God I Miss You
New power
Rezky snatched the HP held by the Kingdom and deleted all the depraved videos in the collection of the Kingdom so far “I don't want you to see those inhumane videos again, I don't want you to see them, if you need help to make you feel better about your days call me, I'm always ready all day to be with you, to make you feel less alone, to make you feel more meaningful!” ketus Rezky while grasping the hand of Raya tightly.
Raya let go of the hand grip that took her eyes off Rezky “Raya look at me!” rezky said as he allowed the view of Raya in front of him
“you horrified me? I will try as much as possible to make you feel more valuable, for me you are almost near the perfect word have a beautiful physique, courage without knowing Fear, and fear, intelligence that not many people have, you can divert someone's world just from your beautiful gaze, I don't want you to be further corroded by those depraved videos, you can trust me. If I don't do my job well, I allow you to tear my body away taking my heart like what your video shows, I'm serious about my love!”
Raya sighed heavily, back down her gaze “ I could not possibly ngelakuinnya ky, thanks for your concern for me I trust you more than I trust myself” said Raya then hugged Rezky tightly, I believe you more than I trust myself, Rezky returned the hug as it stroked Raya's soft back.
Raya buried her face on Rezky's shoulder heard the sound of a small sobbing from Kingdom “don't hold your tears she also wants to come out free like the others, I'm here with you cry as much and then try to stand back through all the burdens firmly, remember I'm always by your side, I will never leave you even if you ask for it from me” said Rezky trying to strengthen the girl who is now in his arms.
the sound of the raya's sobbing sounded increasingly clear. For the first time she cried in the arms of others even she felt comfort in that embrace.
Long enough Raya cried in Rezky's arms felt very comfortable more comfortable than anything, she had never felt this before, Rezky wiped the tears of Kingdom that wet the pink cheeks with his thumb.
Raya's face still looks very beautiful even though she is crying. Rezky looked at the face of Kingdom who was down ‘God why your creation is this beautiful. Strengthen my faith, Lord, I do not want to do more
far from this, her face alone had already tormented me so much how could I bear with her smile and also her gaze Rezky's inner’.
He tried to guess how the events of Revelation made on the Kingdom, Rezky's imagination began to run wild everywhere his hands had begun to reach the nape of the Kingdom, his man's side had begun to appear
Suddenly he was startled with a resounding azan voice, he immediately withdrew his hand from the Kingdom, saying, bowing his head he felt sorry for what he thought earlier “Raya forgive me” Rezky said in a guilty tone and his face was still down.
Kingdom who do not understand Rezky, confused by the words of his friend was “why ky? Sorry for what?” Tanya Raya was confused. Rezky exhaled a rough breath he just shook his head, which made Raya even more confused
“ky you gakpapa?”
“not, I am notpapa, we better pray already azan”. Raya is surprised to hear Rezky's invitation, but it is also impossible for her to reject the very noble invitation. He followed what Rezky said.
Arriving at the Grand Mosque saw Angga who was in the place of men's abudhu “itu Abang-kan?” Tanya Raya while pointing towards Angga
“iya, your brother is a very good person, you are lucky to have him” said Rezky while looking at Angga “ayok hunted, entar keburu began”
***
In the mess Raya is sleeping soundly, maybe he was exhausted because of his work this morning, preparing and accompanying the fighter who will compete earlier
After Raya returned to the mess she rushed to clean herself up and fell asleep without even having time to greet Rami and touch her lunch.
Rami sat beside Raya clasping her hands as if giving strength to the girl, her beautiful face looking extremely exhausted. Rami covers her up to Raya's neck, keeping the girl warm
When Rami was about to get up he saw a very private bag according to him, no one should touch the bag other than Raya, not even himself allowed to touch or open the bag. Rami was very curious what was inside the bag.
He quietly grabbed the bag that was always beside the pillow Kingdom, opening it slowly. He found nothing in the bag other than HP, the money sheet, the identification card as well as a small book that Raya often used to record something.
There is nothing interesting according to Rami in the contents of the book is only records in the form of film titles, song titles and work notes that Raya often forget.
There are some very beautiful pictures of Raya's hand painting, one of her talents that deserves a thumbs up because the picture is so good. Rami hopes he finds something in the bag or Raya's diary in the booklet, but damn he found nothing, what makes the bag so private according to Rami.
As Rami was about to return everything to the sling bag, he saw a small button hidden in the bag, the button was so hidden that it was hard to see, Rami hoped to find something inside the button.
sure enough he found a folding knife and some small photosheets, he was more interested in photographs than a folding knife.
He saw a complete family photo of Raya with her mother, father and also her sisters, but the photo was very unsightly, he said, there were some blood spots on the photo as well as a face painted so badly.
when Rami switched on the next image there was a duplicate of the Raya family image earlier, which, it's just very different in the painting if it looked creepy now the other picture looks so sweet with the frame painted Raya.
in the next photo Rami saw photos of Raya activities, her Pencak Silat activities, her Marching Band activities, her Swimming activities as well as photos of her Volly activities that she had participated in
there are also photos of friends of the Kingdom some of them are not familiar to Rami, photos of Aini, Wahyu as well himself, he smiled happily when he saw a photo of himself contained in the bag Kingdom.
there are also photos of Angga such as the greeting of Raya yesterday photo with the left hand holding a birthday cake, and there is a photo of Raya's face in the right hand. A small photo of Angga, it looks like he was still Junior High when the photo was taken but Rami still very clearly recognize the face of Angga.
Some other photos there are images of Raya, photos that show the beautiful face of the girl, because the father of Raya Chinese descent, then the beautiful face that Raya got descent from her father with narrow eyes, with narrow eyes, tiny lips are also pure white skin, but the hair, nose, chin and posture are more European-like than Asian.
There is a photo sheet that makes Rami wrinkle his forehead because the photo depicts Raya who is wearing a hijab and surrounded by people who seem to be very understanding and obedient to religion, there is also a photo of Raya hugging the golden-coloured Quran with a beautiful smile on her lips.
Indeed Rami had seen Raya using hijab but that was when Rami first entered Silat and not close to Raya but after that Rami did not see Raya using hijab again, the picture made Rami very curious
he remembered the person in the previous photo of Aini who had introduced Raya to him he remembered that Aini said that he had known Raya from a long time ago, fortunately, they exchanged phone numbers. Rami immediately returned the goods and bags to the original place and immediately contacted Aini to ask what was in her head at this time
‘Rami’
“This is me Rami his silat friend Raya, I want something nih can not?”
‘Aini’
“ehh, yes Rami, what's wrong with nanyain?”
‘Rami’
“mau Ask about Raya”
‘Aini’
‘Rami’
“No, Raya is fine now even he sleep”
‘Aini’
“thank God, I was worried. Want to ask what?”
‘Rami’
“hehe. sorry yes. I'd like to ask you about Raya”'s past life
‘Aini’
“waduh... I can not help you if about the problem, I could have stayed the name doang made Raya. You know he's a very very closed person”
‘Rami’
“I promise not to say bad luck - this is our secret both I beg”
It was quite difficult for Rami to convince Aini but the results never betrayed the effort.after Aini told her all about Raya, the, Rami was very, very surprised because the person who had always been beside him was not just anyone
***
Rami was sitting on a park bench that did not leave the mess, Raya was still asleep in the room so she was alone, trying to guess what Aini said just now.
Not long ago suddenly Angga and Rezky came to him “Rami... Which highway? How are you alone, get used to it?” Ask Angga.
Rami awakens from his daydream when he hears the voice of Angga “Raya again sleep” as soon as he realizes the relationship between Raya and Angga he took the initiative
asking the truth about Kingdom “Angga I can do a lot of things not?”
“nanywhat's Mi?”
“ What was the past? I'm curious”
“I don't know Mi... You will know for yourself The Kingdom is very closed”
“aku denger Raya ever wear hijab huh?”
“ya the name of the woman let alone Muslim women yes must have used hijab, in addition to the Kingdom of Muslim special schools yes definitely required to wear hijab, are you one school with her, how sih”
“means I am in the everyday Kingdom, yes we are a different school tapikan Raya in SMK while I am in his High School”
“if in the everyday Kingdom I do not know, but when my father took a photo of Raya to me, several times I was found Raya using a hijab in the photo, but it's been a while anyway about 2 or 3 years ago”
“so everything is real, jeez I don't believe”
“emang why Mi?” Angga asked confused while Rezky only lived up to their conversation
“so I opened his privacy bag Raya, trus I found several photos including photos of Raya who again wear hijab and surrounded by people who obey the religion and photos of Raya with Al-Qur’an”
“means?” connect Rezky
“nah after I saw that photo I asked the same with his name Aini Kingdom, I have met several times with Aini and he once said that he and Raya had known for a long time, so I found out about Raya to him"
"I was shocked when I found out that Raya was on the right path, I mean that his life is all religious even Aini said that Raya used to hafidz qur’an he even memorized 20 juz Al-qur’an within 2 years"
"Aini also said that Raya often participated in the race read Qur’an so and she always came out as a champion because of her eloquence memorized the Qur’an which is no doubt”
Rezky and Angga fell apart and could not believe when they heard the words of Rami. “trus why the Kingdom could be like this now?” Ask Angga
“that's all because of his family, there was a day when he was devastated to find out that his father had another family out there"
"Not healed Raya's wounds about the fact, she has been shocked again that her mother also has a new family even has a newborn child, she said, that's why his mother had not come home for almost a year, at that time Raya felt very devastated, lonely, also had intended to commit suicide if only he did not remember to his sisters"
"At that time Raya felt that God was unfair to her, from Raya Junior High her parents had given all their responsibilities to her and her sisters to Raya, because Raya is a very strong girl and does not know fear she can support and educate her sisters from her own business even to this day”
Angga sighed heavily when he heard Rami's words, his sister who had been very dear to him had to bear the heavy burden alone
Rezky even had time to listen to Rami's words, when he remembered about the violence that Raya liked
“trus hardness it?” Rezky asked spontaneously when he remembered the Raya video collection
“what hardness?” Ask Angga confused. Rezky recalled that only He was Raya and God knew the secret
“ahh.. No, I must have just called you earlier” replied Rezky trying to convince Angga and Rami.
