
It feels like Lovely told me that this afternoon Jo grabbed her and violently swayed her body. Not just this once. But several times Jo often kissed Lovely harshly. But Lovely was embarrassed. Especially Jay's in there!
"Papa, I know Papa and Mama love me. And wish the best for me and Brother Jo. But I beg you... For now let me step away for a moment from Brother Jo... I'm weary... I want to be the old Lovely. Who are free to be friends with anyone and are not tied to anyone" Lovely said.
"You want to kill me Love?.." asked Jo sadly.
Lovely also looked at Jo sadly. Lovely still loves Jo. However, Jo is the most beautiful dream that is expected to be his life partner later.
But at this time Lovely felt there was also a sense of hatred for Jo. For all Jo's treatment lately. "No, Brother Jo. I just want to stay away from you for a moment... I need time to think... Do I really need you?..."
"Tante, Om, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to separate Lovely from Jo. All coincidences. The incident at mount salak. Also this afternoon "said Jay try to come talk.
"Shut up! All because of you! If it wasn't for you, Lovely would have parted ways with Jo! Lovely has never felt as hesitant or anxious to get away from Jo as she is today! But now Lovely's gone bad! What do you have to make Lovely happy?! Until now I won't allow Lovely to date you! Don't dream of you!" mama Lovely snapped and Jay's face turned pale. Mama Lovely's words really hurt her heart. But Jay is still smiling.
"Already Ma, don't talk that way" Papa Lovely said soberly.
"Sorry Aunt, but maybe Lovely is more comfortable with me. I saw that he was so happy with me. We ate at the warteg, rode the bianglala, bought sweet Arum" Jay said.
Mama Lovely has patience! He went forward then 'Plak!' in the slap of Jay's face!
"Mama!" pekik Lovely then stood between her Mama and Jay "Mama kok mukul Jay?! No Ma!"
Jay was flabbergasted while rubbing his hot cheeks. Not so sick but stuck in Jay's heart! While Jo smiles satisfied to see Jay in Mama Lovely's slap.
Papa embraces Mama. "Already Ma. Lovely is not dating Jay either! They're just friends"
Mama Lovely glares at Jay! "Go from here! Don't you ever dare come here again! Lovely won't get any better than Jo! Jo is handsome, kind, polite, wealthy and comes from a respectable family! You who? How dare you bring my son to eat in warteg!"
"Mama already! Poor Brother Jay!" lovely said with wet eyes.
"Udah Love's... Aa go home first huh?" jay relented and chose to leave.
"I'm sorry, Mama, Aa Jay..."
"Yes, no papa kok Non" Jay tried to kiss Lovely's parents' hands before leaving. But Mama Lovely refused as Jay was about to kiss her hand.
After Jay. Lovely and Jo are in a stand together. "From today Jo, you stay away from Lovely. Leave him alone first. Lovely was a kid. Maybe he still wants to be free to play with his friends" Papa said.
"Yes Om." said Jo.
"Lovely, you can't go with Jay without asking Papa and Mama for permission?!" said Papa again.
"Yes Pa.." said Lovely.
Papa shuffles Lovely and Jo's hair. "Well, you two still love each other. Jo's going to Newzealand tomorrow right? You will miss each other. Just look at next week. You must have made up again"
"Amin.." said Jo.
Papa and Mama then leave Lovely with Jo so they can talk together. Jo glanced at Lovely. "My love dear... Please don't leave me... I love you so much" said Jo softly.
"lik! You don't love me! You just need my body! I hate you!" snapped Lovely.
"Yes, I need your body. But I love you too!"
Jo down to the floor. Kneel down and hold Lovely's hand. "I'm sorry... I was emotional yesterday. I locked myself up all day in a dorm room but you don't care about me. You didn't pick up the phone from me. I'm sorry, honey..."
"I don't know... Stay away from me first! I have to think. Moreover, you have dared to take Gilsha in your car!"
"That's what Rifky told me. He believes me that if I bring another girl, you'll definitely stay away from Jay. I swear I won't take another girl in my car again! Except my family"
"Why are you asking Rifky for advice?! He's that crazy! Can you ask for advice from Ken's brother or Revan's brother?!"
"Yes, anyway..."
"Now you go home! Don't come near me again! Moreover, you have already dared to touch my chest! If my mother finds out! He won't defend you anymore!"
Jo scratched his head "I'm sorry Love... I don't know, I've always been lusting after being alone with you. I was just intending to feel. But get anxious! I can't help but squeeze your chest... It hurts, dear?..."
"It hurts! But it hurts more when you let me in the bully all your fans!"
Lovely left Jo alone in the living room. Lovely entered her room and cried bitterly because she remembered Jay who had been slapped by Mama.
"Yes God... If only Mama knew... The one who should be slapped is Brother Jo! Not Aa Jay!"
Lovely felt her chest still hurt. Can he pick Jay if his chest is touched by Jo?!
'I don't understand... Why can a person who says he loves me so much be rude to me?...
Was there no pity when he did something that hurt my heart and body?...
Why can't he stop to press and look around for my mistakes?
Shouldn't he be the first one to come to my defense if I get hurt?...
But he became my main source of pain...
Then why do I feel that my heart is starting to split in two?...
There is a feeling of happiness and comfort when I am with others....
Even I feel pain when that person gets hurt...
What is this taste?...
Can love not be shared?...
What do I feel for Aa Jay?...
His smile changed my world...
Laughter calms me...
Oh my... Can I turn away?...'