Fistfuls

Useless

A few months passed, the newlyweds always looked friendly at all times. They moved into a new home a month ago. Gita has returned to the same school as her husband. Yes, Indra also decided to continue his studies. Although he had to divide his time by working, it did not matter to him because he was always accompanied by his wife in every step.

This morning is different from the usual morning. The Gita is usually already struggling in the kitchen with sophisticated kitchen equipment today, the woman is still rolling in a blanket.

"Abang went to work, I don't want Papa to get angry again like yesterday because Abang skipped work, nganterin me to Bandung," said the woman when she saw the husband enter the room with a tray in his hand.

"That time was different, baby, now that you're sick, there's no way Papa's angry anymore. Now breakfast first yes, after that take medicine, or want to check into the hospital?" Indra sat on the side of the bed with a tray of food and a glass of water.

The woman nodded, "I'm having breakfast, after this you leave for the office, you can't refuse or I go on hunger strike" he threatened.

Indra sighed then nodded, "Alright, let Brother bribe." Grabbing the spoon but the wife immediately grabbed it slowly while shaking her head.

"When you take a shower, I can eat by myself. Bringing food here is enough Bang." The woman looked gently at the husband with her sweet smile.

Indra resigned and followed the will of the wife, rather than his wife was angry better he relented. Yes, even though he was sick, his wife still could threaten him like this, but certainly threatened in terms of goodness.

Indra is currently working in one of the companies owned by the in-laws, he deliberately left the company of the Opa, hoping Riky would replace him, and it is proven that the young man who is still a student is now starting to participate in developing his Opanya company. He was at peace with the situation and everyone around him.

After bathing and preparing, Indra also said goodbye to his wife.

"Rest, if there is anything directly phone Abang yes. Later if you want lunch, call Bibik just do not go down by yourself, you are still weak like this." Indra hugged the wife's body so limp, but the woman did not want to be invited to the doctor, she felt fine.

"Ready Bang, work well, don't think of me at home. I'll be fine" Gita said in her husband's arms.

After that, Indra actually left his wife at home with art and other employees. Mekipun could not bear but he still had to go to the office so that the wife did not sulk.

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After Indra's death, the woman saw her phone right on the calendar app, she smiled when she saw the calendar.

"I'm a week late, what does that mean?" the two beautiful women's eyes widened because she was so happy with what was on her mind.

"Ah I'm impatient, must be proved right away." His weakness suddenly dissipated, he was happy at this moment. But not necessarily the estimate is accurate.

Gita went straight into the bathroom, carrying some pregnancy test kits that she bought a few months ago. His face was so sparkling when he entered the bathroom, but the face was dim again when the reality he received was not as expected.

Storing one of those small objects into a drawer, along with several other similar objects showing the same line, is only one.

"I feel useless being a wife, almost a year of my marriage but all the results remain the same." The woman was crying out, feeling completely useless.

She cried with her pain, she could not hear the questions of some of her relatives and friends about the pregnancy that was not present. Tired, very tired of hearing such questions.

"Gita, baby why?" Mama who had been in town for some time was surprised to see her only daughter crying while sitting on the floor.

Hugging her daughter tightly, despite not knowing what the problem was, she was also sad to see her daughter like this. Earlier this morning he contacted his son-in-law while he was in Jakarta, and the son-in-law told him that his daughter was ill. Hearing this, he rushed to his daughter's house.

"Mama, I'm a useless woman Ma! I keep disappointing Brother, I'm so useless Ma." she said in the arms of the mother.

Mama shook her head, still clueless as to what happened to her daughter, "Don't say it like that, son, be patient baby, God is testing you, are you strong through all this, are you strong through all this, or you'll give up halfway through" said the mother.

The Gita continued to shake her head, her brain was currently unable to take any advice, because it was still in utter disillusionment and deep disappointment. She kept crying and crying, until she fell asleep in her tears.

Shortly after getting a phone call from the in-laws, telling if his wife is not okay, Indra immediately returned home, not only Indra but the Papa-in-law who happened to be in the office also participated, worried about his daughter.

"What happened Ma?" indra asked as she entered the room, finding the mother-in-law sitting at the side of the bed while wiping her black mane.

"Mama also did not know, when Mama arrived your wife was crying on the floor, when Mama asked her not at all to answer what happened," Mama explained looking panicked.

"Have you called the doctor?" Papa Renaldy suddenly entered the room.

"Yes, the doctor will be here soon" replied Mama.

Indra approached the pitiful looking wife, then his eyes unintentionally saw an object that had always made the Gita like this, he approached the object and grabbed it and threw it into the trash.

"Why Ndra?" ask Mama who understands the change in look of the daughter-in-law's face.

Indra approached the mother-in-law, sitting by the woman's side. "Gita must be crying because of Ma's pregnancy test, she's been like this repeatedly, but this is the worst. Though I always say it does not matter if now we have not been given trust, but Gita always sad about this, especially after she came home from gathering with her friends or extended family, he would definitely blame himself. I actually did not have the heart to see Ma, so I often forbid him from gathering with his friends, even I often avoid family events" explained Indra.

"Astaghfirullah, why is it like this? How sorry is my daughter." Staring at the princess's face with tears streaming down her cheeks, never thought that something like this would happen to her daughter.

"It's best that after the Gita recovers, you calm down. Maybe with you guys going away from the thing that makes a Gita like this better, stay abroad, Papa will take care of everything." Renaldy said without asking for approval from his son and son-in-law.

"But, is it necessary to go that far?" ask Mama who seemed to not accept the decision of her ex-husband.

"We should ask Gita ya Pa first, if Gita wants me to go along with what she wants," break up Indra does not want to make his own decision.

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