God I Miss You
About Rini
“I entered silat when I was still Junior High School 2nd class, the people were not this much, senior brothers are also still not busy with their respective affairs unlike today. Rini was my friend's first friend I knew when I entered silat, we became good friends everywhere always together, always together, although he who is more open about his life is different from me who is reluctant to tell my story” the details of kristal began to wet his face “but everything changed when Revelation entered this college, Revelation always approached me, Revelations always approached me, I tried to stay away from her because I knew Rini liked Revelation. But immediately Rini turned away from me, thinking of me as an enemy when Revelation exposed her feelings of joy to me to other fighters and the news reached Rini's ears. Starting from there Rini away from me and I also began to get used to the different attitude towards me” Kingdom several times wipe away her tears, her face still faithfully leaning on Rezky's body.
“so friendship destroyed because of love?” Rezky just found out everything, quite surprised for sure because initially Raya and Rini are good friends but can be far apart just because of Revelation.
“ya so” said Raya “but there are things you should know about Rini, she is a hardworking woman she even paid for her school with her own efforts because her family lives in adequacy. There was one bad thing she had experienced, when she was working as a waitress at the night bar, someone set her up and took her chastity by force, she said, at that time I was returning home from my aunt place on a motorcycle, and I accidentally saw him walking with a messy appearance and a loud cry, quite tight, I took her home and she told me everything. At that time we still have not quarreled like now”.
“it's all just the past, we have to live our lives now” Rezky gently stroked the shoulder Kingdom tried to calm the girl about her past thoughts “now we sleep, I'm very sleepy”.
They walked to the room, then hugged warmly on a soft mattress “don't go from me whatever the reason, please” Raya wrapped one hand around Rezky's waist while the other hand continued to stroke Rezky's chest.
“I love you” said Rezky as he kissed Raya's head.
***
In the morning Rezky drove Raya back to the hospital, he was about to drive the girl to Angga's room but Raya forbade him for fear Angga would be suspicious of them so he drove Raya enough to the front of the hospital.
“from anywhere? Why is there no news at all?” Angga asked after seeing Raya at the door and stepped in.
“sorry, last night the rain was very heavy so Rezky drove me home” replied Raya while walking towards Angga.
“who's home?” angga's question managed to stop Raya's steps and make the girl surprised ‘what you know that I was last night with Rezky, but he knows where’ said Raya inwardly.
“ya... go home-ku” reply Raya slightly stamped.
But not Angga his name if you just believe “night Abang call Aini he bil—“
“excuse me I want to check the state of patient” Angga speech interrupted when the nurse came to his room.
‘hah Lord thank you, I don't need to look for excuses anymore. You are indeed my savior sister’ Inner Kingdom “I will see the condition of Revelation first” Kingdom walk out the room to the room of Revelation.
In the room of Revelation Kingdom only found Brother Revelation sitting in a chair next to the mattress while playing his phone “Kak Jihan? Where's aunt?” Tanya Raya while stepping inside.
“ahh.. thank goodness there is you, Mamah is returning home because Raka (Adik Wahyu) is feverish. Brother titip Wahyu yes, because Brother has a job today” Brother Jihan rose from his seat.
“iya sis, I take care of Wahyu Sisja aj”.
After a few steps Jihan left the room, Raya sat down next to the mattress that Jihan's brother had been wearing. The sleeping face of Revelation, the pliable eyelashes, the thick eyebrows, the firm jaw, the sharp nose of each side of the face of the Revelation of the Kingdom note, nothing is missing from his sight.
“get well and get back to how you used to be, please” Raya clasped the burly hand and slowly the hand of Revelation also returned the hand of Kingdom “you are here” Revelation opened her eyes slowly and looked closely at Raya.
“I am here baby, quickly recover” Kingdom put the hand of Revelation on his cheek closed his eyes considering the incident last night when he was with Rezky, it hurts when two feelings are in the same heart.
“lay next to me” pinta Apocalypse and approved by Raya.
Kingdom staring into the eyes of Revelation within, her hand stroking the chest of Revelation gently “what still hurts?” Ask Raya while looking at the chest of Revelation that is being handled.
“no, no more pain if you touch it like that”
Raya looked back into the eyes of Revelation while accompanied by a smile on her tiny lips. Revelation kisses the lips soft, long enough the lips are united with the lips of Kingdom, Kingdom just close its eyes feel the touch also warm body of Revelation
“Raya can I ask you something?” Ask Revelation in her kiss
“Ask what?”
Revelation releasing the kiss closed her eyes “God will punish me as to what it will be? I mean when I don't breathe anymore”
“you know better what will happen to me Kingdom, when I am no longer among you, when my body is united with the ground, what will happen to me?” Revelation still closed its eyes waiting for an answer from the Kingdom
“you're not going anywhere you've always been by my side” Raya's eyes are now starting to glaze over
“I won't be long darling, I can feel that. At least tell me what I will face later” Revelation opens his eyes slowly he sees the Kingdom is wet with tears flowing on his face “tell me I want to hear him” Revelation said with a small smile on his lips reassuring That she'll be fine.
Raya took a deep breath and exhaled slowly “kegah” said Raya, Revelation again closed her eyes when Raya started her words “there was very dark, very dark, very narrow you will only smell the mud” little stuffing in the lips Kingdom began to sound “nothing can save you other than charity, you only get a bright light from the scriptures that you read, if you never read it or touch it then you will forever be in darkness, there will be an angel who will question you later and it's about your life, when you can answer correctly then congratulations on the torture of your grave, otherwise the big hammer will find your body instantly” soaking Kingdom now sounds very clear.
“what can no one help me other than my charity there?” Ask Revelation while keeping her eyes closed listening word for word from the lips of Kingdom
“ada, the people who pray for you, that prayer will be one of your rescuers later” Raya again remembered the words of her teacher who used to say about the situation in the grave “you must be strong Revelation pray continues to God only he can save you right now it is not me, your mother, nor the doctor, only the Lord” Kingdom embraces the body of Revelation with its tears still faithfully soaking its face and pillows
“if that day will happen, will you pray for me?” Revelation opened her eyes to hold the Kingdom deeper in her arms
“I will pray for you even without asking. Stay by my side Revelation never leave me”
“I will always be in your heart and mind dear”
“you're a good man, I'm sure God will forgive you, don't break your relationship with God always ask forgiveness to him, I'll always be by your side”
“I'm not as sorry as you”
“aku a despicable person Wahyu”
“you are too holy to humiliate yourself”
“I made a mistake to God, I'm a despicable person”
“if a person like you is a despicable person, then what nickname is right for me”
Kingdom breathes rough “I don't want to discuss it again” deletes his tears trying to stop his crying “Revelation I can ask something”
“apa?”
“when the Religion lesson arrives what are you doing? Why don't you just know it?”
“what do I do?.. think of you, fantasize about old age with you” Revelation smiled a little when saying it
***
Raya is now drinking white milk while watching television that is showing her favorite action film, she sits leaning on a soft sofa while shaking her legs, and her legs, mom sat on the other side of the couch eating her dinner.
“Raya come here Abang want to sleep” said Angga who began to fidget because Raya was not in his arms.
“I still want to watch, the film is not over, Brother sleep first just” denied Raya without taking his eyes off the television
“Abang can not sleep” Raya still does not budge from its position “come home I am very sleepy Kingdom!” ketus Angga's.
“Huh!” decak upset Raya, then she walked and lay in the arms of the brother, the mother just smiled at the behavior of her two children, they were very attached like a stamp can not be separated from each other, the mother just smiled at the behavior of her two children, they are very attached like a stamp can not be separated from each other, as soon as I think of Father ‘just as you can watch this, I'm sure you'll choose your family over your jobthe inner’ of mother. They both slept in each other's arms.
in the morning they got happy news from the doctor that Angga tomorrow morning has been allowed to go home because his condition is getting better.
