HAVE YOU EVER LOVED ME? (TAMAT)

NAUSEA IN THE MORNING

"You?"

"Arumi." They both stared at each other. There were a thousand questions in their minds.

Arumi soon leaves the woman she knows was her husband's mistress when they first got married. He didn't want to talk to that woman. Arumi headed to her room. There is a lot of work that he has to do today. Every now and then he scrunched his forehead feeling very dizzy.

He struggled with his files for a long time, finally arriving at his lunch hour. Like the original plan, he will treat his boss with Keisya.

"Come, Miss Arumi." Keisya greeting Arumi who is still cleaning his desk.

"Eh.. Siang Key's... Let's go now."

"Yuk. You're the one who bought it, right?"

"Yes, Come on."

Arumi actually wants to save money because of his depleted savings. But how else would he not want to make his new boss angry.

Arriving at the Lobby, Arsya was already waiting there. He does not hang out with his employees. It makes Arumi who saw it from a distance feel amazed at the figure of Arsya who is humble and friendly to anyone. Even on OB. Not like the cold Rayyan. Thought Arumi.

"Arumis.. You're talking to Keisya?" Asked Arsya who felt a little disappointed because they did not walk together, but there was health between them.

"Emang why Brother? don't like me coming? do you want to be with Arumi?" Sergey Keisya who seemed to frown because he felt his presence disturbed Arumi and Arsya.

"Ah not koq. Let's just get my car." Bring Arsya.

"Yes, sir." Arumi answered with a smile.

Enter them in one of the expensive restaurants in Jakarta. Arumi was reluctant to go in there. Because he knew the price of food per serving there could be hundreds of thousands. Arumi held tightness in her chest. Back then when his father's business was still there might not be a problem. But now all of them had taken away the original owner. And now Arumi really has to skimp.

"Let's go in. Why the hell?" Arsya said as she slowly stepped away from Arumi and Keisya.

"Come Rum. Calm down my brother will pay." Keisya seemed to know what Arumi was thinking.

"Ah. okay."

"What do you want to order?" Ask Arsya to Arumi.

"This is all, sir." Arumi pointed to one of the pictures on the food menu.

"Okay, we order two." Said Arka.

"Eh, brother I'm koq ga bargained. It's so bad, mbak, I want this pesen yes." Keisya said to one of the Priests there.

"Where is Rum, you like your job now?" Arsya asked Arumi. Arsya did not tire of looking at Arumi's clean white face and beautiful lashes. Maybe he will issue a collection of Muslim fashion because it is inspired by Arumi.

"Thank God love it, sir."

"It can't be if outside the office don't call me sir. I feel so old." Arsya was angry but smiling. What a rare sight for Bosses who rarely smile.

"Yes, Brother."

Arsya patted her forehead. Signs he is not out of thought with the idea of Arumi calling him Kak.

In the middle of their lunch. Arumi was surprised by the presence of men and women who seemed to be in intimate company and laughing at each other.

"Andre?" Arumi did not understand why Andre was walking alone with her husband's mistress. It's a pity for Andre to have to fall in love with that woman.

"You know them Arumi? That's what women work at my place. Name's Sherly. She's one of the best Fashion Designers in my company. I rely heavily on his ability to target market share. He is very good at making works that many people like.

"Oh.. " Arumi was bored with the compliment on the woman. Arumi yearya take Sherly is her husband's affair.

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A month passed after that. Rayyan went back to the bathroom a few times. I don't know why he's been feeling sick since he woke up. His head also felt throbbing. Today is exactly one month of his agreement between Arumi and him. If Arumi is not pregnant for one month, Rayyan will release Arumi. That's why Rayyan can't sleep all night.

"Ah may catch this wind."

Rayyan took a shower and rushed to the office. No matter how nauseous he was right now, he ignored it.

Arriving at the office, he called Andre to his room.

Tok to tok.

"Lake in!"

Andre opened the door and entered Rayyan's room.

"What's Ray?" Andre asked a little confused. Because Rayyan said there was something important to say.

"Ndre, please take care of 40% of my shares, you're in Arumi's name. Today is the last limit of our deal. If she's not pregnant, then we're getting a divorce and I'll take it easy if I give some of my shares to Arumi.

"What's? pregnant?" Andre seemed to think hard. Have they ever done it? Doesn't Rayyan hate Arumi so much and vice versa?

"Y's enough that's all I want to say to you. Please take care of it quickly."

"Yes, Ray." A million questions are on the mind of the current seduction.

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Arumi looks lethargic today. From the morning she was very nauseous every time she smelled the pungent scents like soap or perfume she used to wear. Finally Arumi did not use perfume at all to go to the office.

" Hoek-hoeck.." Just now Arumi wants breakfast, there happens to be a smell of fried onions from his breakfast this morning. He rushed to the bathroom and spilled his stomach. But there is only clear liquid.

"Ah.. lemes once I. Why am I so weird today." Arumi came out of the bathroom and cleaned her mouth with a tissue.

Finally he could only eat bread with chocolate jam with a glass of warm milk provided by Ms. Fatma.

"Bak Arumi, should you not go to the office? arumi looks so pale."

"It's okay, Mom. I am still strong. Not good with bosses if they skip on."

"Yes, Arumi finished her meal and carefully brought her car." Ms. Fatma is like Arumi's parents. He was always there for Arumi after her mother died.

"Yes, Mom. Thanks." Thanks."

After breakfast, Arumi immediately left for the office. Finally, he had to tell Mr. Budi to bring his car. He felt weak to drive this morning.

Along the way, Arumi remembers today is the last day of her agreement with Rayyan. Whether she's pregnant or not. Getting pregnant? suddenly Arumi's body felt weak. Perhaps what he felt from the morning was a sign... Arumi shook her head. She was trying to deny that she was pregnant. But it's true. He should have had his monthly guests two weeks ago. Because of his busyness in the office, making him forget that he was late for 2 weeks.

"Oh God how is this?" Arumi said slowly but can still be heard Mr. Budi..

"Is there a problem with Arumi?" Ask sir Budi.

"Ah no sir." Arumi.

Does she need to check her pregnancy? He doesn't want to do it. Somehow Arumi suddenly wanted to smell the masculine scent of Rayyan's body. Like not being on his senses this time.

The longer Arumi wants to see Rayyan.

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