HAVE YOU EVER LOVED ME? (TAMAT)

RAYYAN

Arumi could only look at the two people with a sad look. I don't know what they did. But the point is Arumi has known everything. Although they can't hear what they're talking about, Arumi knows from their gesture. There is a special relationship between the two.

"Why are you, Rum?"

"It's okay, yes." Arumi brushed the water. 

"Let's eat first." Arumi nodded.

Arsya stared in wonder at what happened to Arumi. The woman looked pale and lethargic. 

"After this, I will take you home. You seem to be sick."

"No, I have to work for my son. "

"You sure?" Arumi nodded.

Arumi could not hold back her tears that kept coming out. His heartache this time was much more painful than the previous one. Like him today, after being tossed to a high place, then thrown down with roughness.

"Rum, I'll drive you home." You look fucked up now." 

"No. I'd better work." For Arumi right now there was nothing he could trust. Even Arsya hesitated to believe.

"Yes.."

"Yes.. What's the matter Rum?"

"I want to resign."

!!!!!!! Arsya braked suddenly and pulled out her car.

"You don't joke, Rum."

"I'm not kidding. Now there's nothing else I can trust."

"Why are you talking like that? You can trust me. Consider me your best friend. If there's a problem, you can tell me all the same to me."

"Thank You. But right now I can't trust anyone."

"Well, if that's what you want."

****

"Where are you going these nights carrying Rum's suitcase?" 

"It's none of your business! That's enough of the play you're playing Ray. You've got everything from me. What else do you want from me?" Arumi's tears can no longer be dammed.

"What are you talking about Rum?I don't know what you mean." Rayyan grabbed Arumi's hand, but she brushed.

"Already Ray. Don't play any more in front of me. I know you play with fire with my best friend, right? I don't know what you're planning. I obviously don't care." Rayyan was shocked to hear Arumi's words. 

"Oh, good if you already know!" Rayyan went into her study. He came out and handed a map to Arumi.

Arumi read the contents in the map.

"Oh because of this, you did all this to me?"

"Not to mention Arumi, dear. Let's quickly sign here. After that, you can go wherever you want. One more thing I won't divorce you before the child is born."

"Yes I understand. After this child is born please divorce me. And let me live quietly with my son."

"Just kid you.. That boy will be mine. You won't be able to be with this child."

"I'll fight for my son."

"He's not Arumi's son. Didn't you ever want it?"

Arumi's tears are getting worse. I don't know what you're calling Rayyan. At first, Arumi did not want this child. Because Rayyan raped her. But the longer the child was in her womb, the more she loved him.

"Whatever you say. Obviously I'm going. " Arumi stepped away with his suitcase and carried a deep wound. 

Rayyan just flinching. He let Arumi go with his son. Because the goal has been achieved. Getting the tanga sign. Arumid. If only he knew he could easily get Arumi's autograph, maybe he wouldn't have performed as he did yesterday. If it is like this, divorce is not a problem for him. He had no idea that the wound he had inflicted this time would make him regret.

Arumi walked down the street on foot. His mind went nowhere. There is only pain that is so intense. The sound in the sky indicates rain. But Arumi doesn't care. Until finally it rains hard. He knows he's not alone now. There was a fetus in his stomach that he had to protect. Finally he took shelter on the terrace of the shop that was closed. He waited a long time in the cold. But the rain did not stop.

The glare from the car blocked Arumi's view. I don't know who came down with an umbrella for him. 

"Arumi.. What are you doing here? Let's go in."

"Archiah.. "

Arumi got into Arsya's car. Arsya gives her jacket to Arumi who looks very cold. 

"Why the hell is Rum? same story me. I can you believe."

"But the problem is I don't know who the opponent is and who the friend is now. Even your sister who I thought was my best friend, turned out to be a traitor." Inner Arumi.

"Why silence Rum? Where am I going to take you now?"

"As far as I'm concerned, don't go to my house or your house. I don't want to see Keisya anymore."

"What's wrong with Keysha? What did he do to you?"

"You just ask him. He knows better what he's planning for me."

"Well, I'll ask him tomorrow."

Arsya brought Arumi to her apartment for a while. Until he knows what the problem is. And where he's going to save Arumi.

"Now you rest here. There's no need to be afraid. I'm not gonna fuck with you."

Arsya gives her bedroom to occupy Arumi. While he sleeps outside. 

Arumi felt lucky that there were still people who cared about her. Even now it's hard to trust people. But somehow with Arsya he felt comfortable and believed that the man had no evil intentions on him.

"Prophey yes, Son. We have to be strong. Mom promised me she would always love you. We'll find a comfortable place for us to stay together, son." said Arumi while stroking her stomach. He did not expect that fate would lead him to this fate. He could only hope that there would be happiness for him.

The next day Arumi cooked in the kitchen. He saw Arsya still sleeping soundly. The clock shows five o'clock. But Arsya has not prayed. He's gonna wake Arsya up. 

"Yes, wake.. " Arya blinked her eyes. 

"Sholat is yes." 

"Astagfirullah.brapa's clock is Rum?"

"Fifth hour."

"God.. I missed the congregational prayer in the mosque."

"Sorry, I was wrong earlier not to wake you up."

"Father, I too am exhausted to sleep."

The next morning Arumi had been cooking for herself and Arsya.

"That's so good it's like Rum.."

"Cobain Yes."

drrt. drrt..

"Hello Key.. "

"....."

"It's so sudden."

"....."

"Yes, my sister's coming home tonight. "

"What's up?" Arumi asked after the phone call from Keisya was cut off,

"That's Keisya said he wanted to apply for someone. later that night his guy would come to propose to him."

"Oh." "haven't knocked the hammer yet.You can't wait to formalize your relationship." Inner Arumi. He hated Rayyan. But the status of her who is still Rayyan's wife certainly makes her sick. Arumi could only sincerely accept everything.