HAVE YOU EVER LOVED ME? (TAMAT)
SEARCH FOR INFORMATION
Some days Arsya is worried about her sister's condition. Keisha would not eat at all. He just stared at the night sky on the balcony near his room. Sitting in a wheelchair, occasionally shedding tears. Lamenting his terrible fate. He remembered how Rayyan had expressed love to him. Keisha falls in love with Rayyan.
Sometimes Keisha regrets her stupidity for giving Rayyan a crazy idea to pretend to marry Arumi. Now he has to lose Rayyan forever. It's not fair to him with all this. He lets Rayyan marry Arumi so Rayyan gets what she wants. But when all he got, Rayyan dumped him.
The night wind was getting cold piercing the skin. Arsya who saw her sister sitting pensive can only be concerned about everything that happened to her sister. But anyway, this was Keisha's own fault.
"You eat first, Key, don't let yourself fall like this. You're young, your future is long, Key."
"No, sister, I don't want to eat. Let me starve to death, brother."
Arsha pulls Keisha in her arms.
"Hush. Don't talk about it, Key. You still have a sister. Keys. Don't let yourself stay down like this."
"What should I do, brother? I'm not going back to Rayyan. Because he's already my mentality 3, brother."
Keisha was crying, her tears were flowing.
"You must be sincere, Key. You must be strong. Because you started this game yourself. Now if it's just disappointment you get, that's the consequence you have to bear for what you're doing."
"Brother blame me?"
"It's not so, but think about it, none of this would have happened without cause, right? And now you have to fix it."
"I'm weak brother."
"No. You can get up again. You try to get busy with work for example."
"But I'm a cripple. I can't walk. I'm ashamed of my employees."
"Your feet can be treated and someday you will be able to walk again, Key."
"I have no spirit to heal, Brother."
"Even if nothing can be a passion for you, make yourself an encouragement for yourself. You gotta get up Key." Long Keisha thought. It is true, too, said Arsya. With him weak and down like this, Rayyan and Arumi would be happy to see him like that. He must be healed. He should be able to get Rayyan back. He won't let Rayyan come back to Arumi again.
"Sister, I want to eat."
"It's donk." Arsya comes out of the room and gets food for Keisha. Arsya is also heartbroken but he is trying hard. If there is still a soul mate for him and Arumi, surely one day he will meet Arumi again.
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Rayyan is looking for Arumi every day. He no longer knew where to look for his ex-wife. Regrets always come too late. Andre said, there were so many mistakes he made with Arumi. To this day, he doesn't know why he can do that.
Somehow he suddenly wants to go to Arumi's old house. Andre has been there a lot. But nil, the house was deserted like it was uninhabited. Rayyan drives her car to Arumi's house. He deliberately did not park the car in front of the house. But he stopped about a hundred meters from the house.
Rayyan was almost desperate, before she finally saw Mr. Budi, Arumi's driver who walked in cautiously. Without a second thought, Rayuan immediately came down to meet Mr. Budi. He ran and finally he was able to meet Mr. Budi, as he was about to open the door of the house.
"Sir" who was called looked back.
"Mas... Rayyan." Mr. Budi looked trembling when he saw Rayyan.
"Please, sir, please. I won't act that way."
Budi saw despair in Rayyan's eyes. His pleading gaze made Pak Budi want to open the gate for Rayyan, as well as he wanted to know what Rayyan was looking for in order to get information for Arumi.
"Please sit down, Rayyan."
"Thank you, sir."
"What's it gonna take, Mom."
"Sir, do you know where Arumi is right now?"
"I'm sorry Ray, I don't know at all. He just left this house to me. Ma'am Arumi left without telling her where she went."
"Surely sure?"
"Yes, Mum."
"Yes already then. I am not forcing. If he suddenly calls you, please tell me I miss him a lot. I hope he comes back. I promise I won't hurt him again."
"Yes, but I'm not sure when to meet Arumi. Was Ray looking for Arumi's mom all this time?"
"Since the accident that happened to me, I am very sorry for what I did to Arumi. Every day I look for him. Not to hurt him. But I just want to apologize."
Mr. Budi saw that there was sincerity in Rayyan's eyes. But given all the crimes Rayyan has committed, Mr. Budi will not easily believe it. He had to pass this information on to Arumi.
"Yes mas Ray, later if for example Mbak Arumi contact me, I will say the words of Mas Ray. "
"Thank you, Sir. Excuse me first."
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After Rayyan's departure, Mr. Budi immediately contacted Arumi.
"Hello, what's wrong, Mr Budi?"
"Sir, I'm sorry I was caught with Mas Rayyan."
"Oh, can koq sir?"
"I talked to Ray for a long time. He's been looking for Arumi's mom. Said he wanted to apologize to Arumi's mom. He wants Arumi back. He also promised not to hurt me anymore. I saw sincerity when I said that."
"Sir, please don't believe in the same silence instead of me su'udzon, but Rayyan is like a wolf in sheep's clothing. He said he would take his son after birth. And maybe this is his tactic to take twins away from me. I beg you never to see him again. He's a sneaky man, sir. He hurt me repeatedly. This time I will never forgive him. I'll assume he's my old man. Which I must immediately erase from my memory."
"Yes, I just wanted to tell you that. To be there also be vigilant. It could be that Rayyan already knows the traces of Arumi's mother."
"Yes, thank you sir."
Arumi was sad when she heard Rayyan's name. The memory turns back and forth into massalu. How could he forget Rayyan, if every time he saw Axel always remembered was Rayyan's face.
