Fistfuls

Still the Same

Last night for Indra did not close his eyes. After spending a few packs of rolls containing tobacco, he chose to play guitar on the balcony of Deril's apartment. Ignoring her best friend who was enjoying that pungent-smelling drink. He was completely uninterested after hearing Deril's words last night. He said it was better to express his sadness by singing.

In the middle of his busy singing a melow song, from a distance there was the sound of dawn, making him put the guitar for a moment and stand staring around the apartment building. Somehow his mind drifted towards a few weeks ago while he was in the office.

"What's the matter Ndra? I see some days you are not cheerful as usual, rich people are heartbroken. But as far as I know you're single, right? Time for a broken heart?" Mr. Danu is a very good manager, even Mr. Danu is very attentive with his men.

"Father can be, just not healthy sir," he replied dishonestly, because he himself did not understand the feeling, why was he so angry when he saw Gita with the doctor in glasses? He always said his anger was only limited to his concern with Gita as his sister.

"Just tell me Ndra, who knows I can help. If not, at least you feel relieved because the burden of your mind is reduced," Mr. Danu insisted.

Indra let out a long sigh, "I don't want to interfere with your work time, later you think you eat blind salary again," Indra made a smile that actually made Mr. Danu cluck.

"You're stubborn indeed yes, I just don't want your job to be complicated because of your problems. It's also a break" again, Mr. Danu forced Indra to tell a story.

Indra also tells what she feels for Gita, she is upset when Gita is with another man, but she feels that she only considers Gita as a little sister. Mr. Danu laughed at all his stories, making him frown, confused. For there is nothing funny about what he is saying.

"You're actually Ndra's smart, but how come you're so stupid as that love thing? Can't you just fall in love with a woman for the first time?" Mr. Danu shook his head in disbelief.

Indra digested Mr. Danu's words, he had never been in love. Even according to him with Gita is not love his name, but dear, yes, dear as a sister no more.

"I don't understand what you mean?" tanyakanya.

Laughter of Mr. Danu increasingly jarring, even some employees who passed the glass-walled room had stopped their steps when they heard the laughter of Mr. Danu.

"It's really stupid of you! You know, if what you feel is Ndra's love, and you're jealous if the girl's the same as another man, you're not aware of Ndra?" cibir Mr. Danu.

Indra thought about everything that Mr. Danu said for a few days. And it turns out that everything that Mr. Danu said is true, if he loves the girl who is considered to be the sister, but it seems too late because Gita looks happy with the glasses doctor. There is no way he can disturb the happiness of the Gita, yes even though his heart is broken, and even more broken when he hears they will be fiancee, even he does not know when the Gita is made.

Indra let out a long sigh, then left the balcony intending to fulfill his obligations. He just shook his head to see his best friend sleeping on the sofa in a state of confusion, even food waste scattered everywhere, as he remembered last night Deril did not have any food, no food, why is there so much junk eating? Indra chose not to care, and passed into one of the rooms in the apartment.

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"Lo look at Lo's weak friend Fidz, only because of his heartbreak until he was willing to skip work," faintly Indra heard Devin's words, he opened his eyes and turned out to be right, Devin was in the room one of his hands holding a cell phone and pointing the camera at his face.

"Brisik Lo! Just stop me from sleeping!" yells.

"Woy! How much longer sleep, huh! You've been sleeping since dawn, now you know what time it is?" Devin didn't let his best friend close his eyelids again.

"Gue's still sleepy!" Indra still does not want to wake up, no matter what time it is.

"Lo knows, it's almost Maghrib! You've been sleeping all day Ndra!" exclaim Devin.

Hearing the name Hafidz said, Indra immediately seized the phone, "Don't cry Devin! Ngaco, he's." Indra certainly did not want Hafidz to know if he was heartbroken because Gita wanted a fiancee with others, did not want Hafidz to say that to Gita of course. Yes, although not necessarily Hafidz said it, right?

"Seriously also nothing Ndra, do not rule out the possibility that Lo can love my sister, you guys live in the same house," said Hafidz from across there, making Indra clucked.

"Lo theory is too ngaco! I'm gonna take a shower, keep coming back." Indra throws the phone towards Devin, fortunately Devin can catch it, otherwise it is certain that the phone landed pretty on his handsome face.

"She deliberately avoids Fidz," Indra still hears Devin talking, but in no matter what, let Hafidz think like, too embarrassed to admit his feelings.

As said earlier, Indra went straight home not even waiting for the owner of the apartment to come home, he did not want to get home in the middle of the night, it was horrified to imagine the night trip alone, when last night he did it.

Arriving home right at dinner, he snorted when he found the car owned by the doctor with glasses in the yard of his house. If he found out from the beginning, he would definitely stop by somewhere first so as not to see the doctor. Because he felt that the doctor always looked at him with a condescending gaze, as if saying 'i am the winner' and that was one of the reasons why Indra was lazy to meet the doctor.

"Pi, Ma, I'm sorry I ate earlier, so I want to go straight to the top" Indra said as she stopped by the dining room for a while, not wanting her parents to wait.

After the Papi assented, Indra passed, he glanced at the glasses doctor at a glance and sure enough the doctor also looked at him with the same gaze, dismissive. Indra did not understand, his current thinking is the most important Gita happy. He is willing to love unrequited as long as the girl he loves is happy with the person he loves.

Indra was playing a game on his phone, when he heard a knock, he invited the man in, because the door of his room was not in the key.

"Don't you?" Indra immediately turned to the source of the voice, not expecting at all if the Gita who came to his room.

"Eh, what's up Git?" Indra tried to be as normal as possible, when in fact she was so nervous and scared. Nervous because Gita looked at him fixedly, and was afraid, if it turned out that the girl knew his feelings. It's possible that Hafidz recounted the incident this afternoon at Deril's apartment.

"Why lie? He said he ate, what is this? There's a food courier for brother." Gita handed the two white crackles to Indra.

Indra breathed a sigh of relief, he was over thinking, it turned out that his guess was very wrong. Because Gita went into her room just to deliver the food she had ordered online.

Indra smiled wrongly, "So tired, and sultry want to shower," he replied origin.

"Capek or do not want to eat with Brother Salman? Why is it Bang? Why the hell are you rich enemies that, I know from the look in your eyes earlier," guessed Gita.

"Ah that's just your feeling. Betewe thanks for bringing her here to eat, let's eat together." Indra moved from her seat to the sofa in the room.

"Anything, I'm full. I went back to my room." Gita passes by, making Indra a little disappointed, because she hopes Gita will eat with him yes even though she knows Gita has eaten, but at least she hopes Gita accompanies her to eat.

Indra breathed a rough breath, when he realized his hope did not go as he wished. Of course Gita does not want to linger in his room, afraid that both parents think of course.

After closing the door to Indra's room, Gita tried to normalize her sudden heart beat, apparently her feelings for the young man were still the same, even when she was able to accept Salman in her life. He sighed repeatedly to normalize his heartbeat, after which he entered the room and locked the door.

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