God I Miss You
Conscious revelation
Two days have passed. Angga from the day of the arrival of the father has been moved his room into a VIP room where the bed only fit to sleep two people. Hospital fees and all administrators have been paid in full by the Father. It's still a mystery to them why Dad hasn't
caring for them can be so considerate, even if only come to visit once but for Angga it has included a great miracle in his life
Although Angga's condition is getting better he is still not allowed to go home because of his condition is still weak and he needs some more treatment to completely restore his body and also a gunshot wound to his chest
The state of Revelation remains the same he has not been awakened from his long sleep, every hour Kingdom always visits him to ensure his condition, nor does it escape continuing to pray to God for the healing of Revelation
Rezky still has no news. Regardless of what happened to him, Raya was furious at him for leaving Raya without any news
Raya also got information about Rini. Rini was pronounced dead by suicide. He jumped from the top of the cliff and at the same time the truck passed by and crushed his body which made the body disintegrate. The truck driver who said that he saw Rini dropped down from the top of the cliff, because the atmosphere of heavy rain the driver's view is not as clear as usual and can not avoid Rini's body. That's how he got from the information Rami told him
He was confused as to what possessed the driver, saying that if Rini dropped down from the cliff, it was clear that Rini had a lot of blood when she fell from the cliff because of the stab and tear that Raya made. Either because the driver wants to quickly end the news of Rini's death or wants to close his mistake because he is negligent in driving the vehicle. Because in the rain that was so heavy yesterday, the driver drove his truck fast enough so that he could not dodge Rini's body
It was noon time and decided to go to the room of Revelation, because from this morning he had not met his friend, mother is having lunch with Angga while Raya has no appetite at all and prefers to visit Revelation
In the room of Revelation, Aunty and Om are seen sitting on the sofa, the face of aunty with pale body also looks limp, the article from yesterday Aunty has not come home just to rest or eat a mouthful of rice, he simply changed his clothes that the brother of Revelation brought
Raya approached Aunt who was sitting on a sofa and leaned on Om's shoulder with a straight look at Revelation
“Tante” call Raya who is already sitting next to her mother Revelation
“Your kingdom has come” Aunt stroking Hair Kingdom soft, the eyes of the Woman look very swollen because there is no ceaseless menagis
“Tante should go home first with Om, let Raya who keeps Revelation here” said Raya who somehow the reason when she asked Auntie to rest Aunty would definitely reject her and choose to stay with her son
“Tante here alone dear, aunt is fine, aunt just want to be with Wahyu” the woman again put out the Crystal granules in her eyes
“tante don't do this, later even aunty who fell ill. If the Revelation is conscious later, then he sees aunty in this condition Raya believes the Revelation will also be sad. Aunty needs to rest and eat something from yesterday aunt has not eaten anything kan” persuaded Raya, she stroked the middle-aged woman's hand gently and warmly
“Raya is right mah.. Revelation also will not like to see mama as it is now” said Om
“iya, aunty let Kingdom guard Wahyu” said Raya and was taken slowly by Aunty. The woman hugged the Kingdom tightly which also reciprocated the Warm embrace of the Kingdom
When Auntie and Om had gone out of the room to go home and rest at home. As he headed towards Revelation, he sat down on the chair next to his friend's bed. His eyes began to glaze over as he recalled the doctor's words yesterday
He clasped the hand of Revelation and laid the man's hand on his cheek, his tears could no longer be held. His gaze went straight to the face of Revelation, he kept praying and praying for his friend to return to what he used to be
“Revelation. hikss..hikkss.. please be aware, everyone is waiting for your recovery, please don't leave me, how can I get through these days without you. You always comfort me when I am sad, now I am sad very sad, but you do not comfort me as usual please wake up, I need to
your smile I miss your laughter to comfort me, I miss your attention to make me feel more appreciated. Please wake up hikkss..hikss” the relentless crying of Kingdom. So that the girl fell asleep resting her head on the bed of Revelation while still holding her friend's hand
Raya awoke as she felt something move in her hands. How surprised he was when he got the fingers of Revelation that moved as if trying to return the hand of the Kingdom
“Wahyu” call Raya Lirih. Revelation opens its eyes, Kingdom is the first sight that Revelation sees when she awakens from her long slumber
“W-Revelation.” Raya still does not believe that the Revelation has regained consciousness, immediately she steps out to call the sisters but immediately her steps are stopped by the Revelation
“don't leave me, don't call anyone I just want to be with you” said Wahyu in a weak voice
Raya returned to her original position, her hand still clasping tightly to the hand of Revelation
“Are you okay? Are you hurt?” Ask Revelation between the tears of the Kingdom
“fucking! You even threatened my condition when your own situation is not good” said Raya accompanied by tears pouring down her cheeks
Revelation erases the tears “since when did you become a crybaby like this?” the man seemed to smile thinly when he saw the puffy eyes of Raya as well as the face of the girl
“don't doubt I'm okay. Do not worry anything” said Wahyu while stroking the cheek of Raya
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On the other hand Rezky invited Rami to go to the hospital to visit his friends. Until the hospital they headed to the room Angga, it looks like the mother is replacing the clothes Angga very painstakingly
“kalian” call Angga when he finds his friend already standing at the door
They entered the room and then crucified Angga's mother who looked very tired it. “mom have you not rested? Where's Raya? It should be him who helps you” Tanya Rami while continuing to pay attention to the room around her hoping to find Raya there
“Raya is in the room Wahyu” mother smiled when she saw the annoyed face of Rami
“mother go rest us who will keep Angga here” said Rezky when he saw the tired face of the woman
“it's okay, mom is fine kok” replied mom as much as possible to make her best face to remove the tired carvings on her face
“go break mom, I'm fine, they are also here to accompany me, from yesterday mom was too busy taking care of me and Raya is now time to break mom” said Angga. Mother was silent for a moment and nodded in agreement to her son's request
“well, mom will go home, your clothes are also almost gone, mom will also cook something for Raya from yesterday she has not eaten anything” said mom then take care of her stuff and leave the room
“how are you doing Ngga?” Tanya Rezky walked over to Angga
Rezky let out a long sigh accompanied by a thin smile on his lips when he heard the words Angga “why is he worried about me?” Rezky asked, saying he himself knew why because he had not given any news to Raya for a few days
“how do I know. You just ask him”
“i'm here too you want to talk to him” Rezky said then sat on the sofa
“Angga looks like your room is a VIP once ya” ketus Rami enthusiast who only answered a small mutter by Angga
“oh yes you already know not about Rini” Tanya Rami while rounding her eyes
“he killed himself, I already know from Raya”
Instantly Rezky rose from his seat “aku keberuangan Wahyu back” he said as he stepped out of the room
***
Kingdom bowing her face a small stuffing still sounded on her lips “Wahyu” call her slowly
“hmm.. Are you okay?” Revelation lifts the bowed face of the Kingdom, wipes back those flowing tears
“why don't you tell me” Raya is holding Wanhyu's hand that is wiping her tears to keep it on her cheek
“do you know what?” The revelation strangled both of his eyebrows while staring at the Kingdom full of Question marks
“asianmu”
Revelation sighed harshly “you already know ya” her eyes looked a little bit smug
“you said don't hide anything from me hikss.. The revelation of your illness is not a problem for me, you always tell me anything about yourself right, but why not tell me about this hikss..hikss” crying Kingdom broke again
“Raya I just don't want others to think I'm weak because of this disease”
“Revelation promise me, never leave me, you should always be by my side. Doctor says you'll have a hard time surviving hikss. Please don't leave me, promise me hikss..hikss..” Kingdom crying without stopping already know how many tears he let out, maybe a little more water supply will run out because continue to cry
Revelations just silently staring at the face as big as Raya's cheek is gently stroked “Raya.. May I kiss you” he said a little doubt but his gaze can not be separated from the face of Raya.
without a second thought the Kingdom brought its face to Revelation where the man's lips were smothered, but Revelation wanted more than a kiss on the deck of the nape of the Kingdom and they were finally lulled in a warm kiss
Without them realizing Rezky was watching from the front of the door, closing the door again without a sound, letting the two men dissolve in intimacy and undo his intention to meet Raya. He was confused his feelings felt tight when he saw Raya kissing the Revelation earlier
Raya let go of her kisses as their breath began to be cut off “Raya lay beside me” pinta Apocalypse on Raya which then followed the girl
With great care in the presence of the body of Revelation reciprocated warm embrace of the owner of the body “stay like this” said Raya while stroking the chest of the field of Revelation
“don't forget me Raya” said Wahyu lirih
Kingdom kisses back the lips of Revelation so that they again dissolve in a long kiss, Kingdom take off their kisses but Revelation still demands the kiss back “I still want to feel the sweetness and warmth of your lips” said Revelation then demanded the tongue Raya back to play in her lips until they returned late in the hot kiss
Revelation untied their lips when he felt Raya was a little careless, in his eyes the girl “you must be happy Kingdom, already sad enough. Keep fighting but do not forget your happiness” Revelation stroked the Hair Kingdom while watching every curve of the girl's face
Raya just fell silent and kept staring at Revelation “Raya you are very beautiful” said Wahyu while peeping Kingdom
“I will marry you” said Raya as she buried her face on the neck of Revelation
Sounded a little laugh from Revelation “I'm serious! I will marry you, I will have children from you, we will live in the same house, will sleep in the same bed. No one can separate us” ketus Raya but with teary eyes
“I'm sure you'll be happy one day” Revelation closed her eyes, she doesn't want to give Raya the slightest hope about her, she thought what her true doctor said would be hard to endure
“i will be happy with you, quickly heal so we can quickly marry later”
“how about Rezky?” Ask the Revelation slowly but still clearly heard in the Ears
Raya just speechless no answer from her lips “Raya I love you so much” said Revelation while re-wearing the beautiful Hair Kingdom
Raya raises her face in the face of the man who is holding her back “ I also love you” new this time in her life she said it to a man “don't leave me”
“I will strive for it, but if I fail please never forget me until anytime, because if I leave, I leave with this feeling of love. Promise me to make your life better than yesterday, promise me to keep fighting and not forget your happiness, I
it will always be in your heart and your memory” Revelation holds its heart which is now beginning to hurt
“you can definitely go back to how you used to be, I believe it” Kingdom grasps the hand of Revelation that is holding her chest “what am I hurting you?” raya said worried
“I will be fine as long as you are beside me” replied the Revelation filled with smiles
Raya stroked the chest of the field of Revelation that felt pain, the chest of Revelation so as to cause a small laugh from the body of the owner
Raya recounts all the events when Revelation was in a coma, especially the events experienced by Rini, she said like the news spread that Rini killed herself, not to forget he told about the family of Revelation that awaits the consciousness of Revelation, also his father who visited Angga to the hospital
It was so long that Raya told them that they both dissolved in each other's dreams. The fact that being asleep in Revelation feels very comfortable for him and vice versa.
