
Happy reading my Bebi Bala - Bala all....
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Read it first but the episode, okay?
Tenkyu
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The Adjieran Smith Main House, Jakarta, Indonesia....
The blue atmosphere was created at the moment when all members of The Adjieran Smith family who were in their residence in Jakarta were planning spontaneously a consolation for Val.
Which may not be able to erase Val's sadness immediately, but the rush of doing something to comfort Val - is a form of effort to convey feelings, from those who love Val.
Just a touching sentence from a song sung lightly by the Val family members who were at their residence in Jakarta.
However, that simple consolation was able to make Val scratch the blue.
“Dad, dyy--“
“We love you, Baby”
Dad R whispered to Val who was tightly hugging him and roared.
“Very.”
Then one by one, the gathered family members approached and hugged Val after Dad R broke Val's embrace from her while memorizing her tears.
Hugging, stroking the head, peeling Val's forehead while whispering a sentence of support that is expected to calm Val's heart.
Although it may not be able to treat Val's injured liver. That's okay, this is how it feels to be enough for those who no longer see Val silently staring or even suddenly hysterical due to the great disappointment in his heart on Kafeel.
Yes, for now, this is enough.
With Val whose heart is breaking it, realize-if there is a family that will never leave, it will never hurt.
Quoting a sentence from a sage named Jalaludin Rumi,
“**Don't be sad. What you lost\, will come back in a different form.***”
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After consolation from his family members, Val then begged to retreat again for wanting to return to his private room.
“Promise, Val won't crack stuff anymore.... Val won't cry roaring anymore..”.
Once Val promises to his family who can smile with relief, although not entirely the relief they have.
“And promise you have to eat yes, Val?...”
Ann said, and Val nodded.
Val showed a smile that brought relief to the hearts of his family members.
“If Kak Val is lazy down for dinner, tell Aina aja yes? Later Aina who brought Kak Val's food to the room. Later Aina ate together with Kak Val all of you.”
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Val nods and smiles after hearing the heartfelt greeting of one of the young heirs who counts as his younger brother Val. “Val, want to have dinner with you later, can you?.” Val said later, looking at his entire family - who are still with Val.
That is, if there is no effort that produces results. The results that will be obtained are based on destiny.
But every effort for good will reap the same results, right?
All it takes is patience, because the results of the effort are usually not instant. It's okay, the important thing is that the effort continues until the desired results can be achieved - besides praying.
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Prayer so that Val who used to and deserves the usual-cheerful Val, ‘whispers’ even, can return completely.
Although it may, it takes a long time.
Again it's okay.
At least, their efforts - which the Val members said in their hearts - Val was willing to talk. No longer a statue without a soul.
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“Val, want to have dinner with you later, can?..”
So when Val spoke like that, the whole family smiled very broadly.
“You're amnesia or what?” Which question Val was immediately responded to by Poppa. “We are your family,” said Poppa again. “There are people asking permission to eat with his family, which in fact we should always eat together.”
Val gave a faint smile, after Poppa finished talking and squeezed his nose. Which then Val withdraws from Poppa and all.
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Val says goodbye by showing his smile to his family, who, though vague, are about to return to his private room.
But when Val had reached his private room that had been tidied up, even some parts of the wall seemed empty-smiling Val faded.
“Set that Brother on Val..” Val spoke up, as if he were talking to someone. Then her tears fell again, as a slow speck of rain began to fall outside Val's bedroom window.
Rained out...
Maybe never knew what it was wetting.
But Val's tears?...
Val's tears know who he fell for.
The person whose picture is still plugged neatly in a figura-that doesn't come into ‘victim’ Val's hysteria.
Still in place - aside from the figurines that display photos of Val alone, or with his extended family.
And the figura that Val was holding, was a figura that attached a self-image of the same subject - which was attached in the figura that Val had broken.
Some were alone, some were with Val. The Val noticed one of them - a picture of a figurine framing Kafeel's self.
Val took one of them.
Val notices the goal, with her throat firmly blocked, with tears coming back rushing down.
The figura that Val had just lifted up and noticed it then he firmly closed it.
Then the screams between the sobs were heard. “Hati Val, it hurts so much... Sis--“
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“Yang then let it pass yes, Val?”
Where the speech was embraced and just smelled by Val.
Val kept his promise, not to break things and not to cry roaring anymore.
It's just that when alone-pain in Val's heart, he felt it spread so tormenting him.
As Val remembered the pieces of memories full of laughter with the owner of his heart, but now even made Val's heart was embedded strong.
Feels so sick.
“Allah will not give you trials beyond the limits of his servant's patience, dear,”
And the words of one of Val's grandmothers slightly made Val stop feeling the scar in his heart, which again the words to encourage his heart were embraced and just touched by Val.
“Iya, Grandma...” replied Val quietly.
But his heart withers, the pain that came back Val felt spread.
‘But this is already well above the limits of Val's ability, Grandma... The pain is not gone – is gone... Val... Can't stand..’
Only Val did not show, a greater pain in his heart - to his family who had gathered without exception, except for those in London.
“Rejeki... death.. the same soul mate... udeh has his destiny, Val... udeh arranged the same Above. Kite just accept aje... If it hurts, dooain aje his heart... Let die patiently, until sicknye ilang.” said one of Val's grandfather who was also at the residence, said, the consequence according to the question of where he suddenly came with his wife without notice-is on the basis of his heart feeling unsettled, to his mind would come to the residence of The Adjieran.
I see, katenye die pade.
Ake Herman and Ene Bela.
Who sobbed as they came, after the stifling fact about Val they heard the story.
Miris, sad, kesel is the same as the Chapel.
But yes it-on the basis of the elders, Ake Herman and Ane Bela must be wise, as did Grandma Yuna.
Gappa, Gamma and Oma Anye.
Where more or less the opinion of the elders is the same, that is,
“You are as sick as reality, but sure, there will be wisdom in every event. God does not love trials beyond ability, but people are also required to be patient. If nothing can be done, surrender-is the only option. But prayer and effort should not be stopped if you want change, the rest, leave it to God-“
(Aren't you sodara-sodari? )...
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“So Val patient ye?” said Ake Herman again, where his old body was being hugged by Val.
And Ake Herman who sat flanking Val with Ane Bela was gently rubbed Val's head and mane, where Val he then embraced with affection.
“Sama gimane to Abang up to si Ares, Ake Sama Ane very much the same Val---“
“Iye, so that was the story of Val like this begono, Ake nyesek. Noh si Ene ampe kejer-“
“Im sorry Val... Sorry, to all of you too... Because of Val, you're getting so heart-wrenching-“
“Tuh the Papah the ah! So it's crying again Val. Cep cep grandson of Ene. Patience ye sayang. Val's not wrong, so there's no need to apologize. Are we family?... So the family name, if there is a difficult one, which laen also automatically feels difficult..” said Ane Bela. “Kenape cabe?..”
“Try!”
The sound then sounded.
“Iye that means. Swipe tongue Mamah..”
“Iye understand nine-nini name also.. so like the tongue...”.
Then Mami Prita chimed in the words of Ene Bela.
Interactions that make the ticklish taste appear in the stomach of those who see it, if that the Cemara Family has started throwing jokes.
“Any patient Val, ye?” continued Ane Bela.
“Iya, Nek..” said Val slowly who had also had to smile amusedly due to the behavior of one of his grandmothers who often acted funny.
“Well, smile..” said Ane Bela, who then gently pulled Val's body who was hugging Ake Herman. “Sini, hug Ane aje. Ake stinky ketek..”
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Warm, warm,
His family's interactions are Val's.
The jokes of his family, became temporary entertainers.
Sometimes he likes to miss, because his mind knows-and-thought him who has been so deep in hurting his heart.
Advice is still there that Val did not pay attention, because--yes, his mind knows to fly just like that. Which makes Val look dumb, staring blankly.
“Val, swim yuk?” invite Isha, but do not get an answer directly from Val's mouth. “Swimming...”
Isha spoke again to Val who seemed a little dazed due to daydreaming. “Oh,” new Val replied after Isha repeated her invitation.
Who then stood up from his place, when the parents and elders told Val to follow Isha's invitation, where the invitation was also a spark of ideas from the other Val brothers and sisters.
Val did not reject the invitation, he followed Isha and Ann who had wrapped their hands on the left and right sides of Val's arms, to go to the pool area of the residence. After earlier Val said goodbye to parents and elders.
Throwing a thin smile as well, where Val's smile - even though it was thin - was quite successful in transmitting the creation of many smiles from those who were with him.
Which although a little they feel relieved, see Val who will still control them to really disappear sad-even though Val's smile thin.
That's okay, there's still plenty of time to make Val's very thin smile come back wide.
Well time.
Which will be counted every second.
Which will be focused every second to remove the sembilu.
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“Why ignored phone Kak Arya, May?” val asks Mika, who seems to be flipping her phone until it becomes face down on a table by the pool.
Although Mika set her phone to silent mode, but Val had seen if there was a call from Arya who entered the phone of one of her sisters when the screen of Mika's phone turned on.
“Ga what, Val---“
“I’m okay, May,” said Val quietly. “There is no need to feel bad for me because you received her phone Arya.”.
“Later I will call Arya back after we finish here, Val...”
“May..”
Val touched Mika's arm.
“Thank you, May. Don't ruin your happiness, because of my flawed happiness, May.”.
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“Hai, Ar--“
“Hey,” greeting sumringah greeted Mika from the end of the phone stuck in the ear of one virgin, when Mika followed Val who asked her to receive a call from Arya.
Where the incoming call from Arya was a video call.
“Busy well?..” asked Arya with a sweet smile on Mika. Where Mika also throws a smile at him.
Mika who received the Aryan call is no longer beside Val, when she decides to take the video call from Arya.
“Engga kok---“
“It's hard on the phone but?”
“Iya, sorry. I... again rarely hold the phone from yesterday, Ar...” replied Mika.
“Hmm.”
“Lo again relax?”
Mika asked with the usual attitude towards Arya.
“Yap,” Arya replied. “It's holiday I---“
“Huum----“
“Eh Mi,”
“Ya?..”
Mika replied, while Arya seemed to frown a little.
“Lo, again in Jakarta?”
“Ah, i-iya..” question Arya a little make Mika nervous.
“Kok suddenly?---“
“Itu---“
“There is a problem, Mi?”
“Eum, hingga kok--“
“But suddenly in Jakarta?---“
“Eum, the--“
“Lo, cry out, Mi?” Arya asked.
While Arya noticed Mika's face, after that she had time to look at the scene behind Mika's body at a glance - but Arya would recognize the place where Mika is now, because KUJ is very familiar to Arya who often come to visit there.
‘For what happened (For what happened ).. I beg you, that only our family knows about this - I mean only our family, yes only us. You who are in front of me this.’
“What's up, Mi?..”
“Ga what is...” Mika replied, after she remembered Dad R's speech while in London, at the beginning of time Val got ‘luk’ from Kafeel.
“But your face is so swollen, Mi?--“
“Gue has seen this Indian film. Carried the atmosphere aja---“
“But instead of lo hate indian movies, Mi?.”
Mika grimaced in her heart.
“Yaa emaang..” says Mika.
“But how to watch?--“
“Yaa, because all at gathered when... Mami played that movie, so I don't want to follow the watch also-“
“Huum..”.
Arya then just accepted the explanation Mika who reviewed her smile on Arya.
Mika who indeed upholds her fathers, both her biological father and adoptive father, holds his promise to Dad R who asks that Val's problem, not to get out of the scope of their family.
And that's what Mika did.
Never hold the promise, sacrifice will Mika do.
All for the sake of love between brothers, besides Mika melos his heart for what happened to Val and his love story that ended with Val was destroyed.
Which makes Mika is in a dilemma, with her relationship with Arya.
Mika's little heart feels, it's not right if she is happy with Arya while Val is bearing wounds that Mika can't imagine her pain.
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Then after about a month after that day ...
“You don’t have to do this (You shouldn't do this ), May.”
On one occasion, Mika was in one place.
In a car to be exact, after facing a really stifling moment Mika's chest a few minutes earlier.
“Have to (Should be ), Fel.. Have to.” replied Mika, who responded to the words of someone from the three people who were accompanying her.
Felix and Elena, while the other is the Mika family driver.
“But, May... You’ve hurting your heart badly (But, May... You hurt your own heart very much )---“
“Val will be so mad to you because of this (Val will be so mad at you for this ), May.”
“Then I’ll waiting ( Then I will wait ).” Mika responded to the words of the two brothers who were with her. “I’ll be waiting Val come and pointed her finger to me. Scold me with her shrill voice (I'll wait for Val to come and point his finger at me. Scolding me with his cry ).”
Then Mika chuckles.
It's just that Mika's naughtiness sounds bitter.
“But the question is. will that happen??.. Can I, can we, hear her voice again (But the question is.. What's that gonna happen.. Can I, we can, hear his voice again )!.”
“We---“
“CAN WE (CAN GA )?!”
Mika charged towards Elena who was about to make a sound with a loud screech.
Elena fell silent.
Not because it was offended by Mika's screech, but because Elena understood just like her sister who understood Mika's feelings now.
“I just can’t (I just can't ).”
Mika melirih rasak's.
Decays later.
“When my sister choose. to close her eyes for not feeling the pain in her heart, how can I be happy on it (When my sister chose to close her eyes simply because she did not want to feel the pain in her heart and stop the dream she had, she said, how can I be happy on top of that )..”
Then looked again in a slightly choked voice, where Elena and Felix also felt choked.
“She has that dream before me. and I don’t want to steal Val’s dream that was burried (He had that dream first before me.. and I don't want to steal his dream Val who has been buried )----“
Choked.
Mika stopped her speech.
In addition to the phone ringing and Mika immediately received a phone call that entered her phone.
“Back to residence Mas Bram.”
Then Mika talks to the person in charge of being the current driver - who usually works as Mika's everyday personal bodyguard, from the two personal bodyguards Mika has.
After Mika finished talking on her phone.
“We must prepare the green house to be planted with red tulips.”
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To be continue.....