Grandpa's Choice Man

Love Expressions

"Sir Ken, may I have time to talk to you for a minute?" tiara asked who found Kenzie daydreaming at her desk.

Kenzie was stunned and stammered at Tiara's sudden question. The reason, the presence of Tiara was spared from his attention so surprised to see Tiara who stood expectantly. To be honest, Kenzie is still very disappointed either with himself who for years harbored love in silence or Tiara who refused frankly from the start. In fact, Kenzie was willing to rewind his internship schedule in order to be able to KKN with Tiara. He had made a plan to get a group with his woman. However, fate threw his highest dream into a free fall to the bottom of the abyss.

"Later if the boss gets angry, it affects my grades, Mut," Kenzie said.

"I told you so much, Brother," persuaded Tiara a little forcefully.

Hearing the words brother mentioned by Tiara, Kenzie's heart was further broken. However, there was nothing Kenzie could deny because indeed the wall between them was also too high. Being in a relationship with him certainly only breeds worry about where the relationship will be directed.

"To the cafeteria on the roof top yuk!" invite Tiara more relieved even though a little did not have the heart to see the expression of Kenzie who was very disappointed.

"Come," replied Kenzie relented even though limp even his spirit seemed to be cut all out.

Kenzie walked up to Tiara with gontai. Some of the employees looked at them with gazes. Especially the women fans of Rama and recently appeared Kenzie fans as well, they are increasingly envious of Tiara who can be close to two handsome men at once. They whispered and asked each other but did not dare to speculate more because it was too dangerous to reach the ears of Rama who did not hesitate to fire employees who dared to nudge his family.

Arriving at the canteen roof top, Tiara ordered soursop juice for herself and avocado juice for Kenzie. Kenzie looked down at the table while sitting opposite Tiara. There, there were only the two of them because it was not yet a break.

"Sir Ken, for that matter. Sorry yes. But can I ask you another favor?" tiara asked.

"Forget over. Ask for help what?" ask back Kenzie lazy.

"I'm asking for help. Keep it a secret about the status of my relationship with Bang Rama. Please!" pinta Tiara cupped her hands in front of her face.

"Why should it be hidden? Isn't that a happy thing?" sangsi Kenzie tried to remain calm and looked at Tiara deeply.

"Some day I will publish, but not yet. I'm not ready yet" Tiara replied, not daring to look at Kenzie.

"If you're not ready yet, why should you get married so soon? Should, enjoy your youth first because after marriage, of course, your world is different. Because matchmaking? If you're not ready, can't you refuse from the beginning?" ask Kenzie to stop.

"Udah will. Initially, it was arranged and just running a will. Over time, we were able to hold on and begin to understand each other's roles," Tiara replied more subtly.

"But, if hidden like this can even cause misunderstandings. What if someone tries to get close to you? What if your friendly attitude is misunderstood as being considerate by someone who admires you? There will be victims to your lies even if you accidentally," Kenzie's story gets carried away.

"Who adores me so much. Not overrated. After all, I only asked for help to keep this a secret for a while. One day I will open it all. So, please, brother. Do not have to think about things, even to the whole," Tiara sewot said.

"It's nothing. I'm just disappointed. You know exactly how I feel about you. You know how I've hoped to be with you all along. If you say from the beginning, at least I'm self-aware and don't expect more to find a solution so we can be together. Your sweetness, your attention, even my soft speech felt so special in my eyes that my expectations rose as time went on. But, here I don't blame you at all. To be discreet or blatant about life is certainly your right. I'm just disappointed in myself for failing to read the peculiarities of your relationship from the moment we met after watching it," Kenzie said with teary eyes but held on with all her might.

"Sorry, Brother Ken. Even if I'm not married, but our walls are too high. Although I once admired you so much, maybe even loved you, but I was self-conscious enough not to expect more about our closeness. Our feelings may be the same, amen we are the same, but faith that makes us unable to be together" said Tiara lowered her head.

"If you give me a chance to fight together, of course I will find a solution for our relationship. If you wanted to be with me in the first place, I would have been very serious with you" Kenzie denied.

"You seriously what, brother? If our parents know it is certainly difficult to also get their blessing. I'm at the mosque, Ken at the church. How can we be in harmony and alignment? Our hopes may be the same, but our qibla is different, brother. Where do we take our relationship?" protest the Tiara slightly elevated.

"We can talk about it. One of us can give up" Kenzie said.

"But I can't give up. If you want to be with me, you have to follow my beliefs. Anyway, it's been. All is past, brother. You can definitely get a lot better than me," Tiara began to be lazy.

"But, my feelings for you are still the same, Mutia," protested Kenzie.

"But my status is different, brother," bela Tiara did not want to lose.

Kenzie sighed deeply, then exhaled violently. Over and over again, repeated that breathing technique and gradually improved his mood.

"Oh yes. You've become the wife of a great man. Mr. Rama is very worthy to be with you. You guys are so compatible and look perfect. It may take some time to forget you, but I will always pray that your household will always be harmonious and happy" Kenzie said.

"Thank you, sister" said Tiara.

"Before I completely forget you, may I reveal something?" asked Kenzie pretending to smile.

Tiara nodded slowly.

"Pearl, forgive me for being late and being too cowardly to ever dare give you certainty. Forgive me for misunderstanding all your attitudes, soft speech, and concern as if you have privileged me all this time. At first, I was probably so scared when I found out you admired me so much because I didn't know how to react to you. Afraid that someday it will hurt you and disappoint you. So, I'm sorry I avoided you. Right now, I realize very well that my feelings for you are not mere admiration but I can confirm if this is love. I have high hopes for our future. I have high hopes that we can be together. I was too confident that you still loved me so much. But reality has cut everything. Throwing all hope to the lowest point in my life. I'm disappointed, but not you. I'm disappointed in myself. For the last time, I wanted to say this and not repeat it again" said Kenzie paused, while Tiara still stared at Kenzie with teary eyes.

Tiara had no idea what she was feeling right now. Either sympathy, empathy, pity, pity, or whatever it is. What is clear, Tiara seemed to be able to feel the pain of the man who had dominated his heart for several years. Although it turns out there are still a few odd vibrations that arise but he still convinces himself that Kenzie is just the past that introduces him about love.

"Pearl, I love you. Loves you so much. I'm sorry I didn't know when I could stop loving you. However, I am sure that I will find my happiness just as you found your Mr. Ramamu. I promise to keep your secrets until the time comes. May you always be happy and pray that I can also find a woman like you. Thank you for beating on my fragile side" continued Kenzie with a smile but his eyes poked some water circles that he deliberately released.

"Not a woman like me, but the best woman for you. I'm not that perfect. You deserve more than me. Thanks for your expression. I don't know how to repay her, but I pray for your happiness" said Tiara could not say more because she was well aware of her status as a wife.

In fact, there was much Tiara wanted to reveal to Kenzie but he chose to hold it deep and consider it a mere past. There's nothing more to talk about his feelings for Kenzie because it's over. Tiara and Kenzie looked down at each other's drinks while busy calming down.

"Honey," call Rama to wipe Tiara's back.

Tiara and Kenzie were shocked to learn of Rama's sudden presence. In fact, the two simultaneously raised their faces and looked at Rama with surprise. Rama tried to remain calm even though his heart was very inflamed because he had heard the expression of Kenzie's love for Tiara. Fortunately, Tiara did not respond more so she could control her jealousy. Rama was actually afraid that Tiara still harbored feelings for Kenzie but did not dare to express because she realized her status as a wife.

"Yes, Abang," said Tiara gently and looked at Rama deeply.

"You're gonna drive me home now? Or want to join a meeting with Bangn Jaya Group?" rama asked for a choice.

"You going home now or something to talk to Kenzie about?" rama asked a little jealous.

"It's over, sir. I still have to do something too. So, I say yes, Mr. Rama, Mutia," replied Kenzie snatched because it was very uncomfortable to be in the middle of Rama and Tiara.

After Rama gave his permission, Kenzie left with heavy steps to endure the excruciating pain. It was like a dream to know that Tiara was married and no longer deserved to be loved.

"Why is his calling so different from others? Dear's call?" ask Rama.

"Apaan the Abang. Isn't that natural? He called me Mutia. My name is Pearl. If he calls me honey, darling, sweety, then you should be jealous" Tiara replied.

"I'm not jealous, Ra," Rama denied.

"If you're not jealous, what's it called?" tanya Tiara fishing.

"It's just a question" replied Rama covering his nervousness.

"Whatever. What matters is, take me home first. I miss Mama" urged Tiara.

"Aren't you the same as me?" rama asked hoping.

"No. Nyebelin. There, the meeting continues with the attached mak," replied Tiara ketus.

"Yes how else. This is already the path of the project. Don't be jealous" Rama pleaded.

"Well, I'm really jealous. I'm your wife, she's your ex," Tiara pressed on as she stood and glared sharply into Rama's eyes.

"Honey," call Rama while holding both hands Tiara but Tiara flutters slowly.

"Udah. Come home! I want to be pampered with Mama," Tiara asked sulked.

"Aren't I the same?" goda Rama's.

"Hisss," sizzled Tiara while glancing at Rama's cynics.

"Kangens, right?" rama seduces Tiara's waist.

Tiara couldn't help but laugh. As Tiara giggles and dodges, Rama becomes more and more seductive.

"Abang, stop. Embarrassed. It's in the cafeteria not in the room" Tiara revolted when Rama managed to hold her tightly.

"But, this is my office so dong free I want to do something. Anyway, you are also a wife and I will show everyone that I am proud to have you" said Rama while staring at the spoiled wife in his arms.

"Gombal" said Tiara, hiding her blushing cheeks and turning her eyes to other than Rama.

Of course, he was very happy to listen to the expression of Rama who was sincere as it is. Tiara rebelled and broke away from Rama as some of the canteen employees whispered while looking at them at a glance but repeated many times. Tiara did not dare to look Rama in the eyes because it was certainly not good for his heart health.

Finding Tiara misbehaving and nervous, Rama also poked Tiara's waist until Tiara avoided the jitters. Forced Tiara had to hit Rama's chest a little hard to stop Rama's tickle.

"Ih, Brother. Shame to see people. Brother, this is in the office. Brother must be professional," protested Tiara pretended to sulk and fold her hands in the chest.

"Yes why? Want in the office, at home, on the street, under the bridge, wherever, you will remain my wife" said Rama glanced at his spoiled wife.

"Current. Brother, let's go home!" ask Tiara to pull Rama's hand to go from the canteen.

"Why rush? Wouldn't you like to stay longer with me?" ledek Rama made Tiara stop and let go of his hand.

"He said he wanted a meeting with his ex, even constantly teasing me," said Tiara Lirih but very sharp.

"Honey, let's go with it instead of being jealous like this" asked Rama.

"Ogah," Tiara refused.

"Yes, if you don't want to, don't say that" Rama was uncomfortable with Tiara's words.

"Yes. Let's go home Brother. I'm really tired," urged Tiara again to pull the hand of her husband who is still making small talk.

"Yes. Ja. Duh if you are fussy, this is difficult," said Rama relented.

"So, am I troubling you? Yes, I went home by myself," knotted Tiara let go of his grasp violently and swept her lips away.

"I'm wrong to say again. It's not so, honey. Yes, let me take you home. You miss Mama, right?" rama tries to dampen Tiara's emotions.

"No need. Go home by yourself," said Tiara as she continued to walk quickly regardless of the call of the husband who followed her with great difficulty.

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