God I Miss You

Surprising thing!

After Rezky and Angga saw Kingdom they immediately woke up from his seat, initially Raya thought this was Rezky's plan turned out he was wrong.

Angga who was already in front of the Kingdom immediately embraced Raya tightly, Raya was very keget, Rami and Rezky were also no less shocked, Raya trying to release the embrace Angga but in vain Angga instead tightened his embrace “do not off Ray. let me hug you until satisfied”

Rezky who wants to release the embrace of Angga from the Kingdom directly in preventing Kingdom either what is on the mind of Angga, Raya let Angga even Raya reciprocate the embrace of Angga warmly, they like already understand each other.

When Angga was satisfied to embrace Raya, Angga handed a photo from his wallet to give it to Raya, Raya just looked at Angga like he already knew what Angga meant

“Raya, this is me” Angga said as he pointed at the picture of the boy in the photo paper “and this is you” Angga pointed at the picture of a baby girl.

Angga sighed deeply trying to calm himself “we are brothers Kingdom, we are one father” said Angga while staring at Raya, Rami and Rezky were very surprised even Rami snatched a photo from the hands of Raya, but Raya was not so surprised when she heard that she just fell silent waiting for the continuation of Angga's words.

“we are brothers one father but different mothers, we are different age one and a half years, when you are a baby until the age of two you live with me also my mother, Dad is just busy with his affairs, he said, not paying attention to us"

"however, when your mother was pregnant with your sister, my father took you away and lived with your mother, Raya.. not many memories I remember when I was with you because we were very small at the time but I sure loved you so much that affection hasn't changed"

"i tried to bring you back to me, but Dad wouldn't let me. every year Dad comes home the day I was born he only sees me on my birthday that day he brings you your picture because I asked for it, the gift I've been waiting for so much in my life is the time when I can see your face even if it's just in the photo"

"and when I found out that you joined this college I was very surprised and very happy to see you in person, but my father forbade me to tell you about our relationship, even he told me to think of you like a stranger, I initially refused but mother also gave the same advice the reason is for your kindness he does not want to see you hurt"

"from that day I started following you around looking after you from a distance when I saw you up close it felt like I wanted to hug you like I used to, I'd love to tell you all the facts but I can't do it because I don't want to hurt your feelings"

"and when I found out that Revelation liked you I started to approach her to take care of you, to protect you, I never trusted anyone beside you who was close to you because I was so worried about you"

"now that worry is happening, I am not carrying out my mission to protect you well, I am too trusting of circumstances that are not in accordance with expectations, I am sorry Raya, I am not a good brother to you, I am not a good brother to you, even I cannot protect you from my own friends, forgive me.” said Angga while holding the hand of Raya, Rezky and Rami were very, very shocked when they heard the confession from Angga even they did not believe that during this time Raya and Angga were brothers?.

Raya just smiled “ I know we are air, I know you follow me, a few times I saw you when I was outside. I know father had other children besides me and my sisters, I know you have other children, dad still keeps our pictures when we were kids, he keeps our pictures in his pile of clothes, I know that you're my brother when I find your picture in dad's wallet, the photo where you hold the cake in your left hand and hold my face in my right hand"

"i didn't ask my father because I wasn't so interested in the past, sometimes I didn't care about my days, I only cared about my sisters, how can I send them to school, how can I make their lives so much better than my life, Brother. Sorry for having made you careless, sorry for my sometimes rude treatment of you, brother, sorry for my indifference about your feelings but one thing you should know is that I love you even more than I love myself.” Kingdom smiled slightly and then bowed down, it hurt when he remembered the struggle he had been struggling with.

Angga was surprised when he heard Raya's statement. The person who had been noticed in silence turned out to know everything even Raya was very ordinary when he found out that Angga was his brother, probably because of his very indifferent nature. After letting go of each other's misses they go home to the mess due to the increasingly dark day.

　

　

Raya sitting on the edge of the field, Rami who saw Raya wanted to approach her but her steps in preventing Angga, Angga then took her to the mess right in Raya and Rami's room, Raya, Rami was surprised when he got Revelation sitting on the edge of the mattress in a very manly room

“Revelation you did here” asked Rami confusedly, Angga who was only sent a message by Revelation to immediately bring Rami to the mess, not knowing anything, not knowing anything, he was not even less surprised when he saw the state of the room that was so very messy.

“Revelation you are doing here and this is why it can fall apart like this!” rami shouted when he saw the Revelation not twitching from its place. “Raya” says Revelation in a weak voice “Raya why? Speak clearly I do not understand” said Rami. “Mi.. I beg you to help me make Raya want to forgive me, I have confessed fatal mistakes to her, I beg Mi.. help me” said Wahyu while staring at a lethargic Rami with a hand that grasps Rami's hand. “emang you made wrong what is the same Kingdom?” Rami asked confused as well as curious.

"i've made it up to Raya, but when I did I didn't see any reaction from Ray-”not yet finished Revelation spoke suddenly

”PLAAKKKKKK”

the sound of a slap sounded very loud, Rami slapped Revelation with a look of hate “you mean Raya has done crazy things with you!” said Rami with a tone of annoyance and hate face “I haven't done everything he made me realize when I was very wild, it's my fault forgive me”

Angga who withholds emotions from you can no longer hide it “How dare you touch the Kingdom with your crazy lust!” yell Angga

Rami was even very shocked when he saw Angga's emotions, people he had known as humorous people were also loving, he was very scary when angry. Angga clenched his hands firmly, his face was reddened to hear the words of Revelation, his emotions were no longer withholdable, he punched the face of Revelation hit him with uncontrollable anger, several times the Revelation tried to give an explanation but Angga ignored it.

Rami who was already very frightened with anger Angga tried to stop Angga, when he saw the Revelation that was already in the corner of the wall with a Face that was not rue, and was not dead, Rami runs closer to Revelation “Anga stop!” shouted Rami while trying to hold the clenched hand of Angga very strong and ready to land it to the face of Revelation “Angga I beg you, do not make trouble here” said Rami with lips that tremble in fear.

Angga saw the face of Rami who had been very frightened to stop his attack “dare you to glimps Raya, After you are without rest!” threaten Angga with his hate. “now get out of here! Don't tell anyone about this!” angga's Strictness to Revelation.

Revelation also only obeyed him because he knew he was wrong and deserved this all. But there is a peculiarity in his heart why can Angga be this angry?.

“Rami, do not be spacious, settle this all and when Raya has returned bring him close to mess” said Angga, Rami just nodded his head.

When Angga had gone from the mess Rami immediately cleaned up the very messy room and then sat on the mattress with fear and also worry.