
After the question managed to make a couple flabbergasted, Nafisa also returned unconscious. Mr. Latif was very alert and immediately caught his daughter who almost rubbed on the floor. Aida also helped lay Nafisa on the sofa.
Rama and Tiara sat down on the sofa again with a restless feeling. Both are confused to respond how so think a bit long to answer Nafisa's question that is beyond their expectations.
"Sir, Ma'am, is it not better for Nafisa to be treated here? If you go far, won't you worry too much?" rama asked for a solution.
"If this is indeed Nafisa's request, we can only do our best and obey her. He's lived a tough life so we always want to do our best for him because his happiness is so much more important to us. If he wants to go to Jakarta, of course we can only pray and hope you will help us to take care of him temporarily" said Mr. Latif.
"The thing is, I am busy working and Tiara is also undergoing a student internship. Mama who is old certainly can not I ask to take care of Nafisa," said Rama honestly.
"It looks like he can take care of himself. Most importantly, help us realize his wishes. I'm sure he won't be a bitch in your household despite being so obsessed with Rama. We begged. Help us to heal Nafisa. Maybe by meeting Rama, Nafisa's trauma can slowly heal. Seeing such a sickly Nafisa, we were so heartless. Moreover, he often spoke as if the end was near to make us want to try everything he wanted," explained Bu Aida persuaded Tiara and Rama to agree to Nafisa's wishes.
"Mom, it looks like we ti__," said Rama cut off by Tiara's hand on his thigh as if ordering him to be quiet.
"For that matter, it seems like we better discuss it first with Mama. After all, the house was Mama's house and there was no way we would allow people to live there without Mama's permission. In addition to causing misunderstandings, it is also feared that it will make you uncomfortable. Moreover, Madam Nafisa is not family. Of course, we need to consider a lot of things" Tiara said.
"But, Ra," said Rama, staring at his wife in disbelief.
"Abang, let's discuss it with Mama yes first," said Tiara with eyes begging and blinking once.
Tiara was able to understand Nafisa's parents' worries and expectations. Of course, there are many things that they have tried for the healing of their beloved daughter. He really could not bear to see the great expectations of Nafisa's parents were so concerned to see the state of Nafisa. Tiara's feeling was knocked down making her exception start to grow naturally. Even though in the depths of his heart Tiara still pinned jealousy and anxiety but he tried to keep it for the sake of humanity. After all, Nafisa's parents no longer forced Rama to marry his daughter.
"alright. May Nak Rama's mother be honored to help the recovery of Nafisa. Immediately notify if indeed Mother Nak Rama is willing to accept Nafisa to stay while there," hoped Mr. Latif.
"If indeed Mama is not pleasing, I also beg you and Mother is heartened and do not let there be a grudge," said Nafisa very mature.
Rama looked down inexhaustibly with the plan being made by his wife. This has not been discussed but the words of Nafisa give great hope to the family of Nafisa. Indeed, the maturity of his wife even became unsettling and shook his mind. The presence of Nafisa in the middle of their family did not rule out the possibility of chaos there. There were many chances of jealousy, though Rama was convinced there was no sense at all to Nafisa.
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"What's? Nafisa lives here? You guys realize you didn't say that? Mama really can't understand your mind. Coming there instead of solving problems brings new problems" Bu Ina joked in annoyance at her two children.
"Mama, pity Nafisa. His condition was very concerning and his parents placed great hopes for his recovery. They're hoping we'll help her, Ma. Tiara please," pinta Tiara said.
"Tiara, you should also understand Mama's feelings. Which mother is not devastated to see her son almost crazy because of being rejected by women. Mama understands very well how sincere Rama to Nafisa, but Papa's story about the attitude and words of his parents is still ringing up until now. Tiara, lose your concern for them. Let them receive their karma!" bu Ina suddenly snapped ferociously but her eyes softened.
"Mama," call Tiara feeling guilty for understanding that Ms. Ina is venting her unkempt sadness.
"You should know everything, Ra. In the past, Nafisa gave hope to Rama even though she had been betrothed by her parents to another man. Mama knew Nafisa was sincere to Rama but she was also very obedient to her parents. Mama does not blame him obediently, but regret it if at the time Rama hopes big and he still can not argue his parents. If it is like that, would it not be better not to give hope to Rama. Right on his birthday, Rama came there with Papa with a sincere intention to the point that Rama became more diligent and good since dreaming to marry Nafisa," bu Ina's light restrained her anger at having to remember the incident.
"However, when she got there, it turns out there was already a future husband Nafisa who came with her parents. When Papa expressed his intention to propose to Nafisa, they were silent as if holding back laughter. Especially when they saw the tattoo on Rama's arm and label Rama as the head of the gang on campus, making them look more and more at Rama one eye. They did not even refuse or assent, but their polite speech was very sharp piercing feelings. Although not spoken directly, Papa and Rama know enough if the conversation leads to Rama. They were still trying to be patient when Rama was compared to the Nafisa candidate who was said to be alim, authoritative, responsible, and mature, while Rama was hard, superstitious, naughty, drunken, and drunk, just relying on parents, religious knowledge is not how much so that nothing can be expected from Rama in the future," said Bu Ina began to wail and hold back his tears and heartache.
Tiara listened with teary eyes unexpectedly her in-laws harbored a tremendous heartache. He also regretted that he had made Bu Ina have to retell all the wounds that had been tried to be buried in his memory.
"What hurts the most, they say trash doesn't deserve to be with diamonds. It felt doubtful when he heard the innuendo coming out of the mouth of people who claimed to be pious and educated like them but Papa heard it himself, even in plain sight. Although we are aware of Rama's shortcomings, it is not appropriate that they say so. There they chatted, while Papa and Rama only listened to press patiently with all their might. Until the end, they did not give a definite answer but they discussed about Nafisa's marriage with the young man. Even if rejected with straightforward language we will receive with a roomy chest because maybe it is not his match. They both went home because self-consciousness was not expected. Since then, Rama has been very frustrated. After returning from the office, he stopped by somewhere and reached home drunk, even several times trying to kill himself because he could not escape the shadow of Nafisa. He could not accept if Nafisa married another man because it was so great hope that Nafisa gave him. Nafisa which is expected to be the most beautiful gift on his 23rd birthday instead gives bad memories and wounds in Rama's heart, even in our hearts as parents," bu Ina's story began to sob.
"Mama, enough. Tiara apologized," persuaded Tiara regretted and could not bear to see the grief of her in-laws.
Tiara cried and rushed into Bu Ina's arms. He poured out his guilt and sorrow in the arms of those in-laws who loved him so much. Rama only listened to them with unexplainable feelings.
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Rama regretted his concern for Nafisa turned out to be misinterpreted as attention. Rama looked down because he felt guilty for making Bu Ina have to reopen his old wounds. Of course, Ms. Ina is more broken than she is.
"Yes, Ma. Now Tiara knows. Tiara will not talk about them anymore. Mama was calm, yes," persuaded Tiara to hug Bu Ina tighter and warmer.
Ms. Ina also set her breath to calm down more. Then, behind him the crown of the son-in-law with gentleness knowing that at this time, he was being struck by fear and anxiety.
"Yes, Honey. Mama is better now. You should know all this in order to persuade your husband to stop caring about him. All this may not happen if your husband does not act like a hero of misfortune," said Bu Ina, glancing fiercely at Rama.
Rama went deeper. He tried to dive into his mind to find a reason why he could directly care about Nafisa. However, he found nothing that his logic could accept. As if by instinct alone, he was suddenly moved to help her without thinking about the consequences. Suddenly, he was worried about his own feelings.
After the tension in the family room subsided, Ms. Ina also paid to rest because remembering bad memories was very draining of her thoughts, emotions, and feelings. Makes his body too tired. After Bu Ina died, Rama and Tiara returned to the room without conversation.
Arriving in the room, Rama lay down on the bed while breathing rough. He still feels very guilty and tired because they arrived in Jakarta at dawn and have not slept at all because of waiting for breakfast first. Then, continued the discussion that the results had indeed been expected Rama before. He did not want to prevent Tiara because he was stubborn enough if there was already a strong will in him.
Tiara sat on the edge of the mattress looking at the facial features of her husband who was very tired and tired. Many fears are currently perched in his head after hearing the story of Bu Ina that describes the feelings of Rama who is very deep to Nafisa.
"Abang, can Tiara ask?" tanya Tiara was serious.
"What, Ra?" answer Rama cuek.
"What is the feeling for Nafisa at all?" tiara asked worriedly.
"Am I less sure? Always ask the real thing you already know the answer because it will always be the same," said Rama raised the voice.
"Kok even Brother nyolot asked nicely too. Tiara just needs the clarity of Brother and needs to ensure the feeling of Abang to Tiara," upset Tiara who surprised Rama suddenly snapped at him.
"You want an explanation how else? Am I not being honest with everything? Do you expect me to answer there's still a taste for Nafisa? If so, what do you want? Ha!" sentak Rama suddenly fierce.
"The answer is always dong, Bang. Tiara simply asked," said Tiara, provoked by her anger.
"But your question is strange. Always ask the same thing, but the answer will not be different. Especially about feelings. You always want to be given certainty and tell me to understand your childish attitude, but you never want to understand my words seriously. My statement is only used as your satisfaction," said Rama very ketus.
"Yes how I have no doubt. You can immediately ride that bike with the woman you once loved so deeply, even hurt you and your family as well" said Tiara spewing out her frustration.
"Every time you hear from the outside, you like to hesitate for no reason. You can easily believe the words of people, but why not apply to my words as well as your husband's obvious validity" Rama denied.
"Yes Tiara was just trying to be sure," defended Tiara.
"Yes, as long as you have doubts about me, the truth that I reveal will always be wrong in your eyes. Learn more consistently and maturely! Yesterday supported me to help Nafisa, why now even blame me? Isn't this our deal?" asked Rama finally sitting beside Tiara fiercely.
"Yes indeed Tiara was still childish, the most mature brother, the most consistent. Brother! How could Tiara refuse if Abang had promised him? Brother is still thinking about it and care for him alone is enough to make Tiara's heart doubt, let alone Brother finance his treatment without discussing first with Tiara. Doesn't that mean he's more important in Brother's heart than Tiara?" tiara asked defiantly and looked at him no less fiercely.
"Yes, if you disagree, you can talk about it. Hence, be honest from the beginning before all is over! Don't you think I'm a psychic who can read your mind inexplicably" replied Rama.
"Indeed, if Tiara did not agree, you then canceled the promise to him at that time?" tukas Tiara managed to make Rama silenced.
Rama also remembered what Bu Ina said while discussing it and sure enough the question would come out of Tiara's mouth. Rama suddenly could not answer such a simple question.
"What can't answer, right? Means indeed Brother still has feelings with him," said Tiara concluded just anyone.