Fistfuls

Both Heartbroken

Gita has not closed her eyes until late at night. His mind was filled with future life with a new family, unable to imagine what he would be like, if every day had to meet Indra. It feels unable, he really wants to catch up with the brother, go to college there, hoping to forget Indra. But it seems that for now it is impossible, the college has been seventh semester, even he has also compiled a thesis, if it forces a move at this time then the lecture time will be longer.

Her feelings were mixed into one, happy of course when she saw the Mama smiling brightly, but on the other hand her heart hurt, had to let go of her love. Thinking about it all made him unable to close his eyes in the slightest.

Looking at the clock on the wall of his room, the clock has shown the number one, without thinking he immediately contacted someone, because it was still afternoon.

"Assalamualaikum, uh why? How rich are you crying?" the person across there was immediately shocked when he saw the girl crying.

Yes, Gita contacted Hafidz, hoping that by contacting her brother she would get advice and make her heart calm down a little.

Gita shook her head, confused about where to tell her. Because all this time the brother never knew if he kept the taste of Indra, the friend of the young man.

"Hey, don't make you book a ticket suddenly yes," Hafidz said again when Gita was silent.

"Should have just met the candidate Papa, dong" sedoda Hafidz.

"That's precisely Bang," Gita argued ambiguously.

"Don't tell me you like Riky? He said the same sprain Riky, why is it crying now?" said Hafidz again guess what, make the Gita more pouty.

"You ah males! Brother is not very sensitive, just as rich he is not sensitive! The overall! Nelpon Abang hopes to get enlightenment even get ridicule, males ih." Gita was really upset with her twin sister.

"Okay, brother, I'm sorry about that. Yaudah now tells the story, Brother is horrified," Hafidz relented, pity also with his twin sister, looks not okay.

"Bung plus shame to want a story," said Gita.

"If you are ashamed of your story, now you take abang water, night prayer, confide with the owner of this life. I'm sure you'll be calmer after this. After that sleep, do not stay up late, if you are sick pity Mama," said Hafidz gave advice.

"I want nusulin Abang, yes, yes" Gita did not respond to the words of the Brother, because he had guessed that Hafidz would give sara like that.

"By any chance, as long as Mama allows. I'm really cool, I have friends here" replied Hafidz.

Gita sighed, "Come on Bang, confused me. If I no longer understand the thesis I must have nusulin Abang, tau ah, dizzy Bang," again Gita complained.

Seeing the sister who continued to complain, but did not want to tell what he really thought, Hafidz finally railed against the twin, until Gita was honest, although initially embarrassed.

"If so, later Brother said to Mama to cancel his marriage, how? Surely Mama will not mind, especially if you know you like Indra. Try the story from yesterday, you will not agree with it," said Hafidz feeling sorry for what happened to his sister.

"Don't Bang, I'll try to forget her Bang, for Mama's sake. I won't take care to erase Mama's smile. Mom seemed so happy when I agreed. But somehow my heart feels so heavy now, my mind is spread everywhere, but I had already told Indra to be my brother," explained Gita.

"Yaudah, now you do what you said earlier, believe me tomorrow your feelings will be better,"

They also ended the call. Gita immediately took ablution water, running what her brother suggested, hoping that tomorrow her heart will be better, can accept everything with a chesty room.

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Indra raised one eyebrow, confused by her sister's statement, what Riky meant.

"What authority?" tannya

"I'm happy to say it with Gita" replied Riky.

Instead of Indra's sympathy laughing at her sister's words, she shook her head at Riky who was upset like that.

"To unite instead of separating, what the hell? We'll be sodara, Gita will be Brother Lo. You guys aren't dating either, are you? I asked Gita, if she did not go Lo as a sister, just like Revan, not more. You are just a psyche," said Indra while occasionally laughing.

"Ck, you know Lo bang,"

"Gita himself said, You ask me if you don't believe," said Indra.

"Lagian nich yes, Lo do not pity Papi? Papi looks very happy when there is Aunt Sinta. I have never seen Papi so happy since the departure of Mami with Aisah, so now we prioritize Papi first. Lo's journey is still long, there are still many more girls than Gita, I'm sure Lo will find it someday, and forget about Gita," said Indra.

Riky fell silent, she thought about what her brother said. True also what Indra said, all this time Papi lived a life like not enjoying it, only work and work thought out, even smiling rarely when at home. But if the client is not wrong, papi the person is very friendly and of course easy to smile.

Maybe what Indra said there is a point too, his love with the Gita at this time is only monkey love, ordinary so if you see more of the Gita he will easily turn away.

Riky let out a long sigh, she felt a tightness in her chest, Gita too must be the same. But last night he saw Gita so strong and there was no sadness on her face.

"So miss Mami Aisah, it has been a long time to go there," said Riky to divert the conversation, do not want to dissolve in a pit of heartbreak.

"Gas to get there now, after afternoon I can't. I made a pact with Papi to buy something." Indra closed his laptop, he also wanted to visit the meal of the Mami and her sister.

The wedding of Mama Sinta and the Papi will indeed be held in the near future, there will be no reception, just thanksgiving and inviting big families and close neighbors, considering this is not the first marriage for both.

The two young men went straight to the cemetery which was located quite far from their home. Since coming to Bandung, Indra has not had time to visit the tomb of the Mami.

"If the accident did not happen, now Aisah is already big Bang. But it turns out that God loves them more," Riky imagined Aisah's cheerful face. Although she was a child, she still remembers what her little sister's face looked like.

"It has become the destiny of Mami with Aisah, we have to mengikhlaskan, yes even though I used to make the cake, but now I'm sincere they go," said Indra, said, remembering how he used to be when he was left by the Mami and Aisah.

"It's important to him that we for them never break up" he added.

Riky nodded in agreement with the brother's words.

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