Fire Sun

Fire Sun
Sinyo




Adit tried to decipher Gesna's embrace. Gesna's behavior today is strange, shaking the determination of the heart that does not want to hope anymore. Instead of being released, Gesna tightened her arms. "Geez. Please let go, don't confuse me."


"Sorry." The girl's still gurgling. Adit's chest was tight, hearing Gesna's very slashing cry. "Sorry, Adit."


"It's okay. I was wrong too, though. So ... No need to think about it. My clothes are so wet, you catch a cold," he said again taking off Gesna's embrace. Did Gesna cry because she felt sad, guilty or something else?


"Gue is also wet, kok," said Gesna sobbing. The face was like it was very languishing, looking at him with a suspicious look. "Lo don't love me anymore, do you?"


Adit just pulled a flat smile, unwilling to reply. He just wanted to leave as soon as possible because if he was here, the desire to hug and wipe the cry of Gesna was huge.


"Gesna, stop," elak Adit as Gesna hugged her back. "Lo knows how I feel. Please don't make it a weapon to force all your desires."


The head was shaking on his back. As if I didn't accept the same words just now. "Gue... G-gue dear lo, Dit."


"Lo darling Thunder, not my darling," cut Adit and blinked. Feel the pain from his own words.


The embrace that surrounds him is shedding. The girl slumped and hugged her own two legs, crying bitterly. Adit never likes to see his loved ones cry. He rubbed Gesna's head slowly. "Aren't tired of crying? Your eyes popping just lately."


Gesna's cry grew louder. How could he ignore if Adit had noticed him so far? It was because Asri told him that Adit caught Naraya helping him climb. Asri said, Adit disputed Gesna's knee pain. Why can he not know himself when loved by people? Gesna caught Adit's hand and pulled the guy down. Stumbling into Adit's arms, weeping there. "Thunder my best friend, I must love you, but I love you too!" exclaim Gesna immersed in Adit's chest.


That was the answer Gesna got. The answer to all the anxiety and imbalance these days. He also loves Adit. As it turned out, he wanted Adit by his side to exchange stories, laugh and joke. Apparently, he lost Adit if the guy turned foreign. "Adit" he rebuked when he realized Adit was silent.


"Thunder your best friend, it's natural that you love. I'm nobody, what do you love? Shrieky. Don't shed tears for nothing." Adit was as strong as possible trying to think clearly, but Gesna's cry made her hand move out of control. He pulled Gesna's chin and wiped away the tears.


"Nobody?" reset Gesna. Someone pinched his heart until it hurt. Seeing Adit nod, Gesna's heart grew even more sliced. The tears of Gesna fell. How could he hurt the feelings of others so cruelly.


"Adit," his roar hugged back. He couldn't stop crying. She was afraid that if she stopped crying, Adit would leave. Gesna was trying to explain his feelings to the opponent, disarming his defensive weaknesses and willing to be turned off. "I can't forget you. I can't. I miss you. You still don't understand?"


The boy froze, but Gesna could hear a loud thump from behind the chest he was hugging. "Adit...."


Adit can only swallow. Gesna can always shake his wits. His logic is dead and his brain is empty. All the decisions yesterday suddenly spoiled especially when Gesna kneeled, equalizing the height of their faces to bring closer the face and kiss Adit's lips.


Adit's hand immediately held Gesna's cheeks so that the girl did not kiss both times. "Gesna, don't believe me."


"Nobody?" asked Gesna still did not care, pulling Adit's hand in the way and coming back closer. "Say no one else."


The gust of breath of the girl even inhaled Adit. He should not be surprised by the recklessness of this girl. Even so, there is still a wild jump on Adit's chest. "That's what you say, not me" he tried to sound lightly as he raised an eyebrow, looking into those watery eyes.


The girl chipped, hitting her shoulder slowly. "Ngeselin" said Gesna, sitting behind the door.


"You?" reply Adit. What is frustrating is indeed Gesna, all his behavior is very strange.


"You're the! So people bet."


Adit clucked while shaking his head inexhaustibly. "Udah said the bet doesn't exist, Gesna. I don't like to mess with feelings. I also at that time did not mean to playin you. Really. It's hard if you don't believe it."


They were both speechless, looking at the messy middle space as Gesna's bag and shoes were thrown into just about any place.


"I'm going home, it wouldn't be good for us if I were here long. I don't want to bother you. Don't cry when you get sick." The girl hugged Adit back in the chest as she was about to stand up. "Gesna, don't believe me. You are confused" complained Adit who fought back with heart and brain.


"Why?"


"You make people wish" Adit replied.


"Wish what?"


Adit snorts slowly. This girl really doesn't know or pretends not to know. He tried to get up and break a hug. "Udah, ah. Night hunt."


"Jawab first, wish what?" force Gesna while holding next to Adit's legs so strong that they can not step. Crazy, what does Gesna mean?


"Hope for more, Gesna." Adit tries to step up, but Gesna instead grabs his leg. Like a child who sulks asking to buy candy.


"It's unclear! He said the value of the Indonesian language is nine?" The girl sneered by putting on an annoying face between puffy eyes. "Clearly!"


Adit then knelt down with one leg, looking right into Gesna's eyes. Hopefully with this all done. "Hope to be your girlfriend again. Huh, isn't it? Yes, I'm home" Adit said back up.


"No way," forced Gesna with lips that suddenly seemed happy, hugging Adit's legs while hiding a smile. "Still misses the boyfriend."


Adit stopped and looked. "What was that?"


"The rain effect turns out to make a budek." Gesna rolled her eyes while continuing to lean her head on the guy's knee. God, he's broken up in shame.


"Cie, kangen." Adit's forefinger nudged Gesna's chin. "Whose kangen? Kangen girlfriend? Is it not an ex?"


"Boyfriend" said Gesna standing up. Her clothes were dry on her body. His life was full of drama once today. "Yes, if you don't want to."


"Not answered yet, I have my own conclusion. Boro-boro is persuaded." Adit was already smiling jail, let alone seeing that face was trying to turn away as it started to blush. Let the decision to retreat only discourse, because not every day he gets a golden opportunity like this. Adit grabbed Gesna's hand and held it. "So ... shall we reverse it, nih?"


The head next to him rose up and down enthusiastically. The face that was crying immediately turned bright.


"But .. I never feel broken up, anyway. If cut off unilaterally, there is," he said while whistling softly, insinuating. And a little blow landed on Adit's body. "Oh, KDRT."


Gesna pulls Adit inward, then pushes in the guest room. It was as if what was spoken was an indisputable edict. "Now, you take a shower and change clothes. I'll be ready for his shirt. The towel's in the closet."


The girl left Adit and soon came back. "This is wearing this. Get in the bathroom. Dirty clothes put the basket, then let it be washed."


Adit nodded, accepting the directions happily. Did Gesna really love him? Or is this just another dream and there will be a storm harder than yesterday? However, Adit again had difficulty resisting. As if ready to fall back and buried in the same hole for the second time.


"Geshne... Geshne...." Adit tried to shake the doorknob while knocking. The door was closed, there were no locks, he was completely locked. Adit grabs the phone to call the girl but the number is busy. What's the matter?


Adit sat on the bedside for a while until the door was heard opening from outside.


"His bath?" tanya Gesna appeared. The short hair looked damp and the smell of apples smelled in the air.


"Kok's locked, anyway?" Adit came out following Gesna.


"Who knows you suddenly want to run home when I take a shower" said Gesna, as if locking people in the room was not a mistake. "Eat what, huh? Hungry, here."


"Oh, hungry too? Kirain broke the plate and threw out the side dish because she was full," Adit replied insinuating, regretting the food that was wasted because of Gesna's emotional behavior. "It's out there when a lot of people can't eat."


"Continue, continue... Sindir continues until lightning," decak Gesna while pinching Adit. Before long, the girl was wriggling in Adit's arm. "I want your spaghetti again. Bikinin, huh?"


Immediately, Gesna took out the ingredients and thrust it into Adit. "I'm the one who makes the tea" he added, preparing two empty cups.


Adit is silent, trying to understand why Gesna is still constantly acting magical. He thought that after confessing his longing, Gesna would return as usual. However, throughout Adit cooking, the girl several times hugged his back. Has Gesna really changed? Adit was even worried about seeing all this.


"Why are you, anyway? What a weird day today?" ask Adit while serving two plates of spaghetti on the table. The dining table was plain without any tablecloths and eating devices, all had been destroyed Gesna in one kibas.


"How weird?" Gesna stared at Adit's cooking with a happy twinkle. The chick rushed to grab the fork and twisted the paste.


"Yes, weird. Suddenly can say kangen same me, suddenly ng I love the same me. It's just weird."


Gesna had already bribed the spaghetti into his mouth while prying. "I don't know. Tomorrow I want to die, maybe," he said with a bulging mouth.


"Gesh!" Adit lowered back the fork and stared intently at the figure next door.


"Miss!" errat Gesna with a look does not want to lose. "Where's the Miss's call?"


"Don't say anything weird, miss."


Smiling while chewing, Gesna raised her thumb. "Good, don't obey the employer."


The girl then broke loose when Adit nudged her ear in return. "That's why his right ear is plastering? Injured from scratch?"


"Gesna's boyfriend knows best." Gesna patted Adit on the shoulder while finishing off the spaghetti. The girl's face began to draw closer towards Adit. "Kok I just realized that you're paying attention to me?"


"Eits, eits." Adit put a palm on the Gesna's eel so that the girl does not squander carelessly. Before long the hand came down, his thumb rubbed the tip of Gesna's lips that were smeared with sauce. "Kayak soang you."


"Because of nyosor or messy eating?" Gesna picked up the tissue and cleaned Adit's finger that had been used to wipe the sauce.


"Both."


Gesna grimaced while pulling face. His hands cleaned the dishes and put them in the dishwasher. "What a bad guy?"


Adit chuckled, sat on the living room sofa and turned on the television. "What time do you come home?"


Gesna's eyes began to glance at the wall clock. Ten o'clock at night. She shook her head. "I don't know. Not necessarily. Sometimes I don't go home."


Sure enough, Gesna himself every day until last night. Adit watched television with a confused mind. He doesn't want to leave Gesna alone, but he also has to go home because tomorrow is still school.


"Why?" tanya Gesna sat down at the side. "Wanna go home?"


"Yes, it's night."


"Ah, it's still afternoon," Gesna interrupted while leaning her head on Adit's shoulder. "You like to stay up late, cover-cover songs night-night. Yeah, right?"


Recalling the cover and video, Adit turned his head quickly. "My number is still you block, huh? I couldn't call."


Still with her head down, Gesna reached out her phone to Adit. As if giving Adit permission to settle the matter.


"Dit, if Non is his partner what? Mister?" ask Gesna while watching Adit unblock for phone and sms.


"Non or Miss was once an indigenous name for Dutch girls. A descendant of the Portuguese language, menina who became menona," explained Adit while returning the phone.


"When what's the guy called?"


"Nyo, short for Sinyo." Adit shifted his shoulders slightly, as Gesna's plastered right ear looked pinched.


"But I'm not Dutch. Why call her Miss?" Gesna's brows furrowed, realizing the essence of the name.


"You are invaders" said Adit rubbing the girl's head. "Cover my heart."


Gesna reflexes pat Adit's thigh. "Woy! I can have a chicken." The girl laughed sweetly. Laughter that Adit missed so much. "If so, I call you Nyo, huh?"


"Huh? How come?"


"Why?"


"Kok getting weird?"


"So kok kak koak chicken. You call me Non, when I can't call Nyo?" His face looked at her with a smile. "Yes, right, Nyo?"


Adit just shook his head, leaning his neck against the back of the sofa. His hand was still gently rubbing Gesna's head. What happened today, I don't know, Adit himself doesn't really understand. If indeed the storyline he and Gesna will be like this, then Adit just follows the plot, every up and down, every bend and climb.


The television broadcast a film that Adit did not listen to. His head was a bit heavy because of the rain earlier and his nose was getting itchy. Every babble Gesna commented on the film was fun, like a lullaby sleep-deliver. Adit had forgotten, when was the last time he fell asleep with a smile framed on his face.