God I Miss You
Moving House
In addition to telling Angga's return to his friends, Rezky said that tomorrow he will help them to pick up Angga and drive him home.
I've even been busy packing things to take home, mother seems very enthusiastic, even clean hard to bring some things home today so that tomorrow is not too busy.
“ibu kan Abang home tomorrow, tomorrow only we bring all his belongings” refer Raya to the mother who is still trying to bring some goods home today.
“the goods are many Kingdom tomorrow we will be hassles, I take it now so that tomorrow we can focus more on Angga than the goods” mother still trying to convince
Raya looks to think for a moment “ alright but Raya goes with mom, let Raya help mom” said Raya while wanting to take some bags and come with mom home
“if you continue to take care of Angga who loves?” mom stroking Raya's hair
It looks like Raya took her HP and called someone “Rezky will be here mom, she will take care of Abang later, so Raya who helps mom” said Raya after she was done with her phone
Mother let out a long sigh and nodded smilingly in agreement to Raya's request. Angga was still asleep and before they left also before Rezky came, Raya asked the sisters to watch over Angga.
Raya and mom stood in front of the hospital with some luggage, waiting for the online taxi that was booked Raya. Raya is so enthusiastic because only this time she can come directly to the house of Angga and mother.
Until the destination, Raya stood dumbstruck to see the condition of the house that lived by mother and Angga, the house was very much different from the house occupied by Raya and her sisters now “this house is bu?” Tanya Raya tried to make an ordinary face so as not to offend mother.
How not the hut house from the other side even part of the house looks to have reot “iya sanyang, let's go in” said mother while stepping in. The house is inversely proportional to the house of Raya, indeed the house he lived in now is not as luxurious and grand as his father's house, only consists of two floors with a small yard surrounded by a fence.
They entered the house, how surprised Raya when she saw the floor of the house, not ceramic or cement, the floor was still ground covered with plastic carpet, there were two rooms in the house, and there were two rooms in the house, very small and narrow rooms, some roofs have holes, and, you can be sure when it rains, mother and brother will definitely be very troubled because they have to provide a bucket to accommodate rainwater that comes off the leaking roof.
Mother was busy tidying up the items they brought earlier, while Raya was still tracing the hut house, Raya's steps immediately stopped when she entered the kitchen ‘what the fuck? In the already
modern like this mom still cooks using firewood?’ the Gumam Raya
heart ‘did Dad not know their condition now?’ “mom how long have you been living in this house?” Tanya Raya “since Angga is in the womb” replied mom.
‘tukan.. since you are in the womb of the mother, there is no way you do not know the condition of their house while Brother said that Dad came every year to commemorate the birthday of Abang’
Raya jumped in shock when she felt something was gnawing on her leg “astaga!” peekik Raya, the rat in the kitchen? And is playing with his feet “this can not be allowed!” ketus Raya is upset. He still stepped foot into the bathroom that was outside the house “tukan can not be circulated, this is not worth living!” keusan Raya increasingly when seeing the condition of the bathroom still using a well that even there is no barrier, what if someone slipped continues to fall into the well?.
Raya rushed to meet the mother who was tidying up the goods “ibu” call Raya lirih
“iya dear?” mom looked at Raya at a glance and then returned busy with things
“how do you guys get money for daily expenses? Do you always send money to you?”
“no, Dad only gave money when he came here and it was on Angga”'s birthday mother said, it seems like this woman feels used to it all
“what's Dad packing enough for you?”
“no, but I'm grateful I still remember Angga”
“so your daily needs?”
“Angga works in one of the workshops and mom works as a washer” mom's face still installs ordinary look only
“ibu stop cleaning stuff! Pack back the items that need to be brought!” ketus Raya immediately after hearing the mother's answer
Mother was even surprised when Raya spoke in a slightly angry tone “what's the matter dear? You okay?” mother approached Raya and stroked Raya's shoulders gently
“maaf bu” said Raya slightly downcast “clean up the necessary items mom and brother, you will stay with Raya”
“sayang, this house is very convenient for us” mom is starting to understand the direction of the conversation Raya
“no ma'am, no! Mother and Brother will live together in Raya's house, what if there is a rainstorm? This house will not last bu...”
“sayang—“
“ibu Raya please, at home Raya also only live with sisters no one else, brothers sometimes also lonely when busy work, Raya, maybe with the mother and brother sisters do not need to leave Raya again to their friends Kingdom also would be happy if the mother lives there” Raya trying to persuade the mother
“sayang we are okay, this house is very comfortable for us” mother's voice starts sobbing “we are very grateful because God still gives us a place to stay even like this”
Mother did not let go of the embrace even her tears had wet her clothes, Raya just hugged the mother tightly and gently stroked the shoulders of the mother, trying to calm the woman in her arms this “ibu.. Raya also wants like bang Angga to have a mother who always supports her who always
noticing her, who was always beside her, who always protected her” Kingdom could not stem her tears anymore, even though the financial state of the Kingdom was luckier than Angga but the affection of a mother she never felt.
“Mother's life, dear mother equally Raya, just as mother loves Angga, when you take care of your mother, keep you always feel comfortable, just like your mother, even in the past, the mother prioritizes Raya rather than herself or Angga” the crying of the mother is increasingly clear, considering how she used to nurture Raya until Dad
take it from them.
Raya let go of her embrace “mom stay at home Raya. Raya will not let mom work anymore, she said, I don't worry Raya already has a job even though it is not with a big salary but Raya believes the money is enough for our mutual needs, the promise will work harder, ma'am, stay with Raya” Raya holding tightly to the shoulders of the mother, her tinnggi more than the mother must bend a little to align their faces.
Mother finally resignedly nodded slowly in approval to Raya's request. Soon Raya packed back her and Angga's belongings and ordered a taxi back online. Mother is a little sad to leave the residence which is a silent witness to her struggle to take care of the two children once and raise Angga until they can finish school
On the way the mother never stop dropping tears even though there is only a small stuffing sound on her lips, Raya always holds the mother along the way. Until finally they reached the residence of the Kingdom. Raya opened the gate and invited mom to sit on the terrace while she and the taxi driver had to lift some things from the car to the terrace of the house.
There was not much they had brought, just clothes as well as some valuable items belonging to Angga, finished bringing all the items in, just finished bringing all the items in, Raya approached the mother and brought her into the House “maybe this house is not as luxurious and grand as Dad's house, but at least this house can be a safe shade for ourselves”
Mother looked around, from the beginning she just silently watched the house in front of her until Raya brought her in. This house is very different from the mother's residence, the floor is not from plastic carpets anymore but already ceramic, the walls are not loose but sturdy stone, even the house consists of two floors “ini your home? Kingdom stay here?” Ask the mother softly without distracting from the sekekliling house.
“iya bu, let's send you to the mother's room” Raya want to invite the mother to the upper floor and put the mother in the room next to her room “Raya” call the mother who managed to stop the move Kingdom “Ada what bu?” Tanya Raya while turning over leads mom “what is there no room on the bottom floor? I will not be able to have to go down and up the stairs” said plain mother.
Raya smiled and then clasped the hands of “ada mother, but not as wide as the above, is it okay?”
“no, this is more than enough” mom feel a little awkward with Raya
Raya hugs mom “Raya son mother, act like usual on Raya, and this house is now home mom also”
They lead the lower room which is near in the family room. Until the mother's room immediately cleaned up the item she had brought that was helped by Raya
Room which is about 4x5meter in size, there is a medium-sized bed also one wardrobe and one medium-sized table “What style of mother can Ask something?” mother shifted her focus to Raya
“What's bu?”
“what did your father give this house to you?”
“hemm, Dad also sometimes come back here even though he did not stay, but very rarely he visited us about 6 months twice”
“dan mother Kingdom?”
“woman is more very rare even just to see us, last she stepped in this house one and a half years ago” said Raya with slightly wrinkled lips cynical “bu.. it's okay if bang Angga has to sleep with Rian?”
“Angga sleeps with mom only, later Rian will be interrupted” said mother a little doubtful
“no bu, Rian's room is also bigger and has two mattresses, Rian will also be happy if anyone accompanies him sleep”
“Rani sleep where?” Ask mom
“she sleeps in the room next to Raya but sometimes she also sleeps with Raya sometimes also she sleeps with Rian, if Rani mah.
“they haven't come home from Aini's house?”
“tomorrow when bang Angga is here, Raya will pick them up home”
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“why mom and Kingdom long time ago?” Ask Angga after getting mom to step into the room
“ibu wants to say something about our home Angga” mom walking closer to Angga
“maaf bu” Rezky standing and yapping mom “Raya is where bu?”
“Raya is on the canteen she is ordering food” said mother while stroking Rezky's shoulder
“then Rezky pampit nyulih Raya ya bu?” after getting a nod from mom, Rezky exited the room following Raya letting mom and Angga talk together in the room.
