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CHAPTER 73: Return Home

Lovely went to Singapore with Jo. While Jay returned to Bandung driving his new car with a badly wounded heart. Along the way his tears spilled.

Jay was dreaming. Lovely left her. Go far away and just leave a sting....

Jay was still hoping when he handed over a plane ticket to Singapore to catch up with Jo Lovely would refuse and choose to join Jay going to Bandung. But the truth says something else...

Years ago. Jay returned home still on the bike. Now he has brought his own car. But his heart felt different. Now there's a wound...

Arrive at his house. Jay squirms at the feet of his parents. Apologize for entering the holy month of Ramadan tomorrow. Jay is crying haru. Not only because his heart was sad, Jay felt a lot of mistakes and was too busy in Jakarta so he could not often go home to visit his family. Jay was also saddened to not be able to bring Lovely...

He hugged Jay. "Don't cry Jay. What's up?" ask father.

"I'm sorry Jay rarely comes home, sir." said Jay.

"It's okay Jay. Jay fought for the country. You can win in various championships. I'm proud of Jay!"

"Nyaman was still a high school boy, sir. It's complicated now..."

Jay went into his room. Sitting on the balcony window of his room while daydreaming. It rained down hard. Everything is like a dream. Jay, who used to be with Lovely, is now having her own day. But Jay's feelings will never change.

The rain that fell down strongly reminded Jay when the two were with Lovely on the mountain of Salak. When they got lost and Lovely was in his arms. The rain held Lovely in Jay's arms.

These 3 weeks Lovely is always with her. Smiling, crying, laughing.

Lovely is beautiful. Lovely is sweet. Lovely the crybaby. Lovely the fragrant baby...

One small hand wiped the tears on Jay's cheek. Smell fresh baby! Jay clung and looked.

"Fadly" Jay finds his niece cute.

"Amang (Om) cry?" ask the 4-year-old Fadly.

"No dear, Amang's eyes are twinkling" Jay lied. Fadly blew Jay's eye. With that feeling Jay hugged Fadly tightly.

"Thank You Fadly. Love you"

"Fadly is also dear Amang. We go down yuk?! We eat together. Tomorrow I'm going to fast"

Jay's mother went into the room. His mother saw his youngest son crying. "Jay, shall we eat yuk first?! Everyone is waiting for you" said Mom.

"Yes ma'am, just a minute" Jay said. I know Jay is covered in tears. In Jay's embrace to lean on his shoulder.

"What's up Jay? Do you cry?"

Jay couldn't stand it. She was crying on Mom's shoulder. Mom immediately stroked Jay's hair. "Same story Mom, Jay"

With a stumbling block and tears Jay began to tell stories. "Jay was going to go home and bring Mom's girl. After returning from Mount Salak last Sunday, he was always with Jay. He always nemenin Jay. Jay, she's a pity for you, ma'am. Bogoh pisan (Great love)!" Jay's Story. "But this morning... He's got Jay! He went to Singapore with everyone else! Jay is heartbroken Mom! He's the same Jay!"

"Patience Jay... Maybe it's not your soul mate yet" Mother said.

"But Ma'am. All this time in the same comfort and fun Jay! He said he needed Jay! She loves Jay! When she is sad, Jay is there to cheer her up. As Jay sees the people pressing him, Jay is at the forefront of his defense! Jay is sick to him! But in the last moments he chose to come with someone else who could only sue and trouble him! If only he'd been Jay for a second, ma'am... He won't get hurt like this... " Jay's tears are flowing more and more.

Mother also shed tears.

"Udah. Now Jay wudhu, Salat, trus dhikr. Is that what we eat?"

"Yes Mom..."

"Jay strong! Jay must be strong! Next week, Jay will join the Asian Championship. Jay can't be sick! Tomorrow we fast! Show the girl that Jay will be fine!"

"God willing, Mom... Thanks Ma'am... Only mom is there when Jay is sad and falls down"

"But why did he raise Jay before leaving Jay? Jay wants to hate him Mom... But it can't... Jay hated himself for not being able to hate him." - Jay sighed softly.

"Maybe she never loved you Jay. He's only with you if he's feeling sad" Mom said.

"Yes Ma... Only Mother's love is everlasting to Jay. Mom loved Jay even when Jay was in the womb"

Mom smiled. Jay's crying has stopped.

"Jay. What about Fitri? He always asks about you" Mother said again.

"Fitr... Ah just leave it, ma'am"

"You're not ta'aruf anymore with him?"

Jay took a long breath. Once upon a time in High School. Jay is close to his underclassman named Fitri. Fitri is indeed the most popular girl in High School and the girl falls in love with Jay who is the chairman of OSIS at High School.

Until the moment Jay graduated High School and got a call to be an athlete at a badminton club in Jakarta. Jay told Fitri and Fitri about their relationship status.

Jay likes Fitri. Although he has never said the word love, Jay just felt close and he not only passed the time alone with Fitri. There was also a Hadi among them. Everywhere the three of them even Jay brought Hadi and Fitri when there was a family event. Hadi is Jay's classmate in High School

At that time Jay did not understand what is called love. He felt he would not be able to get close to another girl other than Fitri. Jay said, "We go first. Ta'arufan. If comfortable, later about 4-5 years we are halal-in aja"

But it turns out Fitri began to impatiently undergo a long-distance relationship. He began to ask questions and demand. When is Jay coming home?! When is Jay coming home?! That's all Fitri asks if they communicate.

Jay was starting to feel uncomfortable. This is not SMA anymore! Jay had to pursue a career from the bottom so he became the great athlete he is today. And it takes time and process. Until Jay loses time for family.

Jay started to stay away from Fitri. Never attention or communication again. Only through Instagram sometimes Fitri wrote complaints so that Jay can read it.

But Jay is getting further and doesn't care anymore.

"Jay never promised anything to Fitri Bu. Leave it alone" said Jay.

Lovely has come along and changed everything.

Lovely is the best and the worst.

Lovely taught me the meaning of falling in love.

Lovely also taught me the meaning of heartbreak.

Lovely gives her hope and leaves.

I hate your way

elevate myself

I hate your way

leaving me

I hate to see

you're happy without me

and what I hate most

I can't hate you

Fiersa Besari - Obsession