HAVE YOU EVER LOVED ME? (TAMAT)

ARUMI'S FEAR

Every night after work, Rayyan took the time to look for Arumi. It is very unlikely but at least better to look even though it is less likely than just to stay still. I don't know how many hours tonight he's turning the streets of the capital. If he is still in Jakarta. If Arumi left Jakarta how? Rayyan's heart is getting worse.

After getting tired of looking for Arumi, Rayyan returns to her home. The house that when he entered in it always remembered all the memories with Arumi. But not much he remembers.

Rayyan threw herself. It was just loneliness that he felt. Will Arumi be back next to her again or not? Rayyan hated herself. Andre said he was the reason Arumi left. Until now he has not been able to think, can he do such a bad thing?

Rayyan stayed awake even though time had shown past midnight. He took ablution water, the pouring of ablution water made him feel calm. Although already praying isya' in the mosque, he wants to pray sunnah tahajud even though he has not slept tonight. It is more afdhol if you sleep first. But there is no prohibition on running tahajud before going to bed. As is the case with Rayyan.

Rayyan raised her hand, praying to the khaliq that one day his wife might return, with her children who might have been born into the world. Tears were shed as he prayed for his wife and son. Her son or daughter felt very claustrophobic when she remembered that.

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"Ray. You have to take responsibility for my sister. It's good that you stay with him!!"

"Sorry who? I don't know you."

"Don't pretend to forget you Ray. You once came to me to propose to Keisha after you dumped Arumi."

"You know Arumi?"

"It doesn't matter to me to answer your question. Now come with me to the hospital. "

"Who's sick?"

"My sister.. Keisha. He almost killed himself if I didn't break into his room."

"Killed yourself?"

"Yes committed suicide. Because you just left him. He almost slashed his veins if I didn't break the door to his room."

"I'm sorry I didn't know your sister. I should how?"

"What a joke is this Ray. You obviously took my sister away to get married. My sister is also handicapped like this because of you."

"Me??"

"Yes, You!!

Rayyan was astonished by the words of the person in front of her. He doesn't know whose name it is.

"Come fast!! You need to talk to him carefully if you want to leave him. Don't be Ray's coward!"

Rayyan wouldn't accept being a coward. Finally he wants to go with Arsya to see Keisha who is being treated at the hospital right now.

Arsya and Rayyan walk down the aisle of the Hospital. Soon they arrive in front of Keisha's room.

Rayyan looked at the pale looking Keisha. He felt guilty if indeed he was the cause of all this.

"Ray.. You're finally here."

"Why are you doing something stupid like this?"

"I don't want to lose you, Ray. "

"But I don't remember you at all, Key. How else do I convince you?"

"Come back to me, Ray. Arumi is gone. He won't come back to you again."

"I'll look for him until I see him, and apologize to him."

"Why should you look for the non-existent?"

"I'm here, Ray. I'll accompany you. Please come back to me."

"Sorry Kei I can't. I just love Arumi. "

"As far as you are, Kei."Rayyan turned around again walking outside the room. Arsya who was waiting outside, went back inside when she saw Rayyan coming out .

"You don't be like this, kei."

"I don't want to lose Rayyan Brother." Keisha cries in Arsya's arms.

****

Arumi gets a leave of absence from Ms. Ema. Ms. Ema hopes that Arumi can take care of her child until the Twins can really be left behind.

Arumi was happy to see her two children. The man looked a lot like Rayyan. And the woman looks like her. Not yet clearly seen only the difference in the eye is striking. Axel inherited his father's narrowed eyes. Aqila tends to be more rounded like her. Taking care of twins is very difficult. Fortunately, there was Ms. Fatma who helped her take care of the Twins.

"Mbak Rumi, eat first. Ma'am needs a lot of food to get a lot of it."

"Thank you ma'am, I keep ngrepotin mom."

"It's okay mbak. I think of you as my own son."

"Thank you ma'am, I can't imagine if there's no mother, what's the fate of me and my children, Mom."

"Everything is arranged by God. We meet because of God and part because of God."

"I am grateful to be surrounded by good people. Ms. Fatma, Lilis, Ms. Ema. All good with me."

"Mas Keenan isn't good mb?"

"Neither ma'am."

"Bak Arumi koq's face is red?"

"What the hell, Mom?"

"May there be a soul mate for you, Ma'am. I like Keenan. If the parents ask for mercy. Ms. Ema also often told me that Keenan was a sweet child. Never against parents.'

"That's it, Mom?"

Arumi doesn't know much about Keenan. The man has minimal speech and minimal expression in front of him. Don't know about him. Just talking never."

"If you want to see whether a man is good, you can see from the way he treats his mother, mbak. I think Keenan is a good man and is suitable for Arumi."

"Ah mother, I haven't thought of a companion yet, Mom. I want to focus on working for my kids. Axel and Aqila are going to cost a lot."

"If only the company in Bandung could be owned by Mbak Arumi, of course you will not be in trouble like this huh mbak."

"It's mom, I've been sincere. Let Rayyan take everything. Treasure is not brought to death, ma'am. I was young. I can still work for my kids. Mother, don't worry. God willing, these children bring their own sustenance. I'm sure there'll be a way."

"Yes mom, I pray that Arumi's mom is always healthy and works well."

"Aamiin.mank you."

Arumi heard her phone ring. There was a call from Mr. Budi.

"Hello sir, what's wrong?"

"Sorry, I just wanted to say. Some days Andre often comes here. But I didn't meet. Then I noticed someone was stalking the house. Mungki Mas Rayyan's.

"Thank you, sir. Be careful at home. Don't give me any info about me."

"Yes to Arumi."

Arumi seemed to think for a moment. He knew that Rayyan was trying to take his son. What should he do now? Arumi is back in a state of fear.