Fistfuls

Psychiatrist

In the morning Mama was picked up by her husband, and now only a couple lived, both of them were sitting in the same room but a different place. If Indra is sitting on the couch doing something on her laptop, unlike the Gita, she is sitting on the bed, playing on her phone. Ah, precisely just staring at the phone with a blank look, the phone screen that displays something interesting is currently not at all interesting in his eyes. His mind floated somewhere, but it seemed like the husband had not realized that.

Sounding a small stuffing of the lips of Gita, vaguely the husband heard the sobbing, he immediately rose up to leave his job.

"Darling, are you still thinking about yesterday?" ask Indra who does know very well what his wife is like when it comes to child problems.

Gita shook her head, then nodded, "I'm sorry Bang, I'm not a perfect woman" she said.

Indra shook his head, then he hugged his wife's body tightly, "In this world there are no perfect humans, we both have shortcomings and advantages. I don't think you're a perfect woman, but you're special" she said.

"Don't think about the problem again yes, we've tried, so don't blame yourself, all of this has been outlined" he said again.

"I'm sorry Bang, I always get carried away with that feeling of being a useless woman at all." Gita looked up at her now smiling husband.

"Don't talk about this anymore. Brother wants to ask you something, "Indra does not want his wife to dissolve in guilt.

"Ask what Bang?" Gita broke her embrace looking fixed on the sweet face of the husband who never bored her when looking at that face.

Indra put both hands on the wife's shoulder, returning his wife's gaze full of love. "Doctor Niko suggested to see a psychiatrist, he was also the one who would find the psychiatrist, just so happened he contacted Abang, how do you want to follow the advice of Doctor Niko?" Indra spoke as softly as possible, not wanting to make his wife misunderstand.

Gita fell silent, digesting all the words of her husband, never imagined she would be like this until she had to consult a psychiatric doctor. Was that bad until Doctor Niko suggested it.

"That's just a suggestion from Niko's doctor, if you don't want to be okay, you won't force. But according to Brother, it is also for your good. Think carefully first," Indra seemed to know the turmoil of the wife, she was not forcing but she hoped Gita would go to a psychiatrist to be more able to accept this situation.

"And one more, Papa proposed that we stay abroad for a while, so as to avoid getting together with relatives or friends. Papa is worried about your condition, afraid of getting down if it continues like this," told Indra, according to him Gita must give a decision as soon as possible, he did not want his wife continues to fall like this.

Gita fell silent, thinking about all these things, she was still confused about who to choose. But to go to the doctor it seems he is not ready, because he is really fine, do not have to meet with a psychiatrist.

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"Wah very happy to meet this Dek Gita, greetings yes, just call me Mbak Fen the other one used to call so," the middle-aged woman whose age may be almost the same as Mama welcomed the arrival of Gita and Indra.

Gita did not expect if the psychiatrist was sebumble and seramah, she was afraid that the psychiatrist she would come to was flat-faced and introgated himself with a scary face.

After getting acquainted, Doctor Fenny or who is often greeted by Mrs Fen, invites Gita to walk around the park where she practices.

"Life is like a piano, you know piano, right? Silence has white and black keys. That is, if the white key represents happiness, if black indicates sadness. However, as we go through life's journey, remember that black keys also produce music. So, we live in this world will never be separated from the name of sadness, but do not make sadness an excuse for us to fall, just the opposite, on the contrary, because our lives contain not only sadness but also happiness," said Mbak Fen after hearing what Gita complained.

Gita felt no burden when talking to Mbak Fen, the woman was so understanding of his feelings and did not blame at all what he felt.

Today, his first meeting with Mbak Fen was enough to make him calmer, he hopes the future will be even better.

Gita smiled and nodded, "Not like my shadow Bang, it turns out that the psychiatrist can understand how we are, how I feel without blaming what I feel, so do not wait to see him again," excited answer.

Indra is grateful, his persuasion to take Gita to a psychiatrist fruitful sweet, may his wife turn pessimistic thoughts into an extraordinary spirit.

"What did you say, why didn't you?" askanya, because Gita repeatedly refused to be invited to a psychiatrist.

"I'm not confident Bang, let alone this is about personal problems anyway, afraid to tell stories with others of course," he replied.

"Yes, those who work in that field, certainly will not divulge the secrets of their clients, that's their job," Indra told him.

Gita nodded, understanding of such a profession. There is no way they will tell the complaints of their clients to others, it violates the rules and endangers their work of course.

Gita has decided to see a psychiatrist, after which she will follow the advice of the Papa to live abroad, hoping that the situation will be better. Because out there, everyone is not thinking about other people's problems, unlike in our country. Family problems alone many people roar and want to interfere which is not really their business.

"Lunch first yes, we have not eaten outside for a long time" Indra said after a long time his wife was silent.

"Yes bang, we go to a Korean restaurant, yes, I want food there" Gita suggested.

"Alright," Indra also drove his car to a special Korean restaurant, which they used to come to when Gita was sulking, because his wife was very fond of food from the country of ginseng.

Now both of them have sat in their chosen place, ordering some halal food typical of the ginseng country because not all foods in the place are halal to enjoy.

"Gita?" both of them were surprised by someone's voice, they were slim looking for the source of the sound.

"Eh, Alya, how are you? Long time no see." Gita stood up to welcome the arrival of her best friend, the two hugged each other.

"Alhamdulillah good, sorry when you marry me I can not attend," said Alya full of regret.

"Ah no problem, I know you're busy. Is he your husband?" gita asked at the end of Borneo when she saw a young man following behind Alya.

"Yes, introduce the Son to his name. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about marriage, because we only married KUA" explained Alya.

They met, and Alya and her husband sat at the table.

Indra had been staring at the wife, she knew what was on Gita's mind when she saw Alya in a distended stomach, indicating that she was pregnant. His wife would blame herself again.

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