
"You're jealous, Ra?" rama looked at his wife deeply.
"No!" refute Tiara rawly while looking away.
"Hust, don't be loud and bother the other passengers" whispered Rama's anxious.
"Bodo amad" said Tiara lirih.
" You're jealous, right? Hey your mouth says no, but your eyes agree," seduced Rama.
"I'm jealous of people who love other women. Free! Better to live a widow than to share love let alone share a man" said Tiara without seeing Rama.
"Husts. His mouth is so careless. Here. So don't jump to conclusions. Listen to your husband's words correctly do not immediately draw, dear," said Rama full of tenderness.
Hearing the call of Rama's affection, Tiara's ego and prestige collapsed. She turned her head slowly and looked at the face of her husband who was smiling sweetly at her. He tried to stay calm even though his chest of fireworks held the thump that was so dominating feeling.
"Don't try to tempt me with the word sweet. I know you have many reasons! No pantes three-door refrigerator like you turned into a poet. Please seduce another woman, "tiara looked up.
"Surely can?" canda Rama increasingly wants to provoke Tiara's jealousy.
"Ang stop!" tiara denied trying to cover up her groggy feelings.
Rama tilted his body towards Tiara who was still timidly admitting his jealousy.
"There's something I want to talk about. It's very serious" Rama said of adult fashion.
"Say," said Tiara pretending to be lazy.
"I'm serious about our marriage. I dare to marry you of course because I've been convinced to move on from the past. Don't be jealous too much. As long as I am your husband, until then my soul is yours, too" Rama's light made Tiara's face red.
Tiara laughed at Rama's heart. Of course not because it is funny, but because he is confused to say what but of course his heart is very happy. In addition, his laughter was also to disguise himself who was blushing in shame.
"What's so funny, Ra? I'm not kidding this anymore" Rama said.
"Yes I want to laugh at your face, Bang. Can it be ordinary?" sahut Tiara pretended to chuckle but impressed wagu.
"Not to divert the conversation," Rama denied.
"Why can you be warm with that woman and very cold with me?" tiara suddenly turned moody.
Rama was silent for a moment looking for a reason why it could be so but he did not find it. He does not know also with himself who can change without being planned. He felt that everything happened naturally following emotions alone.
"I think the same," said Rama.
"I feel different, Bang," argued Tiara.
"Perhaps, because I've known him longer," said Rama trying to make sense of his feelings.
"Because you were a special person in your heart too?" sela Tiara.
"Yes maybe," answered Rama while scratching his head with his innocent face.
"Ishhhhhh. Sucks. Yes already. Just marry him. She is a widow, right? Finish your untold stories. Now that you're a successful brother and not a bad boy anymore, surely his father would agree, "tiara cerocos while glancing cynically and looking away.
"Not so dong, Ra. Don't talk weird. We're just old friends. That's it. Jealous of course, Ra," looked Rama as he brushed his hair back with his hands and let out a long sigh.
"I'm not jealous!" reject Tiara lirih but emphasize the voice.
"Yes already. It's up to you" Rama said.
"Cock is up. Not connecting," said Tiara sharply.
Rama closed his eyes while raising his face to dampen the turmoil of his emotions. He tried to expand his patience to face Tiara's sulking attitude.
"He's sick, Ra. Ovarian cancer. Her uterus was raised so she could not have children. That's what made her husband divorced," said Rama opened the case so that Tiara no longer misunderstood him.
Tiara sat and faced Rama with both hands silencing her mouth. His eyes were full of doubt hoping he had just misheard.
"I promised to pay for his treatment because he could not work anymore and asked his parents because there are still dependents of his sister. The treatment was quite expensive and he had no savings. I hope you'll allow it?" clearly Rama had nothing to cover up but was a little afraid that Tiara would misunderstand his concern.
Tiara's chest seemed to be hit by a blunt object when knowing Rama's concern for Nafisa. There was a little jealousy but was soon muffled by his faster-working humanity.
"It's okay, brother. Please him. Poor thing, Bang. She was very ill and divorced and her husband was expelled. He should be given support to heal quickly," isak Tiara could not imagine the misfortune that befell Nafisa.
Finally, Rama was able to breathe a sigh of relief seeing Tiara's unexpected response. Although, at the beginning seemed shocked and almost emotional but he saluted because Tiara could be more self-controlled. Rama also rubbed Tiara's hair to calm his wife who until as much as he pleased.
"Thank you, Ra. Thank goodness you can understand the situation. I'm proud of you. We help support as much as we can. Money can be sought again. We also have enough for everyday life" said Rama.
"Yes, Brother. It should have been like that. We are given surplus sustenance for what if not to help people. Moreover, he. Brother's friend," said Tiara slowly felt a little strange.
Rama could feel the turmoil within Tiara until he approached. Threw the head of Tiara and he kissed her sweet potato full of love. Yes he was very sure he really loved his wife.
"Just calm. I have no taste at all with him. My love is as much a friend as it is for my other friends too. My heart belongs to you, I assure you," Rama told you to appease his wife.
Tiara looked at Rama full of haru. He could feel the sincerity bestowed by Rama. When he examined the recesses of Rama's eyes, he also did not find any pretenses and lies. In fact, his entire gaze, speech, and gestures were very supportive if indeed the honesty he was showing.
"Abang loves Tiara?" tiara asked to make sure that even though everything is obvious, it still needs certainty.
"Should we answer? Can't you feel it all?" answer Rama.
"Should. I want certainty" said Tiara.
Rama held his wife's cold hand. Either the AC effect of the train or indeed he was nervous. He slowly kissed the backs of Tiara's hands in turn.
"Rama Putra Dewantara loves you, Mutiara Salsabila. In fact, love you so much" said Rama while looking deeply into Tiara's eyes.
Unintentionally, tears seeped from Tiara's eyes without any prior signs or cues. He could not answer Rama's statement because he did not understand how he felt about Rama. Before all for sure, he had not dared to reveal what was still a doubt.
"What if you still have doubts about how you feel. I get it, it all takes time. I will not force it and let it all go as it should. I can still wait for your answer. Let's get to know each other and let nothing be covered up anymore" said Rama who could read the doubts in Tiara's heart.
The sudden atmosphere of silence between Rama and Tiara who were still hooking hands together seemed reluctant to be released. Since it was getting late at night, some passengers were already spoiled by their dreams, some were still busy with their cell phones or work, some were still trying to meet their sleepiness. Until what was clearly heard there was only the roar of the train.
"Abang," call Tiara.
"What, Honey?" asked Rama enthusiastically.
"When will my hand be released? I'm hungry, Bang. In that case, how can I eat," Tiara replied destroying the romantic moment between them.
"Disturb the moment" Rama told Tiara's stomach, who did not want to understand the atmosphere.
Rama immediately let go of Tiara's hand a little upset because of the romance he had tried to wake up so sweet, suddenly destroyed by Tiara's stomach which easily starved. However, he is always anxious with the attitude of Tiara who is very honest as it is even though sometimes a lot of behavior and extraordinary labile.
On the other hand, Tiara could breathe a sigh of relief as her heart was about to explode getting a love expression from Rama. In fact, he held his breath as Rama clasped his hands affectionately. Until finally, hunger helped him to escape the snare of Rama's charm.
"Eat. I want to sleep" said Rama half sulked.
"OK, Brother. Dreamin me yes," said Tiara teasing because of anxiety with her husband.
"Lazy," answered Rama as he pulled the blanket over his body and closed his eyes.
Wrong itself makes people almost hanging. Just sleeping there because looking at you for a long time is not good for my heart health. Tiara said to Rama in heart.
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