Fistfuls

The Same Color

For some reason it felt so hard to walk out of the airport, hoping that someone who had just disappeared behind the door would come back to see him. But it seemed like that hope would not happen, because it had been ten minutes since the young man disappeared there was no sign of coming back. Finally he gave up, leaving the place.

He returned to the apartment to spend this holiday relaxing. But a scene before him shocked him, two people he knew seemed to be fussing over something, visible from the way they spoke even though a considerable distance away.

"Lucy's? What are you guys fussing about?" he asked after being near the two men.

Instead of answering the two people was silent, keep the discussions that were so tense.

"Rethink what I said." After saying that Lucy immediately pulled the hand of Gita who looked confused.

"What's the matter Lucy?" ask Gita curiously.

"I'll tell you later" Lucy and Gita answered only because Lucy's face looks unusual.

Gita continues to follow Lucy's steps until they reach the girl's apartment.

"Your love's home, right?" lucy asked and was answered nodding by Gita.

"I just drove him to the airport" said Gita.

"What's really going on? I'm curious" said Gita impatiently.

Lucy took a deep breath before starting her story. "Actually Frans is my lover," Lucy's remark surprised Gita of course, because all this time she never knew who the girl's lover was.

"Don't joke Lucy, your guyon is really not good at all" Gita doesn't want to believe Lucy's words.

"I'm not kidding this time, he's my lover, indeed" Lucy said, apparently implying a lot of hurt.

Gita sighed heavily, "Why don't you ever say it, I'm so bad about you, Frans teases me often, and I often say it's not good, sorry for that," he said that he always cursed the young man when he teased him.

"It doesn't matter, even if she teases you, I believe you won't respond, I know you're a good girl. I deliberately kept this a secret of course at his request." Lucy repeatedly sighed heavily as if the problem with Frans was very difficult to solve.

"From the first time we dated, I always obeyed her requests no matter what, even when she asked for my body I handed her over. I was just afraid that if I refused she would do that with another woman, and it turned out that my guess was right, Frans would often do that with another woman when I wasn't in her apartment. Of course it broke me, I finally decided to get out of the house and stay in the apartment, it was just an excuse, because every night I often stayed in Frans' apartment."

"He always reasoned when I asked to marry me, for whatever reason, to upset me. Finally I decided not to use contraception, just let me get pregnant and she would definitely marry me, like that was my plan. And I was pregnant, but she still refused to marry me. That's what got us fighting earlier," Lucy ended the story.

"You're smart about managing a business, but why are you in love?" Gita is inexhaustible with the love story of Lucy who impressed only Lucy who has the feeling of love, while Frans only use the girl for her biological needs.

"That's the truth, I'm so stupid. Kasian him if the Dadynya do not want to admit. Even if Frans doesn't want to marry me, I'll take care of him." Lucy rubbed her flat stomach, hoping that only one baby's father would take responsibility.

Gita also rubbed Lucy's flat stomach, "It's okay there baby, your Dady must love you soon," he said. In his heart he cursed Frans who was never satisfied with one woman only, because he had seen the young man several times bring women to his apartment. Lucy sacrificed everything for that man.

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"Where is my brother now? How is the room different?" ask Gita after receiving Vidio's call from Indra.

The young man obeyed the order of the elf of his heart, giving word after arriving home, although he was still jet lag, still doing so. Moreover, he also missed this girl.

"I'm at Oma's house, I've been thinking about what you said back then, it looks like I should try it first," the young man replied with a fluffy smile.

Gita returned the smile, honestly she missed it so much with a smile that always made her the clamps.

"Your smile makes me want to go back to London again, nyesel did not drag you and take it home," Indra said suddenly made both cheeks Gita blushed.

"Especially if his cheeks seem to be blushing that way, it feels like he wants to bite." Indra widened his smile even more when he saw the face of his beloved girl met, tired that he felt immediately disappeared to see the shy face.

"Ish, you can." That's all the girl on the other side can say.

"You know, after getting on the plane, I want to feel like I'm approaching you again, because my vision is getting higher, when it's only a few minutes we're apart. Do you feel the same?" what kind of question was it, of course the girl felt the same way, she even wanted to immediately return to her country, if no work was waiting.

Gita told me something silly at the airport at that time, making Indra regret why not return to the Gita alone, choosing a longer time in London did not seem like a bad thing. Although it is very testing the faith of an Indra, moreover they live in one house that contains only the two of them. Fortunately, the two did not do anything beyond the limit.

They spend a lot of time talking to each other. Maybe in the days ahead they will often do that, talk through video calls long enough, staring at each other longingly.

After closing the call with a variety of longing speech, Indra chose to close her eyes for a while, because suddenly her body again felt tired. But he can't close his eyes, because Gita's shadow keeps dancing in his brain.

Recalling as the girl smiled shyly, as the girl returned her mesmerizing gaze. It was like a dream of a week with that girl. According to him Gita has changed a lot, not as spoiled as a year ago, either because in front of him alone or with others as well, he does not know.

"Ah yes, instead of him giving me something." Indra rose from her sleep looking for a brown paper bag given by Gita. Curious about the side in it.

Slowly he opened the contents of the paperbag, but his forehead shriveled when he saw the contents in the box, because the object was not foreign in his eyes. Of course, because the contents of a book with a light blue cover like a book that unites them, but why did Gita give the book to him again, even though he had been careful to read the book.

"What's wrong with seeing it first, maybe Gita wrote something in it." Indra opened the book, it turns out the contents are different. That means there are two books with the same cover.

"My pain was not because of that man, but because I couldn't see your smile every day like I used to. Does that mean this taste is still there for you?"

"You really have mastered my heart, focused all my thoughts on you, are you like me too?"

"I dare not hope,"

Indra sighed reading the second sheet of the book, because the first sheet seemed to be deliberately in kosongi. He regretted why he did not realize his feelings until he hurt the girl. Ah, this is fate, as the girl told him, the most important thing now is that they know each other's feelings.