Flowers from Heaven II

Eps. 62

Zahra is done by the doctor, this is a bitter reality, a hard reality for Arka and Zahra. Zahra is still very sad and sad. Nisa as in-laws has repeatedly helped Zahra to be sincere and help calm the atmosphere. Zahra had not returned as usual, the pain she still felt after the doctor's action made her more locked in the room.

Not to mention her who was detained by doctors to bury her desire to get pregnant again soon.

"Bu Zahra should now use KB first, I recommend not immediately pregnant again in the near future, at least 6 months from now, and the possibility of the next pregnancy will also continue like this does not develop well" said the doctor who made Zahra more sad, speech that continues to ring in his mind

For almost a week Zahra had been silent in the room, not appetizing, nor excited. Arka had to keep working because his company was a little shaky after yesterday was left behind and when his mother accident so out of focus, there were some who deviated from the target. Makes Arka very busy, and her mind is screwed up.

Arka just got back from the office at 5 p.m. Nisa welcomes him in the living room, who is sitting together with Umi.

"Goddessalam.. Arka just came home, son.." said Nisa when she heard Arka say hello.

"Yes Ma.. A little busy lately." replied Arka with a forced smile

Nisa nodded, then smiled.

"Sabaaar ya Nak. all problems must have a way out" said Nisa who actually already knows about her company's problems.

Arka just nodded, without a sound

"The company of your wife, she still cries every day, does not want to eat, it must hurt herself" said Umi told Arka

"Yes Oma." answered Arka quickly

Arka then moved her legs quickly, in a hurry to get to her room immediately. His feelings were mixed, tired, mixed with anxiety, annoyance and everything. Arka saw Zahra lying on the bed, with a blanket rolled up her body, a face that was still moody, eyes moist and looked dreamy. Arka also saw the view of one plate of rice and side dishes are still intact with rice that has been in a spoon that he may not eat, drinking water that is also still fully filled in the glass. Clearly Zahra did not want to eat one.

"Darling.." said Arka soft although tired clearly visible on his face

Zahra didn't budge, her eyes blank, she didn't even realize her husband was home.

"Eat it a little." said Arka while stroking gently his wife's smooth cheeks

Again Zahra did not budge, he was still silent. Arka swiftly took the plate containing the food, and was about to feed it to Zahra's mouth.

But Zahra didn't open her mouth.

"Darling, eat a little for me.. If you don't love yourself, do it for me." said Arka pleading with a fixed spoon in front of Zahra

"I'm not hungry.. I have no taste" Zahra replied finally opening her voice, but her gaze remained blank

"Little bit, honey.. For me.. Don't make me sadder, don't make me more burdened with your condition like this" said Arka in a soft tone, her eyes were soft, her mind was chaotic

"I said I didn't taste Mas, put the food away" Zahra said, remaining expressionless

"I am sad, and I still feel tremendous pain" Zahra said with a clear liquid that kept dripping

"You think you're the sad one? Me too!" arka said, now raise her voice a little

"You are selfish! you don't think about me, my family, and your family, everyone who loves you! The one who is also waiting for the birth of our child! You continue to dissolve in your sadness, without having me show sad like you, deep in my heart I am very sad, I am disappointed! And those who wait for his birth are just like you they are sad!" continued Arka said, he began to run out of patience

"I am much sadder than you, Mas, I have to accept the circumstances that should not have been pregnant with the specified time, not to mention the possibility of not being able to get pregnant again! That fact all hurts a lot more Mas!" said Zahra who also began to explain her heartache

"You're not alone! I'm the same as you, I'm so disappointed!" said Arka so upset

"You're selfish!" again Arka said that word

With a very upset feeling, Arka came out of the room leaving Zahra alone, and let her cry.

The quarrel was not too loud making Nisa and Umi not hear it, and indeed Nisa and Umi were sitting in the living room.

Arka walked with an annoyed face, her steps were wide, heading out of the house, even though time was almost magrib.

"Arka, where are you going?" nisa asked as soon as she saw Arka who was walking in a hurry

Arka just fell silent unmoved, as if Nisa and Umi were invisible in her eyes because she continued to be very upset. Arka got into her car and drove it at super speed to the point of almost losing control. Arka then stopped his car on the side of the road, he pondered for a while, then hit the driver of his car and shouted.

"Aaarrrgggghhh.." cried Arka annoyedly.

Adhan magrib sounded, Arka who left aimlessly, immediately turned towards the mosque which was large enough beside the highway.

Zahra felt bad for Arka. He has contemplated everything.

"you're right Mas." said Zahra with trembling lips

Zahra wanted to find Arka, she tried to reach her phone and protect her husband. The number that Zahra was aiming for was actually active, only Arka did not bring it, his phone was lying next to Arka's briefcase.

"You go where Mas.." said Zahra began to be confused

Zahra wiped her tears, put her veil on, grabbed her little sling bag, and walked out of the room with her pain because yesterday's doctor did the same as giving birth.

Nisa, Umi and her two domestic assistants were praying together in the back mosque, making Zahra leave the house no one knew. Zahra walked step by step while enduring her pain. Zahra then stopped the taxi that happened to pass.

On the other hand, Arka praying magrib congregated in the big mosque. His heart was troubled, he tried to calm himself, his heart was also his anger. His mind seemed to want to explode, because of the amount he thought.

After praying Arka dhikr, clear liquid from his eyes dripped, drop by drop to wet his bright blue shirt. Arka then took the Qur'an not far from where he sat, and read the holy verses, making his heart relieved.

Zahra was looking for her husband, her heart full of regrets. But Zahra is confused about where to look.

"Sorry ma'am, where are you going?" asked the taxi driver while looking at Zahra from the windshield

Zahra was still silent, she was still crying.

"Mom." said the taxi driver again, because Zahra kept silent, which looks very sad to make her confused

"Antar goes around, take it easy I will pay in full" said Zahra as she wiped her tears

"But where's the goal, ma'am?" the taxi driver was more confused

"Antar anywhere" said Zahra quickly

Zahra was very confused actually, but she was unlikely to go home to her parents. But he was tired of complaining and wanted to be listened to.

*****

Arka who was calm and relieved, then out of the mosque, he saw the night clouds that began to drip water, drizzle greet the skin of Arka. Arka went straight into the car, he missed his father very much, Arka decided to go to his father's grave first.

Arriving at the cemetery that is quite luxurious, with a fairly bright lighting, Arka went straight down the road to reach the tomb of his father, who was very well maintained. Arka rested on his knees next to the tomb of Alfath. I could not feel her tears dripping down her cheeks.

"Dad." said Arka after reciting prayers for his father, then rubbed the headstone named his father

"Arka misses Dad.maybe if there is a father all will not be like this" Arka said softly in her tears.

"I'm sorry Father's Ark.. Sorry Arka can not be like father, Arka rough on his own wife, Arka in quasi anger, Arka sorry!" said Arka again with trembling lips

Zahra was on the road, after circling around the city. Zahra decided to try to visit her father-in-law's grave, because she could not find her husband anywhere.

Zahra saw Arka who was resting beside his father's tomb. Zahra let her husband still rest and listened to her.

Arka did not realize the arrival of Zahra who had stood behind him.

"No, Mas.. I was wrong.. You are not rude to me, forgive me" said Zahra, who sat beside her husband and bowed her gaze, showing her regret

"Darling?" said Arka amazed when he saw Zahra was already beside him

"I'm sorry mas.." said Zahra again

Arka then hugged his wife's body, they were still together at the tomb of Alfath, with rain water that fell more heavily than before.

"I'm sorry baby, sorry I was rude.. I regret everything so much.. We fix everything" said Arka and kissed his wife's forehead

The rain fell more and more, Arka and Zahra became soaked.

"Father, thank you for everything, thank you for carving out a beautiful story and best to be a role model.. Arka and Zahra pamit" said Arka and kissed Alfath's headstone

Arka then took Zahra home. Arka held Zahra's hand, but Zahra could not walk fast because she was still in a lot of pain. While it rained more heavily, Arka then carried Zahra to get into the car.