Grandpa's Choice Man

Slightly Regretful

"Hey, kid. What problem does your brain have? Mesum continues to connect," said Rama while patting his wife's eel is very adorable.

"Yes, Brother. Pointing to it, "tiara's protest did not accept.

"Yes I mean heart. I just need your heart. Duuh destroyed the romance," muttered Rama.

"Yes Brother is weird. Just say the heart without pointing can also," denied Tiara.

"Yes. But, if allowed yes actually want a real chest anyway, Ra," as long as Rama suddenly made Tiara snort cynically.

"Eh, Brother. Tiara wanted to ask," Tiara said as she looked at her husband seriously.

Rama only answered by raising one eyebrow and frowning as a sign of assent.

"Said Mama, Brother sometimes forgets Brother's birthday. Right huh? Birthday time until I forget?" ask the girl curious.

Rama stood up and sat down beside Tiara. His face suddenly turned moody. Tiara regretted asking but she did not know what to do because even the corrections were impossible.

"If it hurts too much, don't answer it. Pardon Tiara's question yes, Bang," regretfully Tiara lowered her head almost to tears.

Instead of answering, Rama even stood up while reaching for cigarettes and matches on the nightstand but suddenly changed his mind to put it in its original place. His sad look painted a deep sadness.

Seeing the tears hanging from Rama's eyes, Tiara moved from her seat. He walked towards Rama and immediately rushed into the arms of his man who was holding something. In fact, Rama did not return his embrace because both hands drooped weakly as if running out of energy.

"Abang," call Tiara who has already cried in the chest of Rama's field.

"I used to propose to Nafisa right on my 23rd birthday with high hopes that Nafisa would be a gift on my birthday back then. But you know for yourself, right? I was rejected by her parents. Since then, I have been falling into my dark world. Dugem, drinks, but not to drugs let alone women even though I play boy too. One more year I went through very badly because of Nafisa's rejection. Until finally, I met Selvi and she made me want to learn to love women again and try to forget the shadow of Nafisa. When I started to get Selvi into my life, right on my 25th birthday Papa was gone forever. Then, on my 27th birthday, Selvi made out with another man before my eyes. Since then I have been cursing my birthday because it always brings bad luck in life and even robs all my dreams until the toilet is not used. I don't know if I'm the unlucky bearer or how but why all the really painful things happened on my birthday" Rama told with two tear-spinning tears streaming down his cheeks unintentionally.

"With Nafisa's refusal, I always missed the birthday party my family prepared. Especially after Papa left, my birthday was also used as a kind of celebration of pseudo happiness and a place to lie to ourselves because our smile only covered the loss in our hearts. After the event is over, everything comes back to each other's minds and the sadness will feel deeper when it is alone" continued Rama with a trembling voice.

The inner Tiara is deeply sliced listening to the dramatic life story of Rama. In fact, he did not get jealous when Rama discussed his feelings to the former because it was too focused on the sad story of Rama who was able to bring him to the deep sadness. Moreover, this was the first time that Tiara had found Rama's fragile side to be the opposite of his cold, bar-barous, and overbearing attitude during their time together.

"Abang," the sobs of Tiara became more and more so that they soaked Rama's chest.

"I hope you don't go on my birthday. Right now, you are my greatest hope. You made me more sure I had another day. You made me more sure to open my heart. Don't ever leave me even if I'm a bitch, "pinta Rama rubbed Tiara's head.

"He uh," said Tiara mangut-mangut.

Rama took off Tiara's embrace to look into his wife's reddened and swollen eyes. He smiled sincerely and wiped the tears on Tiara's cheeks gently. Rama can feel the sincerity of Tiara's heart so it feels more relieved after telling her.

"Abang, what'd you like to get from Tiara?" tiara asked suddenly stopping her crying and wiping away the rest of her tears.

"It's still the same as before. Brother asked you and your heart" answered Rama, anxious to see his wife change.

"Aiih isn't that, Brother," Tiara said annoyedly.

"It's more whatever you can" said Rama, making Tiara's eyes go black.

"Hehe. Cook huh? Besides, stuff or what's that easy, Bang?" nego Tiara scratching his head.

"I just want to make you. Whatever you can. Udah answered even denied," looks Rama still survive with his will.

"I can only make instant noodles just like making scrambled eggs, Brother. Want it?" tiara asked in embarrassment.

"Can. The important thing is your cooking" replied Rama relaxed but made Tiara palpitate.

"But wait for everyone to go to sleep, Bang. Shame on me," woo the spoiled Tiara.

"Yes yes," said Rama difficult to refute if Tiara has put up a efficacious attitude.

"When it's not good how?" tiara asked hesitantly.

"Yes, the water is mostly or the mienya softness can be, Bang," said Tiara anxious first.

"Udah. The important thing is to cook. He said he wanted to give me a gift. I'll ask for a masakin card. Or do you want to learn to cook one day?" rama calmed his wife.

"You know what, Bang. But, I don't know spices," Tiara replied pouting.

"So, learn to know. I don't want you to cook. Only if you want to learn, later let me take care of the course," said Rama.

"When, Bang. I think I end next semester a lot of assignments and there is a student internship," said Tiara weighing.

"Internship? Where do you want an internship? How was it in my office, Ra?" tawar Rama was very enthusiastic.

"NO, BANG!" push Tiara without the ba-bi-bu.

"Use the pressure again. Why?" rama asked while embracing Tiara's shoulder trying to seduce her.

"Hey, Brother. This is why wear all hoes. Wanna persuade? I'm sorry to say yes. If the internship in the office of Abang certainly lacks challenges and nepotism of his name. Later instead of work even that is tempted just as boss. No anyway! I want to do a real job training, Bang!" said Tiara did not want to be bothered.

"Yes, professional brother. Later, in the office remain your boss and at home be a husband. How's it?" rama is full of hope.

"Once not stay. Wanting you to woo me with a variety of goods, food, or anything will certainly not change my decision. NO, BROTHER! NOPE! NOPE! NO!" sahut Tiara was full of emphasis in his rejection section.

Anxious to see Tiara who was very chatty and stubborn, Rama immediately scooped Tiara's lips to stop talking. Tiara did not have time to avoid the sudden attack because it did not look floundering before as well. Tiara tried to rebel but Rama was so strong to hold his nape and*****@* his lips all out until his breath gasped hard to get air.

"Ang, stop!" tiara faintly rebelled and tried to distance herself from Rama.

Nahas, Rama even stronger lock the nape with his left hand and waist with his right hand. The girl was just squirming trying to find a gap with her remaining energy.

Rama did not heed the calls and rebellions that Tiara made. Instead of caring, Rama even more deepened his game. Now, he began to dare to tear into the mouth of Tiara with a cobra in his mouth to make Tiara more difficult to talk and finally Tiara's body more relaxed accept the game. The body of the girl was too tired to fight because her strength was not comparable to Rama's.

Unknowingly, Rama was too deep to carry the atmosphere until his hands reflex squeezed once the jelly-jelly mound that had been protected by Tiara. Tiara screamed and bit Rama's lower lip until Rama was forced to let go.

"What's getting worse!" maki Tiara while one hand crossed in the chest and the other pointed at Rama's face full of anger.

"Indeed, why? Am I not your husband!" exclaim Rama also emotions because the desire has increased but very disappointed can not finish it with the wife.

"But you promised you wouldn't mess with Tiara, right? I will wait until Tiara is ready. Is he senile?" tiara's jolt was so wrathful.

"Pikun? Hey, can't you keep your word to your husband?" rama approached Tiara.

Tiara edged back and said, "Then, what if it turns out that the husband can't keep his promise as well?" tampik Tiara is fierce and challenging.

Rama's right hand was moved to hold Tiara's lower jaw and raise his head full of arrogance. Rama looked at Tiara with a bang. Rama also realized if the response was excessive when he heard the soft stuffing of his wife who sounded so slicing. Although, Tiara was also actually not worthy of such an attitude but her emotions subsided instantly.

"OKAY. I'm sorry. Next time, I'll be more careful and restrained, "sorry Rama relented and the strokes on his face seemed to loosen slowly.

Rama softened the swipe of his hand onto Tiara's cheek that had been wet. Then, his fingers also rub the rest of the saliva on Tiara's lips which are slightly swollen and reddened by his actions. Lips that like to make it out of control.

"Bandah! Let me after you. I want to smoke first" Rama said, grabbing a cigarette and a match on the nightstand.

Without reply, Tiara obeyed Rama's orders. I don't know what's on his mind until he runs out of words. Clearly, he was a little disappointed even though he was actually sorry as well. Rama is indeed her husband who even has the right to get more than that but his unpreparedness for no reason makes him sometimes show excessive reactions to Rama's more intimate attitude and touch him more deeply.

Forgive Tiara, Bang. Tiara was completely unprepared for all the consequences. Tiara's regret in heart.

Rama also slit on the balcony to relieve the desires of the soul and his emotions are unstable. In fact, it is almost crazy to have to end the game that has brought it high to float. He cursed at himself for not knowing how else.

Rama, patience. Be gentler to him or you'll miss the chance to get his heart. Inner Rama calmed himself.

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