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CHAPTER 81: Last Day in the Dorm
Livi that afternoon was delivering a mailing list to Ken's son's dormitory. It was then that Jay approached Livi and called out to her.
"Livi! Wait!" exciting Jay.
"What's the matter Aa?" Livi.
"Yesterday Lovely is not the one who makes a special takjil for Aa? Why is he still watching me?! Whyyy?! What does he mean?! Though Aa just saw her go to tutoring with Jo!"
Livi sighed. "Lovely just wants Aa to stay good with him. Befriend him. To be honest, Angela and I would rather agree that Lovely is with Aa Jay. But Lovely seems to have bonded with Jo. With family. Jo's family has prepared a house, a car, a deposit, even a building and decorations for Lovely and Jo's engagement"
"Aa willing Vi. Aa's willing that Lovely chose Jo. But what Aa wants, Jo don't do anything to Lovely! Spread as if she and Lovely had..." Jay did not continue his words.
"No, Aa Jay! Lovely is still holy! He hasn't done anything to Jo!" livi.
"Yes, Aa knows. Aa was sure too. But Livi, Aa's afraid later Jo can't help but do her to Lovely! Aa scared Jo maksa Lovely. She's lustful as Lovely! Aa can tell by the way Rifky talks!"
"Let's be like Aa! I have an idea! Just listen to the tape as Papa Jo! Let Papa educate Kak Jo!"
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This Friday, last day at the dorm. All students and students prepare to return home. This afternoon is the last exercise. Lovely was still sitting around with the others after the rehearsal mentored by Ken and Mark.
"Tomorrow for the report. Not strong, huh? It's a new feeling yesterday that we're SMU's kids" Angela said.
"Holiday again. Mudik again" said the Princess.
"Start training again when is Ken?" ask Lovely.
"As soon as the Eid holiday. The stairs on June 26th you have to enter the dormitory again" replied Ken who sat with Livi.
"Sister Ken went to Banyuwangi?" ask Cecil.
"Most Mondays. Tomorrow I go home to sister Nico first. I'm going home with Livi"
"Gazy dong!"
Lovely stood up "I am first huh? I was the last tutor today. I went straight home. I'm not sleeping in the dorm tonight. I miss my house" Lovely said.
"Don't you miss Mang Kussoy?" cecil Goda.
"Ih! You're kali!"
"Oh, I have tutoring too. I took a shower, Brother Ken" said Livi.
"I'm inter. Do you want to go home too?" ask Ken.
"No ah. I'll be tomorrow. I haven't packed"
Lovely walks lethargic in the corridor. Last day at the dorm... Before entering again as a 2nd grader SMU, school holidays were 2 weeks. And the relationship with Jay has not improved...
It was like being in a dreamland. When suddenly Jay was in front of Lovely. Jay was standing in the corridor leaning against the wall. Like waiting for Lovely.
"Non Afternoon" said Jay.
"Sore Aa Jay" Lovely replied.
Lovely wants to continue in her footsteps. But Jay touched his hand gently. "She was waiting for you here" Jay said.
'Waiting' that word suddenly so sounds wonderful in Lovely's ears. Jay is in front of him. Staring into his eyes.
"I'm sorry Aa recorded Jo's conversation with Rifky. You fainted when you heard it. Have you improved? Aa's worried, Non" said Jay.
"I'm no papa" Lovely said with a lowered face. Red is shame.
"Time in Thailand too... Apologize for not helping you when you fall. I went back to where you fell. But you're gone" Jay said again.
"Yes Aa" Lovely said.
Jay started to approach Lovely. Lovely retreated until her body hit the wall. Jay put his two hands on the wall. Caged Lovely who stood docked. Jay's eyes stared intently at Lovely's. The masculine fragrance from her body was clearly smelled by Lovely.
"Non darling... Tomorrow I go home. Before we parted, Aa wanted to say one thing" Jay said. Lovely did not answer. Even down.
"Thank you for your face, Non! Look into Aa's eyes! Tell me you love Aa too!" jay said firmly.
Lovely raise her face. Look at Jay. Jay's smile paints sadness... Which has never been seen in all this time... Lovely's heart was bleeding! Wanted to drop in Jay's arms. But I remember Jo... Although for a year Jo just exhaust his heart.
"Love darling... Aa love you. Tell me you love Aa too... After hearing those words, Aa will ask your Papa Mama's permission to bring you Lebaran in Aa village. We start all over again" Jay whispered. Lovely remained silent...
"What has Jo been giving you all this time? He can only suppress and humiliate you! He loves your body! Even though he has not done it now, but from the recording you can conclude that he has intended to rape you! He's too passionate about you! While Aa promised. If you give it a chance, Aa will just kiss your forehead" Jay said.
Lovely tried to strengthen her heart. "Aa Jay... Ii'm sorry... I love you the same. But... But I can't leave Jo's sister." Lovely said at last. And Jay felt his hopes were over!
"Even if he's spoken like that to Rifky?" hiss Jay.
"Yes... I love Brother Jo for who he is. I don't just love him... But I really love him." Lovely said softly.
Jay breathed a heavy sigh. Lovely is not to be had...
"You dare not leave Jo?! Are you afraid of being wronged by your family?! Don't be afraid of Non! Come with Aa! I will always be there to protect you. Defend you from all that pressure! Let go and throw it here!" Jay's still trying to convince Lovely.
But Lovely kept shaking weakly. "Sorry Aa Jay... I can't..."
Jay pulled out her hand that had locked up Lovely. Jay took a few steps back. Now between him and Lovely has stretched a long distance.
"Alright Non... Forgive Aa... You never seem to care about Aa..."
"It wasn't so Aa.." Lovely's eyes started getting wet.
"St... Don't cry! I don't want to see you cry! Take good care of yourself. Aa will always love you..." Jay wiped the tears on Lovely's face and slowly left her alone.
I really never
could leave him
even if you hug me
forgive me now
the only thing that is said is
which may be haunting
my life your life
Zigaz - my life your life
