
Nisa noticed the look on her son's face, and now her son was going through a very severe ordeal.
Nisa's heart trembled when she saw the tears that came out flowing down her son's cheeks.
"Mother's heart is broken when she sees you hurt and fragile, son." said Nisa in her heart as she continued to look deeply into her son's face
Nisa was unable to do anything, only prayer, and support through her embrace that she hoped would make her son strong and strong.
He knew his son who had become a husband and father was in a slump and was at his lowest point, without Arka speaking honestly though, Nisa knew because of her instincts as a mother.
Long enough Arka tested in his grief, there was not the slightest complaint to Nisa.
During Zahra's critical and hospitalization, Arka did not sleep at home every day, she came home only to change clothes, she said, sometimes Nisa herself or her house assistant who delivers change of clothes for Arka even Zahra, making Arka less and less home. Not to mention the condition of his son who is still in the NICU room, making Arka more busy in the hospital.
At that time the hospital was like a second home for Arka because every day he spent time there.
Nisa feels a great loneliness as long as there is no Arka and Zahra. Sad always rolled up in his heart, the feeling of destruction he felt because he knew his son who was also very badly down.
Nisa was silent on the porch of her backyard, pensive with a cup of green tea in her hand.
Her tears always flowed without her noticing.
Losing a life partner, success makes him slump and lose half his life. It was a feeling of fear that haunted him, when he saw his daughter-in-law, the wife of his son was still in a critical state.
"God gives happiness in togetherness to my son.. Don't let her feel what I feel" Nisa said softly with trembling lips
It feels heavy to raise a child alone, to be a single mom, it is not easy for Nisa to go through it. Lika-liku in membersamai Arka, it was very Nisa felt, she did not want everything to happen to her daughter.
Nisa's prayers and hopes are always offered in every bow every day, never breaking up, and never tired of asking God.
The day changed, Zahra still had no change, no good news he had heard. Nisa visited her daughter-in-law and her two grandchildren every day even though she could not see the two grandchildren directly, Nisa still always visited even though only through the window.
After returning from the hospital, Nisa decides to visit the grave of her beloved husband. The weight of the burden he carried, no longer a shoulder to lean on his sigh, his place to share, and his faithful ear to listen to all his problems again.
Arriving at the tomb, the well-kept tomb, with green grass surrounding it was very beautiful to look at. Nisa walked slowly steadily closer to the manicured tomb.
Her tears began to flow without her being able to hold, her footsteps began to shudder, feeling heavy supporting herself. Nisa finally made a stand beside her husband's grave. The sacred verses he chanted from his mouth, the prayers he sent to his beloved husband.
The fragrant rose water Nisa poured over her husband's grave, then followed by the sprinkling of red and white rose petals on it, making it even more fragrant.
"Mas.. I miss you so much." said Nisa while wiping the Headstone with the name of her Husband.
"I really felt hard to see our child was falling, and God tested the condition of his wife and children.. You have become Grandpa Mas now." continued Nisa by sharing the forced sweet smile
"Arka has now become a father, Mas.. I was so afraid that if Arka had to experience what I experienced, left you when our baby was still very small." said Nisa with sobs that increasingly make her hiccup
"It's not all that easy.. I'm so scared if our son has to experience all that.. I'm afraid." said Nisa in her relentless crying
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Hellooo Sister-Sister readers..
Thanks for the support so far, thanks for the votes and likes.
The Flower Story of Heaven II is finished.
Please take the good one yaaa 😉
Oh yes continue reading my latest novel yuuu, the title is "Love But Painful"
It is a story about Anin and El's household. Household in the name of love for Anin, but not for El, because it only intends to forget his first wife who left him just like that.
It hurts each other when Anin starts to know that El was married and has not divorced her, El also does not love her making her more hurt.
El and Anin hurt each other, because when Anin was hurt there were some other men who loved Anin sincerely, but unfortunately could not unite with Anin because of her marriage bond with El.
As the story goes, will El and Anin stay together, or should they get divorced? Yuuuk read the latest novel "Love But Painful"
Insha Allah will update from December 10th, this 😉