arya. Then a casual chat accompanied by jest lasted between the two lovebirds for a few dozen minutes.
“So home in three weeks?..”
“So, God willing. Hopefully less than that. I am in a hurry if I can go home before three more weeks ----“
“Ya is already that..”.
“By the way, her wedding preparations Val same Kak Kaf already where?..”
Arya asks before she decides on her video call with Mika. And Mika answered him immediately.
“Ya is so. Sorry, I can't help the maximum... But later fitting back, I will try to nemenin you help Val to take care of his marriage with Kak Kaf.”.
Arya responded to Mika's response. “Casual,” respond Mika. “We also don't bother very much. It has been taken care of by WO and EO for the most part. So most of us people will be busy making fittings. Only later next month, we all go to Jakarta to crosscheck all preparations..”.
“Huum,” murmured Arya.
“Lo clothes will be sent to Papa's house with Mama lo in Jakarta? -----“
“Papa same Mama lo also it ----“
“Iya, yes... Why are you smiling?..”
Arya who was indeed smacking that smile so chuckled because of Mika's words.
“My lens, Neng Judes is submissive now ----“
“Happy are you alive, Arya Narendra???” hatch Mika.
“Woyaclear,” sahut Arya. “Gue lives in a prosperous family, dear ortu, not a broken home child, my work is clearly towards sustainability, have a boyfriend even though judes but saucy is not a play that makes me fall in love half-close, I am, do I want to marry young again???... How unhappy try my life???...”
Mika also giggled to hear Arya's story. Then review the smile later, because his heart warms after hearing Arya's story where in the story of his girlfriend dimeh otw his fiancee there is a sentence Arya who praised and thanked herself for being in a relationship with him. Occasionally do not believe, if the ex-sadboy who used to be Mika often sneers and so-in fact can make himself fall in love in such a way.
“Eh but Mi, lo ga changed his mind right? ----“
“About?” hatch Mika.
“About my intention to apply later abis Val and Kak Kaf married?..”
“At any time I did that? Who wants to come to propose to you, elo?.”
Arya commented a smile. “Yes yes precisely that,” the cetus later. “Gue sure bin mantep for lamar lo. It is precisely the elonya that makes me worried.”
“Worry?”
“Yes I'm worried you changed your mind.”
Then Arya silently looked at Mika.
“Although tetep, I will accept all of your decisions, if indeed you are hesitant to break down the principle of lo. Because as I said, for whatever time I will wait lo.”
“.....”
“But to know, Mi. Again I am interested. Belikin lo completely, halalin lo. Is my highest dream.”
Mika pulled the corner of her lips.
Arya was the same, she smiled warmly at Mika.
“Still yes, Ar.” Mika softens. “And as I have said, if you are serious to keep coming to propose, I will not give rejection.”.
Arya smiled warmly.
“Thank you, Neng Judes?..” said Arya later.
“Yes that's it, I continue working huh? My coworkers like ready to go to maxi.”.
“Iya..”
Mika replied by commenting on a smile.
“Oh yes one more thing Mi. As serious as I want to come to propose to you, I am also serious when I say that I will not limit you after we marry.
“Iya, Ar.”
Mika nodded sweetly.
“Love and miss you, Mi,” said Arya.
“Too..”
Mika said a short answer, then mengawumnya smile after Arya chuckled crisply before the ex-Sadboy ended his video call with Mika.
Where a few minutes after, “KAK CAFEEEELLLL!...”
A hysterical scream from someone Mika knew very well was heard when Mika was about to look for busyness and came out of her private room.
“Val?!” cetus Mika quickly, while then half ran towards the stairs of the mansion. “Yes God!!! Val! What is this?!... Val why???!!”
“M-aayyy.. please.. please pursue Kak Kafeel... May... Ask... min-ta she's back, Maayy..”
Where Mika directly hugged one of her sisters who roared badly. Which then Mika heard the fact that happened from the mouth of Dad R after Val was calmed down.
“Then come to me, to retreat. She has made a fatal mistake where now there is a woman who is pregnant with her child.”.
Which makes Mika heavy when she was alone in her room. “Then this way, boro-boro thinking marriage is the same momongan. There, I can't bear to continue my proposal and engagement plan with Arya while Val gets hurt like that.”.
Mika dilemma.
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In the next few days,
The Adjieran Smith Main House, Jakarta, Indonesia,
“Don't tell Arya first huh, May? Because I feel ashamed... Even though I knew that Arya wouldn't have taunted me for this, I still felt ashamed. In addition to feeling the great pain in my heart..”.
‘Poor Val...’
There was Mika who then exhaled a little heavy, after remembering Val's words a while before Mika returned to her room in her family's residence in Jakarta.
‘I understand the position anyway, but in this way I can not ask Arya to postpone our application and engagement. I was confused as to what reason to ask Arya to back off our schedule, after the request of Dad R and Val who do not want the people in this family to know first about the cancellation of the marriage of Val and Kak Kaf.’
Mika massages her temples.
But at that time, until Mika returned again to London-Mika still continues to communicate with Arya as usual, although occasionally Mika ignored Arya's chat and phone calls.
Until before a tragedy that occurred in the main mansion of his family in London.
“May, may I have one thing for you?”
“Tell me, if I can I will give and do—“
“Plan your proposal and engagement of Arya and sister should not be canceled.”
“I've not thought about it, Val—“
“No May, you have to think about it. You deserve to be happy, May. And Aryan's sister is your happiness—“
“Iya Val, but—“
“Remember how devastated you were when Arya's sister was rumored to have died?”
“I remember Val. But I can't be selfish forwarding my proposal and engagement plan with Arya while you and—“
“That's not selfishness, May—“
“Val—“
“Promise May, promise not to be canceled if indeed Kak Arya so propose you—“
“Au—“
“May, Promise. Your proposal and engagement with Arya must continue, no matter what... It can't be canceled, especially if you think about deciding Arya just because of my misfortune... No way, May. Can't do. I'm not willing. So you have to promise me, huh, May? Can't decide Arya just because of me. Point. Promise, May?- You love me right, May?..”
“Yes yes lah—“
“Promise then. Can't break the bond of love between you and Arya just because of me. Please, May. Promise me?”
“Iya, I promise,”
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Promises.
The name of the promise must be kept. Because promise, equals debt.
Mika, was a person consistent with her words.
Regardless of his feelings for an Arya Narendra, who can break Mika's principle in the matter of relationships between the opposite sex.
Well, matters of the heart, is it not beyond the power of ordinary people?...
Back to the promise.
Mika promises Val one day.
What Mika should keep, because Val said, “Lamaran and your engagement with Kak Arya must still be carried out, no matter what happens.”.
But if this happens?...
“Valera Madelaine Aditama Ajieran Smith, Time of death (Time of death ), 10 AM.”
Which makes Mika's eyes wet not dry-dry.
‘I'm more than ruined, May... My heart sakiiit once, May... Plus, you feel it too. I feel guilty for you, May. Because you will bear the same pain as I felt no matter when... I'm increasingly unable to bear this burden on my heart, May. It feels tight every time I breathe... There's no, May... This medicine to relieve the pain in my heart?’
With fragments of Val's words since one sister was hurt very badly because love for love did not arrive and a betrayal.
‘There is no May, who sells beautiful dreams, a beautiful future with our loved ones?... If anything, buy it for me, May? Because my dreams are ruined, May... Crushed without rest..’.
“You fool, Val!..” ruk Mika.
However, Mika's curse was accompanied by tears.
“And because you bo-doh, sorry Val.. I don't want to keep my promise to you..”.
Mika drowned in her tears later.
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“But regarding your plans with Arya, no need to delay huh?.”
“I've been thinking of putting it off, Dad.”
“No May, no. Your happiness is also the main thing for me.”
“But, Dad-“
“Do as planned.. Your application event and Arya still have to take place however. At least there is happiness that surrounds my heart, in this sorrow.. And apparently.. At that time my mentality was strong to receive sympathy from our other families. Because on that day at least I can feel a little relieved and happy.”
‘But I cannot be relieved and happy, by dancing on my sister's tears even though her tears have dried up. Nah! I can't. Because Val's tears dried up not because he was healed from his wounds, but he was forced to dry... And for that, continuing my engagement with Arya?... No, I can’t.’
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“Fel, I want to collect a debt (Fel, I want to collect debt )”
“Debt ( Debt )?”
“You owe me your life when I saved you by donating my blood after you got an accident that time. Remember (You owe me your life when I donated my blood to you after your accident. Remember )?”
“How the way I pay you then (How do I pay you then )?”
“Help me betray Arya (Help me betray Arya )”
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To be continue......