HAVE YOU EVER LOVED ME? (TAMAT)

RAYYAN'S FEELINGS

Rayyan blinked her eyes as Arumi shouted and cried as she pleased. Rayyan sat next to his wife who looked extremely chaotic. Rayyan hugs Arumi but her hand is pushed rough by Arumi.

"You're Rayyan's asshole! Goddamn bum. You made my father die. Now the treasure I have is the only one you took away as well. You want what Rayyan? You want me to be destroyed, destroyed as broken as it is? Why are you doing all this the same to me. Am I wrong with you Rayyan?" Rayyan was just speechless hearing all of Arumi's words. He knew he had done evil to Arumi.

"I don't want to divorce you. I don't want you to leave me, Arumi. Please don't leave me."

"Now I'm asking Have you ever loved me? So you say it like that?"

"I love you. I love you so much Arumi. Not just ever, but being and will forever love you."

"When Rayyan? Since When? Ever since I lost everything. Including this? Arumi pointed at the blood spots attached to the bed linen they were sitting on right now." Rayyan hugged Arumi tightly. Arumi thrashed but Rayyan tightened her embrace.

"First I saw you. But my revenge overcame my love. And I only realized after you left me. "

"And can you say all this after you have taken all my happiness? please let me go. I gotta go. I'll take care of our divorce soon. I don't care what I'm doing right now." Arumi is struggling, but Rayyan silences Arumi's mouth with her lips. Rayyan tightened her embrace. Arumi could not dodge because Rayyan suddenly kissed her. He's getting thrashed. To the point that he clawed Rayyan's arm. Rayyan who was in pain let go of her kiss. Instead of leaving he instead switched to **** his wife. And he did it again for the second time.

the plaque!!!

the plaque!!

Arumi slaps Rayyan several times after Rayyan releases a seed inside her womb.

Arumi felt like a worthless woman. He entered the bathroom with trembling steps. His body was crumbling, the pain in his core was not worth the pain of his heart.

Rayyan could only duck and bury her head between her bent knees.

Rayyan knew after this Arumi would hate her so much. She just wishes Arumi could get pregnant. Until whenever Rayyan would never leave him. And she will fight to get Arumi's love.

Rayyan catches up with Arumi to the bathroom because Arumi has been inside for so long. Rayyan's worried..

"Arumy.." Sure enough Arumi was already lying under the bathtub. His body is very pale. Rayyan lifted him into the room. Change her clothes and give her a blanket.

Rayyan immediately cleaned herself up and immediately made a warm tea for Arumi. Breakfast was prepared by the Villa manager.

Rayyan sat next to Arumi, clasping her hand tightly and rubbing her hand to make it feel warm.

Not long Arumi siuman. He saw Rayyan next to him. Arumi did not want to fight at this time, because her head felt very heavy.

Rayyan brought warm tea for Arumi.

Rayyan took food for Arumi. He scoops a mouthful of warm chicken porridge and a seductive aroma. Arumi. He won't open his mouth.

"I beg you to eat! you can get sick if you don't eat." Rayyan.

"Don't be so considerate of me after everything you've done to me. You have made my life suffer. By doing this the same as I. I feel like a prostitute. You don't appreciate me at all."

"SUFFICIENT ARUMI!" Jerky Rayyan. " Never say you're a whore again. You're not a whore. You're my wife. Is it wrong of me to ask for my rights as your husband?"

"I know you're my husband. But you shouldn't have taken it without my permission. If all this is part of your revenge mission to my father, then you have succeeded in destroying Rayyan. Just so you know. My life was also ruined when I saw the affair between my father and your mother. You know, until my mother died my father went with your mother somewhere. I saw with my own eyes my mother was lifeless in her room. You know how I felt then? I'm shattered. I hate my father and his mistress is your mother. But have I ever tried to take revenge on you for my pain? Not Rayyan. I just want to be a good wife. It was a lesson for me to be a better woman, unlike your mother. It's not like you can't take a lesson, instead zolimize people."

Arumi spilled out all the feelings she harbored. Rayyan could only be stunned hearing everything Arumi said.

Rayyan is now aware that she and Arumi are victims. They both suffer. Rayyan still has a father despite her father's mental breakdown. As for Arumi, she now had no parents. And one of them died because of him.

Rayyan did not stop condemning herself so much for Arumi.

"I'm sorry. I beg you to forgive me. We started everything from the beginning. I'll do everything as long as you're happy. I've been making you suffer all this time. I promise after this I won't make you cry anymore." Rayyan wanted to hug Arumi, but she brushed off Rayyan's hand.

"I don't need your forgiveness. I still want a divorce from you. At first I thought I could learn to love you since my father betrothed you to me. But because of your treatment like that, now there is not the slightest love for you. Do you think marriage is not based on love and affection? I am not a weak woman like my mother. Take me home now!"

"I don't want to." Rayyan.

"OKAY. I can go home by myself." Arumi stood up with a slight daze. He was looking for a grip to be able to stand up strong. Just a few steps down again. Rayyan hurriedly approached Arumi.

"Please!" Arumi Gertak.

"Please tell me what I can do to get sorry from you. Is not Allah forgiving? why won't you forgive me Arumi?"

Arumi can't do anything if Rayyan ends up mentioning God's name. Arumi realized now that she was no different from Rayyan before. Rayyan was right, should she still behave like this to Rayyan. He was afraid that his heart would harden. And even more afraid if he gets cocky. Being arrogant does not mean being proud. But the pride in this is that he does not want to hear and do what God says.

"I forgive me. But please let me go. I can't be your wife anymore."

Rayyan turned her eyes. Resist tightness. He is indeed a fool, because he only realized his feelings after Arumi hated him.

"Y we've been waiting for another month. If you're not pregnant, I'll take you off."

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