
Jump around to forget!
I jumped on the bed and closed my eyes. ‘I can definitely forget this strange feeling. I can definitely forget..,’ I repeat in my heart many times. I've decided that if the strange shakes that made my stomach soar start to appear, I'll do something like this. At least I can make my mind a little light.
“What do you do?” I was surprised to hear Mayang's voice. I stopped jumping. Apparently Mayang was watching me while standing in the doorway. I immediately sat on the bed.
“May, since when are you here?”
“Since you stood up and jumped around unclear like that,” wait.so he had noticed me from a few minutes before. “Tadi aunty said that tomorrow afternoon you can invite some of your friends to celebrate your birthday.”
“I'll let them know now,” I'll get the phone lying on the table. I wrote a short message to some of my close friends.
“Are you going to invite Edelweis too?” i'm nodding.
“Good. I think you've forgotten it,” my fingers stopped typing. My eyes turned to look at Mayang who had come out of the room. What do his words mean? I tried to divert the negative thinking that had just gotten into me. ‘Maybe he's just the origin of talking,’ I thought. I continued to chat with my friends.
To” Hami+3 others
Guyz,
I invite you to attend my birthday kcl-small event in rmhku bsk at 3.15 pm.Tks
SEND OUT!
...***...
Miwon used wifi on his latop After that he typed something in the search engine. He seemed to seriously read the various writings he found. Then he nodded for a moment. The moment someone opened the door of his room, he immediately stopped and moved his cursor again.
“I'm so happy that the three of us spent time together,” Ed said entering his room. This week it was Edelweis's turn to stay in Gresik. His father welcomed him with open arms. From this morning until late afternoon, they do many things such as playing roller skates, playing tennis, soccer, and fishing.
“Good, brother. The next time we can spend more time happily than today,” Miwon said as he turned to his brother.
“I wish,” Miwon noticed the writing on his latop again. The curious Edelweis immediately approached his sister. “Yiruma song lyrics. Kiss the rain?” Miwon was surprised to find that her brother was already behind her. Suddenly he covered the monitor screen with both hands. Edelweis laughed at his sister's reaction.
“I never knew that you were also interested in instrumental tones.”
Miwon menekan tanda ‘close’ dan mematikan wifinya. “Aku hanya iseng.” Miwon berdiri dari kursi dan berbaring di atas kasur.
‘YO! ONOK CHAT, YO! TEKO SOPO?! DELOKEN DEWE,YO!’ both took their cellphones out of their pants pockets. But the one who got the message was Edelweis.
“Punyaku,” he said while showing his mobile screen. Miwon just put his phone on the bed. He curled up on the bed like a fetus. “Oh! I was invited by Afika's birthday. You also have an invitation?” he said again after reading the chat. Miwon just kept quiet and did not respond. I heard ringtone chat for a long time. Both were surprised. Edelweis checked his phone.
“It looks like your hapemu is sounding, deck. Mine has no message whatsoever,” after saying that, Miwon took the phone lazily. He read the message while sleeping. A smile floated from her lips.
“Oh yes, congratulations yes! Finally you are accepted in exkul mading,” said Ed while reading comics in front of the study table. Miwon laughed a little.
“Halah, brother. No matter how good the students do the interview test, ultimately we are all accepted also toh.”
Edelweis laughs, “Iya. We just want to test the extent of your desire to become a member of mading. However, congratulations because you have decided to study in exkul mading.”
...***...
“Happy birthday we said. Happy long life we pray for. Happy healthy sentosa. Happy long life and happy,” even though I still work out of town, but the presence of my mom and my five friends makes me very happy. They also sang birthday songs in front of brownie tarts with 16 figure shaped candles.
“Happy birthday, happy birthday. Happy birthday, Afika. Happy birthday!” I clapped after they finished singing the song.
“Make a wish, Fik! Make a wish!” timmy exclaimed as he clasped his hands expectantly. I'm nodding. My eyes immediately closed and uttered three pleas in my life.
1. May I always be a devoted son to both my parents
2. I hope I can live my future well without people having to fear me again
3. Hopefully I can understand how I feel.
I opened my eyes again and blew out the candle that was burning in front of me. My mother and friends immediately applauded. The first piece of tart I gave to my mom. Then the next piece I gave to Mayang because he was also part of my family.
After that I gave it to Hami. But his eyes beckoned that I should give them to Edelweis first. I understood what he said and immediately gave the tarts to Edelweis. Only then did I give it to Hami, Timmy, and Miwon. After eating the tarts, we gathered on the carpet in the living room. We were kidding each other. Mom entered the room.
“Afika, this is a gift from both of us,” Timmy handed a panda doll wrapped in a clear plastic gift with a banded bond.
“Wah, thank you yes, Ham, Tim. This doll is so funny.”
Embrace the doll very tightly. Edelweis' turn gave me a flash disk.
“In it contains instrumental tones that you will like.”
“Thank you, Ed. I'll listen to him soon.”
“Hey, girl!” Timmy nudged Mayang. “You didn't give a gift to your cousin? ask her while continuing to nudge Mayang's shoulder. I smiled at Mayang.
“I just wish you a happy birthday and a prayer in lieu of a gift. Nothing, Fik?” I nodded with a smile.
“Nothing, May. I'm really glad you gave me a prayer.”
I saw Mayang smiling too, even if only for a moment. Then I saw Miwon who had been out of nowhere since when he looked at me by developing his smile as well.
“Oppa, you also want to give me what gift?” ask Timmy. I started to notice Miwon. His hand pointed towards his lips.
“This..,” he said while still touching his lips with his index finger.
‘HEH.!!!’ spontaneously we were all shocked. I feel a little fluttering (again?). Then Hami and Timmy tugged at the jacket he was wearing.
“BASIC PERVERTS..!!!” shout Hami.
“WHY OPPA EVEN NGAIH KISS SAMA AFIKA??! Not the same as ME?!” yelled Timmy didn't want to lose. I started to feel my face blushing instantly.
“You want to kiss Afika, dek?” edelweis asked as he massaged his chest. Perhaps Edelweis' heart was also racing so surprised.
“Cih, perverted base,” Mayang murmur. I can't say anything. Miwon tried to let go of the two people who had pulled his jacket.
“Aaan anyway??! Who wants to kiss her, heh?!” we were silent for a moment. “I want to give him a gift from my voice.”
“Ma.. means?” ask Hami confused.
“I want to sing a song for him,” after hearing his explanation, we feel relieved instantly. Especially with. I can't imagine that Miwon actually kissed me in front of everyone, in front of Edelweis!
Now I feel many butterflies flying around me. The butterfly went around the room and perched around Miwon.
‘Miwon will sing a song for me?’ I thought I was suddenly happy.
“Let's enjoy my oppa singing! Yee...!!!” with a bang, Timmy clapped his hands. We also applauded. Miwon started humming. Suddenly I felt no stranger to Miwon's humming.
I often close my eyes
I can see you smiling
You took my hand
And I woke up from my dream
Even though your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And never will
And every night
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I love you when
You can't even look me straight in the eye
I never felt like this
To be so in love
To have someone there
But feel so alone
Shouldn't you be
Someone to wipe my tears
Someone to say that you're not leaving
The water is calm
My shadow is there
I saw you propping me up
But then you disappeared
All that's left of you
It's a memory
Which only exists in my dreams
I don't know what hurt you
But I can feel it too
And it hurts so much
Knowing that I can't do anything
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I know
That whatever happened
I will always love you
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smiling
You reached out to my hand
And I woke up from my dream
Even though your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will
So why am I still here in the rain?
Yeah, he's singing a song that I used to think was the most special. But since when did Miwon really memorize the song? I also know that he is not an instrumental musician. I look around.
Timmy and Hami almost cried. Mayang and Edelweis remained silent. The song that Miwon sang was very deep in the heart. He sang the song full of feelings. She sings while occasionally looking at me. I also enjoyed the song he sang.
We looked at each other for a long time. Until the song is finished. I feel hypnotized by him. After singing the song, I clapped my hands louder than anyone else.
“Yiruma, kiss the rain right?” guess Edelweis. Miwon nodded his head. “Aah, that's why yesterday you were so serious looking for the lyrics of the song. It turns out you have prepared this before, right?” Miwon just smiled as he looked at my face for a moment. I also looked at him directly.
“Thank you, Won. Good song,” my sincere words. But because Timmy seemed to realize that we were staring at each other for a long time, I no longer looked at Miwon and turned my gaze towards Mayang. But I felt that Mayang also looked at me with a suspicious look. Is it just my feeling, right?
...***...
It's late at night. But Afika still listen to instrumental music from mobile phones. He has moved instrumental music from Edelweis to his hape. He listened while sleeping.
Meanwhile Mayang was still reading the magazine on his bed. Mayang turned to the wall clock for a moment. Then stand up and take something from inside his desk drawer. He walked back towards Afika who was still not asleep.
“It. Happy birthday yes,” Afika saw Mayang holding a box box with a tiny ribbon. He immediately accepted it.
“Thank you, May. If you may know, why did not you give it?” ask carefully.
“I want to give it in particular exactly at twelvepm,” he said as he pointed to the clockwork direction of the wall. She opened the box slowly. It contains various makeup tools.
“May..,” Afika small smile.
“Perhaps if you have dared to dance,” Afika closed it back and put it on the table next to her bed. Mayang was still standing by his bedside. “That time I accidentally heard you and Hami talking.”
Afika was immediately silent. ‘What is meant by ‘that time’ when I tell Hami my feelings? And also.’ Afika remembered the words of Mayang who thought if he had forgotten Edelweis.
“If you really do not have feelings for Edelweis, you can immediately end it before he grows fond of you,” Afika was surprised by what Mayang said. “I say this not because I want you guys to break up, but from what I've seen all this time you have
flat feeling to him. Another case when you are dealing with his sister. I saw another light in your eyes.”
Afika did not answer. He just looked down and played his fingers.
“Yaa. no matter how much Hami and I give you advice, but the one who gives you certainty in your heart is you. Don't worry and make a decision before one of you feels pain any further.”
Afika tries to understand what her cousin is saying. He really thought about it.
“Oh, If you make a request at this hour, guaranteed to be granted,” Afika began to widen both eyes.
“Really?”
Mayang was back in his bed.
“Try it.”
After that he yawned and fell asleep. Afika thought for a moment. Then he clenched his hands together and closed his eyes.
‘If it turns out I really have the bonus of three pleas, I will hope to be given courage for the feelings I actually have like saying ‘ really-like’ on the right person.’
TO BE CONTINUOUS~