Fistfuls

The Same Feelings

Indra pulled the girl in his arms, he did not know what caused the Gita to shed tears, what because he was presumptuous to open the girl's diary, she said, or for reminding of the wounds of betrayal committed by Gita's former fiancee.

Gita did not refuse when Indra hugged her, but she also did not return the hug. Like a dream when you hear the confession of the young man who now hugs him, happy? Of course, but there was a wedge that made him sad. Makes it difficult to interpret the current sense.

"I'm sorry, I made you cry" Indra said.

"Tell me the truth that the flavor that used to exist now has faded and even disappeared, I don't mind," he didn't dare to expect more, let alone the curses in the book had already passed for more than a year.

Gita was confused where to talk from, so she chose to quietly listen to the speech of the young man who continued to embrace her. Comfortable, of course he felt comfortable in the arms of the young man, feeling protected and loved by the young man especially after his confession earlier.

"Is it possible that we could be united, if that sense still existed?" tanya Gita was still in Indra's arms, she did not dare to look at the young man.

Indra loosened his embrace so that he could look at the face of the girl who was almost the same height as himself, precisely limited to his ears. Because this girl can be said to be high when compared to other indigenous girls.

"meaning?" tanya Indra looked at Gita who also returned her gaze.

"Mama, Papi? What about them? I don't want them to get hurt just because of us" the girl replied, actually since that's what made her sad, she didn't want to ruin her happiness.

"Don't worry, we don't have blood ties, book? For Mama, he told me to follow you here, while Papi, he is also supportive, will not be a problem for their relationship, because I am not Papi's biological child," explained Indra softly, he had to be honest. Honesty is very difficult, because all this time he considers Papi is his biological Papi.

Gita was surprised to hear the young man's words, but judging from the look in her eyes Indra did not lie at all. "Don't joke!" gita protests are still afraid if Indra lies to her. He forgot his feelings because of the honesty of the young man.

"i'm serious. Papi will explain everything." Indra looked at the girl who was waiting for an answer from him.

Gita sighed, she broke free from the young man's embrace, sitting back in her place.

"Kok Mama can tell?" finally the question came out too, he was very curious why the mother could find out.

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It was two days after finding the book and reading all its contents, making Indra more overwhelmed with longing that whack. His work was not concentrated at all, making him get several times reprimands from Mbak Salsa. This afternoon she came back early, her main goal was the room of the girl she missed so much, she even forgot her room. She returned to the room only to shower and change clothes, after which returned to Gita's room again.

While sitting on the side of the bed, while reading the light blue book, I did not mind for the time. She was surprised by the voice of Mama Sinta who had been in the room since when.

"Honestly, Mama, you have the same feeling, don't you? Then why are you just silent? Afraid Papi you're angry?" ask Mama.

"Yes Ma, I just realized when Gita got engaged. I'm a fool, Ma. My reason was not because I was afraid of Papi, but rather because of my own stupidity to the point of not being aware of this feeling," Indra sighed for a moment.

"Gita must have been very sick when I said I only thought of her as a sister, I was so stupid to realize it was all Ma, was it worth it to hope that Gita still had the same feelings?" Indra becomes insecure, considering how she made the girl hurt because of her attitude.

Mama patted Indra's shoulder slowly, trying to calm the young man down, she knew Indra was so affectionate with her daughter that it was obvious from the look in the young man's eyes.

"Mama sure, Gita still has the same feeling, especially after the betrayal," Indra was surprised to hear Mama Sinta's remark, not expecting this middle-aged woman to know the cause of the breakup of the princess' engagement.

"You shouldn't be surprised, Mama has known for a long time. Salma told me everything" as if Mama knew what Indra had in mind.

"Now that you follow them, tell Gita everything about how you feel, Mama is sure that Gita is still keeping that feeling up to this point." Indra was again surprised to hear Mama's words, this time his surprise could not be hidden.

"Mama will bear it all, so you don't have to worry. But keep it a secret from both of them. Mama's already bought tickets for you, tomorrow you're leaving." Mama gave me a flight ticket between continents.

"You don't have to worry, all documents are complete. Even the work leave has also been obtained, so there is no reason to refuse," Mama knows if Indra will refuse, therefore she has prepared everything of course the husband took part in this.

"Thank you Ma, I don't know what to reply to you?" Indra hugged the woman she already thought of as her mother.

"Thank you to your Papi, he has taken care of everything" Mama said after their embrace was released.

"Yes Ma,"

"One more thing, if Gita is angry about the book, just say, if Mama who deliberately put the book on the table. Let you read it, because the book was originally in the closet, Mama was afraid Gita would misunderstand, thought you ransacked the whole room," Mama said there was a point too, Mama said, making the young man nod he would definitely tell Gita everything.

And now he had told the girl everything, who had calmed down no longer cried like that.

"I'm sorry for my mistake of always denying this feeling, I know you must have been hurt back then" Indra looked at the girl sitting in front of him without the bulkhead.

"Udah don't need to apologize anymore, later I don't even want to apologize. Bosen from earlier said sorry continues," the girl was upset.

"Well, now I want to ask you again, whether the feeling is still the same as before, or now you have found a young man who is sensitive to your feelings, and of course reciprocates those feelings," Indra was curious because the girl had not answered this very important question.

"Abang's right, I've found a young man who's like you said," replied Gita with a sweet smile.

But this young man before him looked not as cheerful as before after hearing his answer. The girl's smile widened, as she managed to prank the young man before her, just let her get a little upset, think of it as revenge.

"Jaudah cells...." Gita interrupts as Indra opens his mouth again.

"And that young man is currently in front of me. We have the same feeling, isn't that so wonderful?"

Gita was surprised when Indra re-hugged her, this time so tightly as to vent the longing that had been so long harbored.

"Thank you, I'm so happy" Indra said, still hugging the girl.

Gita of course returned the embrace of the young man, she also missed the young man who was now embracing him. The hug was so comfortable, plus a masculine fragrance emanating from the young man's body. Maybe that scent will be his favorite scent from now on.

Indra let go of her embrace, now both hands moved to the face of the girl, framing the sweet face that was now smiling looking at her. The distance was thinning even more, he could feel a warm gust sweeping across his face.

Gita was swept away in the young man's caress, even she did not refuse when Indra put their forehead. Until he felt a chewy object stuck to his lips. Again there was no rejection from him, making the young man more excited to launch the action. Although it felt so stiff, but he still enjoyed it. What was that? Ah, conscious Gita. He was also as strong as his strength pushing Indra's body.

"Ish, you stole my first kiss!" protest the girl.

Indra ignored Gita's words, he smiled at the girl. He rubbed the rest of his actions that were still attached to Gita's lips. It feels like he wants to feel the sweetness of the pink chewy object, but no way, he does not want to fall deeper.

"If Bang Hafidz knew, surely you'd have done the same thing to him." Gita still looks upset.

"I don't care, the important thing is to have already managed to take your first kiss. Ah we are the same, so you have nothing to lose." Indra smiled looking at the girl.

Bugh

"Ih, shitty!" Gita hit the young man's chest and passed into the apartment.

While Indra could no longer hold back his laughter, and passed after the girl.

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