God I Miss You
Ill
Dikantin Rezky saw Raya sitting while raising her phone, she immediately approached the Kingdom “hemm” muttered Rezky who managed to shift the focus of the girl in front of her, Raya just stared briefly and then returned cool with her phone without saying a word.
“you've pesen food?” Tanya Rezky still faithfully looked at the beautiful face in front of her.
“udah” reply Kingdom brief.
“what's wrong on her phone? Why focus on mulu?”.
Raya put her phone on the table and switch to staring at Rezky “gak there, Just another chat with Aini aja”.
Rezky nodded his head with a smile. Immediately Raya grasped Rezky's hand on the table when she saw several pairs of eyes Women were watching Rezky.
Rezky who does not know anything is just confused with the hand grip Kingdom “why?” Rezky asked when he saw the look of annoyance on the girl's face “huh! They were looking at you” Kingdom releasing his hand grip.
Rezky turned his head around and began to understand what Raya meant, he just smiled while continuing to look at the look on the face of Kingdom who still displays an annoyed face “why are those smiles?!”.
“you were sitting here some men are also watching you” Rezky leaning his body into a chair.
“gak peduli” says Raya cuek.
Raya's order is ready for a waiter to deliver his order of shirts that are being occupied by Raya. Raya took out a few pieces of money from her pocket but as usual she lost quickly to Rezky who had paid for all the food “his return took aja mbak” said Rezky while carrying a food bag and holding hands Kingdom to go, Raya just stepped following Rezky.
In Angga's room, Raya handed the package of food to the mother and told the mother to rest and eat her food.
Angga looked at Raya inside without a word while Rezky was told by Raya to pick Rami up at the hospital. Rami had been very excited about Raya to tell Rezky to invite him to the hospital, because Rami did not dare to go alone and so Raya told Rezky to pick him up.
“why?” Tanya Raya was confused when she saw Angga's strange look on her.
“Raya I do not want to trouble you, let us stay at home lama” said Angga still with the same gaze.
Raya took a long breath and exhaled slowly “ absolutely does not bother me, I am even happy if mom and brother stay with me”.
“but it's kam--“
“already bang, do not discuss it again, it is not a matter” Raya smiled warmly at Angga.
“i go to Revelation first, Brother rest, today is your last day in hospital”.
***
“why is no one here?” murmuring Kingdom upon entering the room of Revelation. There is only Revelation lying on the bed, usually there is always someone watching him whether it is aunt or Jihan's leg.
Raya stepped in to the Revelation who was stroking her chest, it looks like her chest is hurting “do I need to call a sister?” Tanya Raya when she saw Revelation holding her chest.
Revelation smiled when she found Raya already standing beside her “no need, this is nothing”.
“where is Auntie also Brother Jihan?”
“Mamah at home again take care of Raka, Kak Jihan again work”
“trus take care of you?”
“tadi Papa is here, but he's gone for a while he said there's business at the” office
Raya nodded slowly “bang Angga tomorrow is allowed to go home” said Raya with a smile on her lips.
“dia's healed?”
“doctor said his condition has improved. When are you coming home? Bang Angga has healed lo.. you do not want to stay in hospital for long” Raya gently stroked the chest of Revelation.
“some time I go home kok” said Revelation without expression “when Angga is home later, do you still often look at me here?”.
“i will always come here, though, as usual” said Raya who managed to make Revelation smile “cepet healed ya” Raya briefly kissed the lips of Revelation but swiftly Revelation pulled the nape of the Kingdom not to move in his position and there was a warm kiss on second man.
“I want to kiss again” said Wahyu a little doubt but Raya just smiled a little and brought her face closer to Revelation.
Revelation kissed him so gently, it felt like it did not want to release the Kingdom in its touch. Revelations realize Rezky is watching them in front of a slightly open door, while the Kingdom keeps busy****** lip of Revelation.
The revelation accidentally does not release the kiss even she deepens their kiss, as it accidentally codes Rezky that the Kingdom is hers.
Rezky was still glued to the door, seeing how intimate the two of them were, this was not the first time he had seen Kingdom kissing with Revelation.
Her feelings must have been very painful, considering Raya was the first woman in her life and she was making out with someone else who was not her friend as much pain as her heart felt, but how else he has no right to separate them, especially when he sees the Kingdom so open to the touch of Revelation.
The atmosphere instantly froze when Rami came to Rezky who was still glued “Rezky what are you doing?” rami said with a high voice that managed to make Raya surprised and immediately released her kiss.
Fortunately the door was only slightly open, so Rami could not see the situation in the room, Raya was surprised when she found Rezky standing in front of the door while continuing to look into the room.
Not getting any answers or reactions from Rezky, Rami immediately opened the door wide and stepped in to the Kingdom “Rami?” call Raya kaku.
“why are you surprised so?” Rami asked in surprise when she saw Raya standing stiff with a shocked face.
“ahh.. no.. I'm fine” Raya wiped her lips with her hands, it looks like their saliva is still stuck to Raya's lips.
“Raya why are your lips so red? And... a little swollen?” Rami watched Raya's lips in surprise.
Raya fell silent and looked at the Revelation at a glance, this must be because the revelation was “hmm, aahh, you-you might see” said Raya slightly flattened while closing her lips so that Rami stopped investigating her lips.
Raya looks towards Rezky who is now standing next to the bed of Revelation opposite the place “how are you?” Rezky asked Revelation, trying not to stare at Raya.
“ya.. as you can see” replied Revelation while turning towards Rezky
“ah.. yes! We are here also want to visit you, sorry I forgot to ask you news, because I was a little confused with the lips Raya” said Rami.
‘Brake! Please stop discussing lip’ Inner Kingdom
“nothing” replied Revelation smile “Raya always accompany me here, I definitely feel better for not being lonely”.
Rami talks a lot about the condition of Revelation when he finds out that Revelation suffers from a rare disease, while Raya is only silent, occasionally he looks at Rezky who is more interested in discussing Rami than he is.
“aku out briefly” Kingdom permission
“I follow, I also want to kantin haus nih” Rami follow the steps of Kingdom “Rezky you keep Wahyu”
After Raya and Rami left the room, Wahyu started getting serious with Rezky “ I want to talk”
“ speak I listen to you” Rezky sitting next to the bed of Revelation
“I leave Kingdom to you” said Wahyu weak
“what do you mean?” Ask Rezky wonder
“all will not end beautifully in my life. Raya is a good woman, difficult to guess, she yesterday said she wanted to marry me when I recover later” Rezky's face immediately turned moody when she heard Revelation “but I will never recover Ky. Raya loves you, she only loves me as a friend, although I can see clearly in her gaze that she does not want to lose me, but her feelings are different to yours she really loves you. If I can't be next to him any more I beg you to change my position, his body and mind are very solid but his heart is fragile, his life is very difficult Ky, his life is very difficult, I know you love her too I hope you're willing to accept my last request of you, make her feel no longer lonely, make her feel appreciated”.
“last request?”
“I won't be long, my situation is getting worse, I can feel it”
“Raya loves you more than anything, she even sacrificed her time to be with you, so you have to hold on for her sake, don't mind me” Rezky spoke so resignedly.
“free, no matter how strong I survive if god has any other will of my life, it will only be useless” Revelation closed his eyes “if someday I can no longer see his face, I will not be able to see his, can no longer make her laugh, then you must be ready to be always for her for your feelings and also her feelings”.
“I will do it even without you asking, maybe I'm not as good as you to always be there and make her happy but I will try hard for my feelings and our friendship”.
