HAVE YOU EVER LOVED ME? (TAMAT)
CARING KEENAN
Keenan saw Arumi painstakingly feeding himself. There was a warm feeling in his heart that he had never felt before. Both are with women at this close distance. Before he always kept his distance from women, he was just afraid of being a victim like Omnya, Om Yudha. Om Yudha indeed Love died with his wife at that time until he did not realize that he had given everything to his wife.
But not with Arumi, somehow Keenan feels comfortable and also calm beside Arumi. Arumi's independent, hardworking, and motherly nature makes her touched by her heart.
Arumi feels Keenan is stealing glances at her. That made Arumi a misbehavior. However, during his time in Garut, Keenan was one of the people who played a role in his life. Indirectly Keenan helped him a lot, protecting him and sometimes taking care of his two children.
" Rum, I'm sorry to see your hijab. Wet hijab. You better hurry home. I'm not papa left alone. " Keenan knew that Arumi had to breastfeed her child immediately, maybe Arumi did not realize that her milk had seeped into her hijab.
Arumi then looked at her wet hijab. He's ashamed of Keenan. It's true it feels so tight. Arumi even forgot to bring her breast pump when she was going to the factory. Arumi also did not think that it would take Keenan to the hospital. Maybe it's true he should go home now.
" Oh yes Mas Keenan sorry. Maybe it's time for me to go home. I have to breastfeed exel and Aqila. "
"Yes, it's okay for you to go home."
"I live first. Tomorrow morning I'll come again to see Mas Kenan."
" yes. Be careful on the road. Later let Mr. Ujang who nganterin you go home. "
" Yes to Keenan.makasih."
Arumi walked out of the hospital she covered the wet hijab with a bag. Yes it needs as well. pumping his Asi at this time on. Hopefully the supply of ASI in the freezer is still enough for Exel and Aqila to drink for tonight.
In the hospital Keenan was smiling to himself, he had never felt this kind of feeling before. He was very happy when he was close to Arumi. Arumi is always attentive.
He felt that this time the pain was luck. It's good that he can go to the hospital, so he can feel Arumi's great attention to him. Especially after hearing Arumi's new call for her, Keean more flowery heart. It seemed like what he felt was truly love. As strongly as she held back this feeling and denied that it was not love, she now had to admit that what she felt was love. Just left Arumi 10 minutes, Keenan already misses him so much it is one of the characteristics of people who are in love, right?.
Arriving at home, Arumi immediately saw Exel and Aqila. It turns out they were both sleeping.
"Mom Fatma, were Exel and Aqila fussy?"
" No Arumi, since you left, Exel and Aqila have been sleeping well. They're not fussy at all. Maybe they know that their mother is taking care of their father-to-be" said Ms. Fatma while teasing Arumi.
"Ah ma'am Fatma is there."
After hearing the remark from Bu Fatma, Arumi rushed to pump her ASI. It really feels like it is going to explode.
Arumi is used to pumping his breast milk and thank God its original production is very abundant. So he put it in glass bottles and stored in the freezer that Bu Ema bought for him. He became calmer as well leaving the Twins at work. Because Asi stock so much.
When she pumped her breast, she remembered when Keenan had reminded her that the original had seeped into her headscarf she hoped that Keenan did not have any thoughts.
Today Arumi is forced not to go to work, she has contacted diamond and Mita because she has to keep the keenan. Intan also understands.
"Yes Tea is OK. Please take care of her future husband." Intan's temptation when Arumi called her this morning.
Arumi hopes her friends don't misunderstand her and Keenan's relationship. Arumi did all this on the basis of humanity. Because Ms. Ema herself asked him to look after Keenan.
Arriving at Arumi's hospital, he headed straight to Keenan's room to confirm Keenan's condition.
"Assalamualaikum Mas Keenan." Sapa Arumi Upon entering Keenan's room.
"Waalaikumsalam Arumi." Keenan felt that his heart was very happy, when Arumi came to see him. Arumi's arrival was enough to make her recover. The sick person must be happy, if he is happy the possibility of recovery will be faster. And the presence of Arumi makes Keenan happy and also the spirit to heal.
"Mas Keenan ate?"
"But Arumi, it's food on the table." Arumi turned to the table, looking at the food that had not been touched in the least.
Keenan had deliberately delayed his meal, waiting until Arumi came. Because he wants to be bribed again by Arumi like last night.
" Don't tell me Mas Keenan wanted to be bribed again last night. " Keenan turned to look at Arumi, Arumi apparently knew what was on his mind.
"No, I just don't want to eat. " Keenan lied to cover up his prestige.
"I'm already here for a bribe."
Keenan smiled at Arumi, moments like this are rare. So he will make the best use of it to get closer to Arumi and make sure his feelings for Arumi.
" Why are you smiling? "
"No, just happy again." Arumi only responded with a smile. He didn't want to go to Gr-an and felt Keenan liked him. He did not want to be disappointed the second time. He is also still traumatized to be in a relationship with men. Although he was sure Keenan would not do a deed like Rayyan.
But his attitude that always thinks positively, he who was convinced to Rayyan, made to love and hate at the same time. And that's what makes Arumi's wounds until now have not dried up completely. Even though he was trying to open his heart to others, there was still a barrier in his heart. Not accepting new people anymore. No one can be sure, right? if Keenan looks good, will one day act the same as Rayyan?
"Eat a lot, let the spit heal."
"You're so fucking Arumi."
