Fistfuls

New Beginning

"Ziva is sorry Ma, just found out if Mama married, Kak Gita and Kak Hafidz do not know anyway," said Ziva.

"Nothing, besides Ziva is far away in Jakarta, the event is also just a thanksgiving," said Mama.

"So yuk, I'm even talking in front of the door. They've all gone in." Mama invited Ziva to enter the house, because since then the two chatted at the door after the arrival of the girl with the twins and Indra.

"Yes Ma," Ziva followed Mama Sinta into the house.

"Greetings from Mamah, Ma, Mamah can not come here, it is very busy. This is just later I want to go home to Jakarta with Kak Hafidz, tomorrow I have to go to school," said Ziva when they were sitting in the living room only alone, no matter where else.

"Yes nothing, understand Mamah you are a famous model, besides also have other jobs besides models, must be very busy," continued Mama who understands the busyness of both parents Ziva.

"Let's have lunch first, you guys haven't eaten yet, have you? Although it was only from the mall, because Mama had already forbidden to eat outside," Mama invited Ziva inside after a long conversation with the little girl.

The four of them decided to take a walk to the mall, with Gita always attached to Hafidz, with the reason still missing and soon his brother will leave. Though the real reason he did not want to get close to Indra, deliberately avoiding the young man.

For the first time they had lunch together, complete with both children Mama Sinta and Papi Luky plus Ziva.

"Maybe if Aisah was alive she would have been as big as you, son" said Papi Luky suddenly, after finishing his lunch.

Ziva looked at Hafidz, then alternately settled Gita, he did not understand what Om Luky said.

"So, um it's got a daughter, maybe your age, she left us all when we were first grade in elementary school. The accident was just like Mami after school," said Papi Luky as if he understood the confusion of Ziva.

She rubbed her husband's back, hoping to calm him down. But Papi Luky prevented it, then shook his head at Mama, as if to say she was okay.

Ziva was surprised to hear this, but he could not say anything, just shut up and keep listening to the words of Om Luky.

"It's been a long time, we've all been mengikhlaskan. It's their destiny to leave us first, they must be happy there now too" Papi Luky continued.

Everyone listened without anyone intending to ask.

After lunch, Hafidz decided to go home Mama, he wanted to prepare first, because later in the afternoon will go to Jakarta. Gita also participated, in fact the girl wanted to take the brother to Jakarta, but what power tomorrow she had to face her guidance lecturer.

"We take Lo to the hotel" Indra said as she helped Hafidz put the suitcase in the trunk.

"Let me be the same driver as Ndra, anyways tomorrow Lo have to work, Gita also have to go to college," Hafidz subtly refused, he said, he reasoned like that because he thought about the feeling of his sister if it was too close to Indra.

"We can go home later, won't we, Git?" Indra asks for support from Gita. The girl was surprised, confused as to what to answer.

"But Bang, I must check the script again Bang, fearing that many are typo," Gita reasoned.

"Let's just relax, I'll help you, promise," Indra broke up and didn't want to budge.

Finally Gita nodded, she had no more excuses. I hope this is the last time you are together with Indra. Because if it keeps repeating, then his heart will never be fine.

Hafidz glanced at his twin for a moment, he knew what Gita was feeling. Since the girl agreed to it she had no reason to refuse anymore either.

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During the trip home Gita chose to sleep, his heart was too tired to keep close to Indra all day. The young man really had no work on Sunday like today. Can not imagine the next weeks when Indra no work, he would be the target of Indra to get out of the house. Ah, just imagine it feels crowded, what if it really happened? I don't know.

"We're up, we're there." Indra shook Gita's body tired, once twice the girl was still in her position, until the third time the Gita opened her eyes and was immediately surprised to find Indra in front of her.

"Bang Indra! What's to do?" scorching.

"CK, wake you up, why would you try? You're sleeping hard to build anyway?" indra protests.

"Oh so, thanks Bang." Gita ignored Indra's words, preferring to leave the young man. His heart has not been able to compromise since seeing Indra's face right in front of him.

Indra also followed Gita into the house, they greeted both parents first and then entered into their respective rooms.

The Gita immediately settles down on the bed, tired of heart, mind and body. I don't know what the cure is, he doesn't know it himself. Ten minutes to calm down, after which he cleaned himself in the bathroom.

Just now he came out of the bathroom, he heard the door of his room on tap from outside. He rushed to open the door, and was surprised to find Indra in front of his room with a big smile. It made his heart seem to jump.

"Can't it be if you don't smile sweet? This is how I can move on!" gita screams in her heart.

"Kok even daydreamed, he said to check the thesis script, here I help. I'll wait there." Indra pointed to the room in the corner next to Gita's room. The floor was bounded by the wall in the middle.

"I can alone Bang, Bang Indra rest, tomorrow will have to work," he refused, this time sincere from the heart, not because he wanted to avoid.

"I made a promise, and that promise must be kept. I'll go there first." Indra walked away from the Gita who was still sculpting by holding on to the door leaf.

The girl sighed before going into the room to pick up her laptop.

"Try here I help you, I correct you if something goes wrong." Indra grabbed the laptop that had been lit from the lap of Gita without feeling awkward, in contrast to Gita who felt increasingly frustrated with Indra's treatment which he thought was unnatural.

"If you need a friend to stay up late to do thesis work, I'm ready. You just make it here, later I will accompany," said Indra without staring at Gita, because the focus is still on the laptop owned by Gita.

"Yes Bang, thank you," said Gita.

Behind the wall appears a smiling man grinning, he is so happy to see the Gita who looks so tormented, because it continues to be close to the people he loves but he cannot reach.

"This is just the beginning, sister, just one day. What about the next days? Will Gita be strong, or vice versa?" he muttered as he looked at the interaction of the two people.

Just briefly peeking at the two, then that person who was none other than Riky chose to enter the room, not wanting to linger staring at Gita.

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